Hey all! I just kinda felt like writing this… sort of a 'spur of the moment' thing, ya know? Anyways, I thought of it while listenin' to the song 'Liar, Liar' – Alexz Johnson, or better known as Jude Harrison from Instant Star. (Not mine… I really don't know if I should put this here or not…)
Anyways…
This little drabble/one-shot type story isn't very happy-ish I guess… Iunno, maybe it is. Even though I absolutely hate Inu/Kik pairing, this is kinda a pairing along those lines, but it's still Inu/Kag at the same time… I think…
Any of you that have read my other stories and are wondering why the hell I haven't updated, well I lost interest and forget what I was gonna make 'em into in the first place…
I'm sorry for anyone who was reading them, if you're reading this, but I think this is the only time that I'm gonna not finish a story, I might go and re-do, maybe make some of the chapters longer, or other things…
Now that I'm done rambling, here's the story:
Disclaimer: Let's make this simple… I don't own anyone from Inuyasha, Rumiko Takahashi does. (Lucky bum…) And I don't own the song Liar, Liar, which would be Alexz Johnson's song, or Jude Harrison's whoever you think actually owns it…
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Pages were flying everywhere. She hated him, with all her heart. Yet a part of her still loved him, even after what he had done to her. She always forgave him.
So many times before…
This time was different though.
He couldn't be forgiven…
Not this time, she wouldn't do it. Even if she had gotten gifts from him, saying he's sorry, but today, he sure the hell wasn't sorry.
She had gone to meet him, like the note said… He truly sounded sorry, even if it was in writing, she knew he never was good with words, unless he wrote them, then he was the sweetest person ever. You would have never known he was capable of writing such things.
She thought she should go early, knowing he always got frustrated when she wass late. But she was wrong this time.
Her timing couldn't have been better.
There she was mouth agape, eyes wide…
And he was there sucking another girls face, her cousin's face.
How could he kiss her cousin?
It doesn't make sense. They had met a total of 2 times. Two.
I don't think he ever did hear her… Like he usually would, with his good hearing and all, but I guess he was too 'in the moment'.
So, she ran.
She ran as fast and hard as she could.
Ran past her friends, even though they were yelling her name…
Ran straight out the doors of the school, she didn't care if she would be missing the whole second half of school. She just had to leave. Had to leave.
She ran up the stairs of her shrine, tripping a few times. She just collapsed in her room, with the note he had given her, in her hand. She ripped it up, crawled over to her night stand, and opened the drawer.
There it was, the only thing she had with any memories of him in it. Her Diary…
She picked it up with care; all the tears seemed to have stopped now, she stroked the cover with her thumb.
She didn't want it to be over, but it was. She knew she lost him.
She opened the cover and stared at the front page.
Entry 1:
I've finally started high school. It's really nice there; all my old friends are there. And I even met some new ones. They're great, especially Sango, she's like my older sister and I just met her 2 days ago. Then there's Miroku, he's perverted but we still love him. Sango more of a real love, and me more of a brotherly love, I guess. He can't seem to keep control of his hand though… And Sango always gets him for it. Then last but not least there's Inuyasha. He's a total cutie, but totally a rude, arrogant jerk! He has the nerve to call me 'wench', of course after the first day, when he first called me 'wench', I came home and asked gramps if he had something that I could use on Inuyasha. Kinda like a shock collar, except for half-demons. He made me go and ask Keade, and she was more then willing to give me a necklace. All I had to do was saying a quick little incantation, and the beads would go around his neck. I did it, and said 'sit', he fell the ground with a simple little word. It was hilarious, then he called me wench again, I just said sit again and walked off. I think I could get used to sitting that damned dog. Haha. I think that when he wants to be, he's really sweet; who knows maybe something will happen between us.
Kagome
That was the first time she ever had wrote about him…
But it defiantly wasn't her last, she skimmed through the rest of the Diary, knowing some of the entries by heart, those were her favorites.
She read the last entry and started ripping the pages out.
That's how she got here now… Ripping up Diary entries about Inuyasha, the man she hated, but still loved.
She got to her most loved entry; she couldn't rip it out… It was about her first kiss. It meant to much to her.
"I'm never gonna get over him am I…?" Kagome asked herself, speaking for the first time in a few hours. She knew she was home alone. Her mom was shopping, gramps was probably with her, and Souta was still at school.
"What am I gonna do? I still love him…" Kagome looked around her room, and spotted her guitar. She hadn't used it in Kami knows how long.
Maybe she should write a song…
She still had her journal from her younger years.
She crawled over to her guitar and picked it up. Her fingers started to make a little tune, all on their own.
"You said I… was your everything" Kagome grabbed her journal and a pencil from her desk.
She started writing, just random words, no meaning, except for her sadness…
Tell you love me like a star
Tell me you want me where ever you are
Tell me you breathe me until your last breath
Liar, liar.
Oh, liar –
Liar.
She stopped writing and sang her little bit with the tune she had made up in her head. She liked it. I would say she knew what she was doing…
She put her pencil in her mouth, leaned back and thought some more, fingers working on more of a tune for her song.
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He had followed her home, he felt terrible. He didn't even like her cousin. Kikyo had forced her on him.
He wanted to make it all better.
He heard singing. He knew it was Kagome, she always sang when she really needed too.
She really needed too.
He knew it was because of him too.
He could hear some of the words, but only some things. He guessed she was only just now starting the song, since she was only singing a few words louder then others.
"…love…like a star…want me…you are…until…last breath…liar, liar…"
Yup, now he was for sure the song was about him…
If only he could go up there and tell her everything was gonna be okay. That he loved her, not Kikyo. But he knew she wouldn't believe him, she rarely ever did, unless she could see it in his eyes…
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Amber eyes of gold…
She shook her head, why couldn't she get his face out of her mind.
She knew the answer…
Just didn't want to admit to it…
She put her guitar down and walked over to her window. She always kept it open, incase Inuyasha was to… She shook her head again.
'I've got to stop thinking about him. It's only gonna make it worse' Kagome looked out the window and thought she saw a flash of silver. 'Great… now I'm seeing things…'
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"Shit"
She had almost seen him, almost.
It's a good thing he's a demon, well half-demon, or else he would have never been able to jump out of site. Jumped right onto the roof…
He could smell her. Her sweet lavender and vanilla scent.
It drove him insane.
How many times do you think she'd sit him if he jumped into her window and said I'm sorry?
Probably so many that he'd fall through the floor…
He could just picture it now…
Shaking his head to get rid of the nightmarish thoughts, he tuned his ears onto the girl just below him.
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Kagome strummed her guitar. She had finished the song… Now for the final test, an actual run through of the song.
"You said I -- was your everything.
You said I -- was the one.
You played me, like a radio.
You use to love that I had no shame.
Pour my pain into words,
Hold my hand to the flame.
Tell me you love me like a star
Tell me you want me where ever you are,
Tell me you breathe me until your last breath.
Liar, liar. Oh, liar – liar…"
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He didn't mean to hurt her that much.
He could smell the salt, she was on the brink of tears, and he knew it.
He just wished he could make it better. Make her happy.
Crying is not something he can handle, not at all.
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"Bit by bit I feel the draft,
Just sit back and watch it burn,
Hold your eyes up to my veins,
Call out, call out my name.
Tell me you love me like a star,
Tell me you want me where ever you are
Tell me you breathe me until your last breath.
Liar, Liar. Oh, liar – liar.
Liar, liar. Oh, liar – liar.
Tell me you love me like a star,
Tell me you want me where ever you are
Tell me you breathe me until your last breath
Liar. Liar."
She couldn't hold them in any longer…
She let them fall…
The last tears she would shed for Inuyasha…
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So… what'd ya think? I told you it wasn't a very happy story thingy… But I had to do it. I hope I get some reviews for it! It'd be nice… Remember it was a spur of the moment deal… Well I'll see everyone my next little update…