This was suppossed to be the ending to a fic I was planning to make in the future(slightly changed though. it wasn't going to be EdWinry and the content would've varied but that can't be helped) but if I choose to do that, this will never get out. It's suppossed to be a diary entry from Winry's journal, post-movie of course. It's pretty short, but effective. If you don't like this fic because of the pairing(or any other reason at that) I don't care if you flame. To tell you the truth, I absolutely hate this pairing but my niece loves it so at least someones happy about this. Ok I'm starting to ramble again so I'm just gonna shut up and get on with the story. By the way, the year might not be accurate because I couldn't tell if Ed was still 17,18, or 19 in the movie. I'm just gonna go with 19 either way.
Disclaimer: I don't own fma or any of the characters or anything else I forgot to mention.
Jan. 19th, 1919
It's been two whole years since I last saw Ed. I miss him so much. I never told him how I felt about him, and by every passing day, I regret that even more. I wonder if he felt the same way...
I wonder what Ed's doing right now. Is he thinking of me? Maybe he doesn't even remember me. Maybe he has a family of his own and a...wife. I hope he doesn't. I don't mean to sound so selfish but I can't picture Ed with someone else.
It's been so long. I can barely remember what he looks like. When I try to picture him, all I can remember are those golden eyes, full of life and that warm smile of his. A smile that could cheer me up on the most depressing days.
Every day I wonder if he even thinks of me anymore. It would be unbearable to know that he doesn't think of me, that he doesn't feel the same way about me. Theres nothing I can do about it ,anyway. Like Ed would say, I have to move forward, forget what happened in the past, and work for a better future. But, it's just so hard. I can't do it. I just can't.
Soon I might not be able to even remember Ed all that well. I have nothing but my memories to remind me of him. Memories fade over time, but my love for him will be everlasting. When I'm older and I can't remember very much, there is one thing that I will never be able to forget. I can never forget my love for Edward Elric, the Fullmetal Alchemist.
Winry let a few tears fall freely from her face as she closed the journal. She wiped the tears from her face when she heard her bedroom door open. No one should see her like this.
"Winry? Are you ok?" Sciezka, who had just entered the room, asked with concern in her voice. Sciezka was Winry's best friend, and worried about Winry. Ever since Ed left, Winry seemed so distant.
Winry turned to Sciezka with a small smile on her face.
"Yeah."
Memories fade but love is eternal.
I know it kinda sucked but oh well.