Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter, and J.K.R. would choke me if she saw what I'm doing to her characters….so, not mine. Yeah.
Sins of Angels: This takes place in a very weird section of my brain and, by consequence, is completely AU and about Lily and everyone else in her year. It's rated the way it is because there are some very disturbing themes and images that are in this chapter, and even more disturbing still in chapters to come. Might be a big story, might be a one shot, and might just be seven chapters. I don't know yet. And, before you ask, no, I am not disturbed. I just think that to have someone go through something like that would make them that much…well, you'll see. Enjoy.
Chapter 1 – First Meeting
Lily carefully took her bag from the shelf, balancing the packages as only an eleven-year-old could. Her father glared at her.
"If you drop those, you're going to be in it tonight!" he warned as she flinched, remembering what had happened the last time.
He had warned her not to cause trouble, and she had nodded hurriedly to show her enthusiasm for being good. However, before she knew that she was a witch, she had gotten scared when the shelf fell at the store with a loud noise and jumped. Next thing she knew, all of the products were on fire. She screamed and ran out, but that didn't stop what happened later.
It had been going on since her mother left, all those years ago. After all, it was the standard punishment, her father said. And he knew better than she did.
Balancing the packages, she slowly went from shop to shop, adding to her pile. She got her wand as the last thing, smiling with happiness for the countless time that day.
Her father, however, had gotten fed up with her and said that he'll take some of her things and wait in the car. He let her have one more hour for anything she might need. She quickly picked up what she had to and a few extra things, just in case. She balanced the stack of packages once more, and was walking along back to the Leaky Cauldron when she bumped into someone, scattering her things.
"Oh, Marlin, I'm sorry," the boy said. He looked about her age and had very light brown hair. He smiled at her. "I didn't mean to do it."
"It was my fault," Lily said, and then remembered her manners. The things her father had taught her came back and she decided to apologize the way she knew was right. She picked up hr things and stacked them next to her, standing up in front of the boy.
"I'm Remus Lupin," he said, smiling again. Lily stood on her toes and gave him a kiss on the lips, after which she picked up her things and rushed out, not wanting to be late. The boy, Remus, just stood there, speechless. He turned to look at her again, but she was gone, rushing out of the Leaky Cauldron.
"You're five minutes late," he father said as she got in the car. Lily looked at him in horror.
"But it's not my fault!" she protested, which only made his stare worse.
"Really? Then whose is it?"
"Remus Lupin's," Lily said quietly.
"A boy, no doubt?"
"I ran into him, dad, I had to gather my things and apologize."
"Apologize?"
"In the way you said I should."
The hand came down hard on her cheek. "Don't you ever listen? Did you tell anyone I told you that?"
"No," Lily sobbed, rubbing her cheek. "You told me not to."
He relaxed, slightly. "Good. At least you learned something. But that still won't change what happens tonight."
As he drove off, Lily stared out into the window. Her sister had gone for the weekend to visit her mother, which meant the whole house was hers and her father's. Taking care not to show it, her eyes filled with tears.
He opened the door to their house and carefully set her things on the table. "Well?" he asked, turning back to face her. She gulped as she closed the door and drew the curtains.
"I'm sorry, dad," she whispered. He came up to her and put his hand under her chin.
"Sorry isn't good enough, is it, my little angel?" he said. Lily shook her head and kissed her father.
And, as it always was, his hands were on her shoulders, preventing escape. His tongue ventured in and out of her mouth as the tears threatened to come again. But that wasn't the worst of it. Slowly, he retracted and unzipped his pants.
"You know what to do," he commanded coldly. Lily sobbed only once as she knelt down on the floor and opened her mouth in the way that was far too familiar.
Sins of Angels: See what I mean about the rating and my personal disclaimer that I am not disturbed up there? Well, anyway, let me know if you want me to keep going with it, because I have a basic outline of what will happen in my head, but I don't want to be stoned to death by people who think that this shouldn't be on here. If I get even one positive review, I'll update. So choose sides carefully. And yes, it does eventually get better than this. Anyway, please review, even if you hate it and want to kill me. I like hearing those too...