Disclaimer: Don't own Gilmore Girls Fall Out Boy owns Dance Dance (chapter title).

We drove in separate cars but Rory begged me to talk to her the whole way. So we're driving separate cars going to the same place and talking on our cell phones. Well barely. It's pretty much a one sided conversation. She doesn't say anything. But I keep talking. It's weird I was always the one with nothing to say.

"It's a nice night isn't you can see all the stars"

I try to remember why I wrote the book. The book that's all about her. The book that started our well what ever you want to call what we're doing now. I just had to write it all down. Everything I felt. Everything I wanted her to know. I wanted to make her think about me. It's selfish I know but I guess in a way it kind of helped her.

"You know I'm really sorry for everything Rory"

I fall apart around her and I hate it. I hate what she does to me. I wonder if this is the life she wants. Could she possibly have wanted to be a socialite housewife? The Rory I knew wouldn't and I'm pretty sure I finally found the Rory I knew all those years ago. She wouldn't be on her way to Stars Hollow with all her stuff if she wasn't. I was always miserable without her.

"I'm glad you're back to your old self Rory"

She gave up before she even saw him cheating on her again. She called before he hurt her again. She called for a reason I still didn't understand. This was probably the first mistake she had ever made letting him walk all over her. I know she used to be perfect. She never had to be though. I think I searched for flaws in her. I wanted to know she was only human. She proved it.

"I've missed you Ror"

I want her to show me something that will make me believe that she's ok now. I pull up next to her car and I see her she looks sorry. Sorry for what? Sorry her boyfriend's an ass. Or sorry I'm here? As I look at her through her window barely looking at the road I remember everything. How much I loved her. How much I love her. How much I wanted her. How much I needed her.

"It's going to be ok"

"Here we are Stars Hollow" I said. Still nothing but faint sobs. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Rory he's not worth it he's nothing he's lower than dirt he's rocks" I got angry "he's a waste of oxygen he doesn't even deserve to be on the same planet as you let alone be with you. How could you possibly even want to be with that guy? I mean did you really want to marry him and turn into your grandmother. I know you love him but come on."

"Jess" she finally said.

"Yea" She speaks Oh, speak again, bright angel!

"There's another thing I do now that I never used to do."

"What's that" I asked.

"Lie"

"What do you mean?"

"I love you Jess"