Chapter 3 " Raviv, Oh Raviv…."

You, You're always there for me
When I need you most
Day and night you're by my side
Protecting me
When I feel like crashing down
You seem to be around
There you are
You're not that far cause

"Wow…" Raviv said listening closely to the lyrics of the song.

Whenever, where ever baby
You'll protect me
No matter what
Hold me tight with all your might And you'll never let me go
Protecting me

"You hate this song huh?" Aly said sounding disappointed.

"No. I love it. It's almost as if I can relate to it… somehow." Raviv said. Aly wondered if he meant her or someone else… like Ashley Tisdale.

"Oh… that's awesome." Aly said trying to conceal her excitement and grief.

You listen to me when
I speak out loud and you
You know when my hearts been bent
When my life's tumbling around
You take me off the ground
You tell me everything's ok

Raviv was amazed by the music and the lyrics. The song finished just as they pulled up

the driveway to Aly's house. Her smile faded a little bit as she saw her house. No, no, no! I don't want him to leave me… maybe he can come in for a while… it's not even dark yet so I don't see how that would be a problem. Maybe he could watch me and Amanda practice! Aly turned to look at Phil.

"Do you want to stay at my house for a little bit… watch a movie… listen to my band

practice…" Aly said doing the Keely pout.

"Um… sure!" Raviv said. He pulled the keys out of the ignition and joined Aly on

walking to her house. Aly opened the door for Raviv revealing a cozy looking living room. Aly grabbed his hand and lead him to Aly and Aj's massive music room. There were her guitars and her piano and even the two teddy bears. Everything was there. Raviv eyed the room until his eyes came to the drum set. There was a twinkle in his eye that told Aly he wanted to play them.

"Seeing as how my band isn't here… and I want to practice do you think you could drum for me?" Aly said. She looked up and him as he smiled.

"There is nothing I would to for you Aly." Raviv said over his shoulder. As he turned his head back around he tripped over a few cords and lost his balance. He didn't fall but he knew that Aly was laughing behind him…. Yea, he was right. Aly was concealing it by locking her jaw in its place and only letting out a small snort.

"You okay?" Aly said. She finally regained her composure.

"Yea." Raviv said laughing at his own screw up. So much for being smooth. Oh well. Raviv thought as he sat down and grabbed the drumsticks off the ground.

"Okay Raviv. Just listen the first time and then you can drum along the second time… it's a new song so no one has is going to hear it before you. Okay?" Aly said looking at him with playful eyes and a serious tone.

"Got it… play for me." Raviv said putting his hands behind his head and leaning back.

"Okay… it's called 'How I Feel Inside'." Aly sat down on the stool and picked up her guitar and strummed the note to the song.

"I'm still moving and I'm still breathing

But it feels like my heart stopped beating

When you're around I can't keep my composure

So safe and sound 'til I blow my cover

You make it so hard to hide the way I feel

But you make sure I keep it real

So complicated how I feel inside

There's no more feelings left me to hide

I can't run away from this anymore

Gotta tell you before you shut the door

Got to make this clear tonight

That I want you in my life

I'm still alive and singing too

A special song written just for you

I can't keep it in much longer now

But I don't wanna wonder if you'll turn me down

I'm so scared but there no turning back now

So complicated how I feel inside

There's no more feelings left me to hide

I can't run away from this anymore

Gotta tell you before you shut the door

Got to make this clear tonight

That I want you in my life

No more game no, no

I just need you to now

How I feel about you

I hope you feel the same way too

So complicated how I feel inside

There's no more feelings left me to hide

I can't run away from this anymore

Gotta tell you before you shut the door

Got to make this clear tonight

That I want you in my life

So complicated how I feel inside" Aly lowered her guitar and looked at Phil. He was in aw at her song.

"Um…." Raviv said trying to find words for her song

"What kind of "Um…." Was that?" Aly said once again fearing for the worst.

"A good um. I loved it… But can I tell you something?"

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