Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi! I don't own the song used either. Its Cassie Steeles.
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Manny stared in envy as they walked down the hall. They looked so happy. He looked so happy. His arm was around her shoulder. They were talking about something, laughing, smiling. Manny opened her locker. The first thing she saw was a picture of her and Craig. When he was happy with her. Not Ellie. She ripped up the picture and threw the shreds into the nearest trash can.
So the mourning after heartbreak got me tear stained
And all my cries have hurt my sides in losing you pain
After everything they had been through! How could he do that? Just forget about her. Like he never knew her. She had almost had his baby. As hard as it would be for her to have a baby now, she regretted the abortion. If she had his baby, he would be hers now. Not Ellie's.
I'm
losing grip
Only holding on by finger tips
She had loved him. Not Ashley, not Ellie. He had loved her too. She thought. What did he see in her? She was just...goth girl. The girl who couldn't handle her problems. No matter who he was with he always came back to her. She should be used to having to share him by now. He just couldn't decide. But she wished he could. Even if his decision wasn't her. She just wanted to know. Was he coming back or not?
Cry crimson tears without you
Couldn't she just get over him? He obviously was going to break her heart over and over again. Then come back, then break her heart again. Thats how it always was with Craig. Over and over. We're over. We're together. We're over.
All
this pain corrupts my soul discolored within
All the crimson is my
prison formed from tainted skin
She wanted him to be happy though. If he wasnt happy with just her, then let him be with others girls. As long as he was happy.
Cry crimson tears without you
As long as he was happy...