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It had been three months. Three months since she and Woody had been snowed in at the Lucy Carver Inn. Three months since they had given into the want and let their desires take over. Three months.

She sat there staring at the calendar. She knew she had to tell him. She wanted to tell him but a part of her was afraid of how he would react. She continued to sit there thinking until she felt a presence in the doorway. She looked up into the caring face of Nigel and tried to put a smile on. Unfortunately he saw right through it.

"What's wrong luv," Nigel asked. "You look even more pensive than normal."

"Three months," was all she could get out.

"Three months what Jordan," Nigel probed. "Three months until a hair appointment, because I don't see any grays. Three months from your last radio call in to the 'Love Doctor.' Three months what."

She silently turned the calendar around and pointed at the square circled in red. Inside, the circle read, 'Lucy Carver Case.' Nigel was one of the three people she had told about what had happened on that trip, Lily and Garret being the other two. It took him a couple minutes but she knew it clicked. "Jordan, it's been three months since you and Woody."

She nodded yes.

"Judging by the look on your face I'm going to guess that the most wonderful time of the month has failed to reappear during that time period as well."

She shook her head again. "I don't know what to do Nige. I hadn't even really thought about it being a possibility. I had been feeling über crappy in the morning but I didn't know why. Then today I was looking at the calendar and it hit me."

Just then Macy walked in, "What hit you Jordan?"

Lily happened to be passing by and heard Garret's words. "Jordan got hit by something!"

"Only metaphorically," Nigel replied. He picked up the calendar and handed it to Garret and Lily. After about thirty seconds Lily got it, but Garret continued staring in confusion.

He started to speak. "I don't understand Jordan. The only significant looking date on here is the one with 'Lucy Carver Case' written on it. You solved that case good Jordan, with Woody's help. Woody…. Oh My God Jordan you're not…"

"Well seeing as everyone here has got it, I can continue with my story. I don't know what to do. I don't want to tell him and be wrong, but I don't want to not tell him and be right either."

"The only thing you should be is sure," Lily said. "I say we each stop by a drug store after work today and pick up the necessary items, and meet at Jordan's. That way we can be sure."

"Thanks Lily, thanks everyone." Jordan said. "I don't know what I'd do without you." Just then Sydney walked in with his seafood leftovers that he had just heated in the microwave. With one whiff Jordan jumped out of her chair and ran for the bathroom with Lily trailing behind her. Garret and Nigel could hear Jordan throwing up and Lily's soothing words while she held back Jordan's hair.

Sydney asked, "Is Jordan sick?"

Nigel replied, "Parasite" and looked at Garret who laughed.

He walked by Nigel and whispered, "Depends on who you're asking," before leaving the room.


After throwing up three times, Jordan decided she was ready to get up. She took Lily's hand and stood up closing her eyes so she wouldn't see the world spinning around her.

"How are you feeling Jordan?" Lily asked. "Does your head hurt, are you feeling dizzy?"

"I'm good," Jordan replied, but her word lacked confidence. "I may need a little guidance."

"Okay let's go." Lily said as she took Jordan's arm and led her back to the office. "Just hold onto me and everything will be okay."

Lily got Jordan back to her office in one piece and had her sit in the chair. Jordan placed one hand over her stomach and tried to calm herself. She had one-hundred and one emotions going through her head with double as many questions. Is there a baby? Do I just have the flu? Will Woody be happy? Will he take off again? She couldn't take it, she had to get away from her taunting brain and she figured the best way to do that would be to start working. The first thing she had to do was convince Lily she was okay. She looked at her and began to speak. "Lily, you can go back to your office, I'm feeling much better now. I think it's one of those things you get over quickly. You don't have to worry right now."

"Nice try Jordan." Lily answered back.

Jordan realized this would not be easy. She highly doubted that a raging bull would be able to make Lily leave her office. Just as Jordan was about to give up hope a raging bull of sorts did enter her office. His name was Detective Matt Seely. He looked like he was about to blow and Jordan wasn't sure if she wanted to be there when he did. She also knew he had a little thing for Lily and that Lily was in the process of finding out if she reciprocated the feeling.

"I've been looking for you." Matt said to Lily. "There's just been a double murder on Freestone Street and I have a woman in your office who says she lives there. You know me, I hate talking to people, but I need her positive ID. Please come help me."

"I guess I could." Lily said jokingly to Matt and without a second glance at Jordan she left the office.

Jordan laughed quietly and began to speak to herself. "I can't believe these words are coming out of my mouth but, thank God for Matt Seely." With that she left the room to go change into her scrubs.

When she reached autopsy one she came into contact with Dr. Macy. She began to ask about the patient but was quickly cut off. "Get out of here Jordan and go home." He said to her. "And don't make me tell you again."

"Garret, I'm not leaving." She replied.

"Oh yes you are and if you don't voluntarily go I will have Nigel personally escort you home. Your choice."

"Fine," Jordan said and huffed into the locker room.


Jordan had stopped at the Drug store on her way home and had gone to the bakery across the street to get something to eat. She couldn't explain it but she had a huge craving for brownies. She ended up buying a half dozen and she was currently sitting on the couch devouring her third brownie in a row. She wished her friends would hurry up and arrive because she really had to go to the bathroom. All of a sudden she heard a knock on her door. She opened it to find Lily, Nigel and Garret. They came in and sat on the couch. Each was holding an identical bag.

"I'm ready when ever you guys are." Jordan said to her friends. She took each bag and retreated into the bathroom. After relieving herself she followed the directions and set the timer. When she returned to the living room no one wanted to speak. It ended up being the longest, quietest ten minutes of her life. Finally the timer went off. She got up off the couch and went over to the tests, with Garret following her.

Lily was the first to speak. "What have we got?"

Garret uttered a five word sentence for the second time that day. "Depends on who you're asking."