Chapter Two
Annie tightened her arms around him and every nerve in her surged towards Dean. The hum in her head becoming a litany of 'yes...yes...yes!', pulsing through her.
His free hand drifted down to the small of her back, pressing her that much closer as his tongue filled her mouth to search out hers. She joined him with a whimper as the sensations rushing through her proved to be almost too much. His tongue darted and teased along side hers. He tasted of beer and smoke and Annie wanted more. His rough stubbled cheeks scraped the sides of her face and Anne bunched the ends of the black t-shirt he wore in her fists to try and stop shaking.
Annie pulled him forward and eased herself backwards until his body was flush with hers on the bed. She was right. He did want this. Badly. She slid her fingers around his lean waist to run up the strong bones of his spine, ridge by ridge. Dean was burning, or was that her? His mouth slid down her throat and Annie went dizzy. If she hadn't already been lying down, she would have fallen cause all her muscles turned to liquid under the wet heat of his mouth on her skin.
Dean shifted slightly on top of her and his fingers spread on her stomach, feeling the quick panting rise and fall of her breath. Her green eyes, nearly black in the darkness met his and she licked her lips, making every part of his body tighten.
"Please..." she whispered arching upwards.
Her breath caught and her eyes clenched shut as her hips rose to cradle him between her thighs. "Oh God." She sighed, feeling him hard and hot through his pants.
He groaned and her name fell from his lips with a reverence that made Annie's heart skip. He pulled back slightly, legs tangling with hers until he spread her knees apart and undid the button of her jeans and pulled the zipper down, the sound mixing with their breathing. His fingers dipped lower inside her jeans to stroke the damp warm flesh begging for him. Annie buried her face in his neck, the heat of her sweet breath against his throat nearly making him come right there. But first thing's first, he thought, stroking slowly but purposefully and bringing Annie to a whimpering, explosive release.
"Dean...Dean...I love you..." She sighed and then gasped as they both went very still.
"What?" He asked, staring down at her, his mouth wet and swollen.
Annie couldn't speak. She tightened her eyes shut both marveling at her own stupidity and afraid to look up at Dean after hearing the unpleasant shock in his voice. What on earth had possessed her to blurt those words out like that? Okay, so everything had shifted inside of her over the course of the past few days and where there had been sisterly affection, there was now this aching inside of her but surely that didn't translate into love and not for Dean of all people! It had been the hormones talking, Annie assured herself. A curtain had lifted and she was now able to look at him with a woman's appreciative eye. He was beautifully built, with a tightly muscled, lanky body, dark blond hair and hazel eyes that alternated color depending on his mood. His mouth was sinfully full, soft and warm, Annie remembered, still able to feel that mouth against her own.
The shock of the past few days had dislodged something inside of her, like a cork shooting across the room and the knowledge bubbling forth, spilling over recklessly from her mouth. Yes. Oh God. She loved him. The implications and confusions of that fact be damned for the moment. She'd try and think about it all later but for right now, it was the only true thing she had to hold on to. She loved him. Good God.
But she never should have told him so.
"Goddamit, Annie." Dean groaned easing off of her. Unsteady, he tumbled off the bed and landed on the carpet.
Annie opened her eyes at the sound of the thud and moved on her stomach towards the side of the bed. She folded her hands on the mattress and rested her chin on the back of her hands, watching him quietly.
Dean ran his fingers his hair and rested his elbows on his propped up knees. He shook his head vigorously, trying to clear his it.
"Dean, I--" Annie began but he glared at her, cutting her off.
"Oh I beg ya, don't say it again," he burst, eyes bleary in the darkness.
Annie tried to ignore the painful pang in her heart and cleared her throat."I wasn't--"
"Good. Cause we've fucked up enough for one night." He snapped, as his body thrummed with fury over it's own lack of release.
"Dean, I know--"
"You should have stopped me. Neither one of us are thinking here." Dean interrupted taking deep, shaky breaths.
"Would you let me talk?" Annie burst! "And stop talking to me like I don't know my own mind. Don't tell me what I'm thinking or not thinking or not feeling, got it?"
"Annie, our family is screwed up enough without doing this. We don't need to add inc--"
"Don't!" Annie insisted, poking his shoulder. "Dean, just don't! That's not what this is and you know it!"
"It might as well be. You grew up in this house as my sister for 18 years. That doesn't change just because of DNA."
Annie stared at him, flushing uncomfortably. "You asshole." She seethed. "Don't try and make me feel ashamed of this just because you're a damn coward."
"A...Excuse me?" He demanded, insulted.
"All though high school, you never went out with a girl for longer than it took you to get into her pants. 'Love 'em and leave 'em Winchester' that's what they used to call you. Just having a good time but I know better. You're a fucking coward, Dean! God help anyone who tries to get too close." Annie pointed out, feeling her eyes begin to sting with tears. She would not cry dammit! Not in front of him!
"Do you really wanna do the whole shrink/couch deal? Because I imagine tonight could fill a textbook or two." He shot back.
"We are not related, Dean," she repeated slowly, trying very hard to resist the urge to break the lamp on the night table over his head. "You can't use that as an excuse to be a chicken shit!"
"For all this time, you thought we were. To have that flipped on its ass is doing a number on your brain. That's all. We don't want to cross that line, Annie" He spoke softly, but stubbornly.
"Speak for yourself!" She burst, her voice catching on a sob.
Dean sighed and closed his eyes. Women's tears. He could face down any demon, battle any kind of evil but the thing that got to him faster than anything was a woman's tears. Especially hers. God. Next time he came face to with a fucking ghost or demon; he'd just let them shred him to pieces. Be a lot less painful than this.
"You've gotta go, Annie."
Annie's mouth dropped open. "You're kicking me out?"
"Yeah. We'll just forget about this."
Annie squeezed her eyes as the tears threatened. Taking a deep breath, she sat up and pulled the edges of her open blouse together. She refused to look at him as she buttoned her jeans, her body still trembling and damp between her thighs. "I hate you." She seethed. She rushed out of his bedroom before she completely broke down in front of him. She would not give him that satisfaction. Not ever again.
A.N: Thanks so much to everyone who sent feedback so far! I'm still pretty new to this fandom and the show itself so you're encouragement means muchly!
Tanya: (sends you over a 3-pack of pittie panties) Hope you like this chapter too!
Zelinia: Thanks so much for your feedback! I was a little apprehensive about how the incest-ish undertones would be received but I'm a firm believer in turning off my censors when I write. I write the dang thing as I want and the reader is a secondary consideration. I'm a pretty open reader too so I only hope that if people do stumble upon my stuff, it's with an open mind. To be honest, I was more worried about the fact that Annie was an OFC! (laughs) I know a lot of people frown on those but I love reading and writing them. To answer your questions, Sam was asleep, this being the middle of the night and all. Nope, no four year olds as Annie and Dean didn't get to shtupping, much to Annie's chagrin. Sam only learned Annie wasn't a Winchester when she did. Dean was the one who found out and kept quiet about it for roughly a year before it came out. Next chapter will take us into the present day. Hope you enjoy this chapter too!