Cosmos (Outer Space)

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Sakura

My troubles only grew worse. Days later after my double erotic night, I became sick. I didn't know what it was. But soon, I began throwing up. I began to suspect that I was pregnant. So I went to the village nurse and took a pregnancy test. My fears were confirmed. The test was positive. I was pregnant. I fell into deep worry. I didn't know who the father was. Both options were grim. If it was Katsuya's, the child would be in hell with me. He would probably beat the child just like he would beat me. Could he handle being a father? But, what if Naruto-kun was the father? Katsuya would be angry and kill all three of us and himself. And how could I tell either one of them?

As it turns out, that was the least of my problems. Gossip spreads faster than wildfire in this village. One of the ladies with the nurse must have over heard when I took my test. Because, I heard whispers about Katsuya and me when I was walking home.

"So Haruno is pregnant, huh?"

"Yes."

"By who?"

"Katsuya."

"Katsuya? That drunken sleazy idiot?"

"Yes!"

"Poor woman."

"Poor woman and child!"

"Do you think that child will be just like its father?"

"Heaven forbid!"

"If that happens, we'll all have to live through that idiot's embarrassment all over again! Hidden Leaf village will never recover from its shame."

"So, what should we do?"

"Pray that the child dies before it is born!"

"Yes! That sounds like a great idea! We'll pray that the child dies before it is born!"

I ran away to home after they said that. But along the way, I stopped. How could they suggest such a thing to a baby? How could I tell Katsuya and Naruto-kun I was pregnant? And what if the villagers were right? What if my child became just like Katsuya? I would have to deal with the shame of both Katsuya and my kid! I sank to the ground and cried. My life and future just kept getting grimmer and grimmer.

Then, I felt someone grab me by the shoulder and drag me into an alley. My heart pounded in fear. Had Katsuya found me already? Then, I turned around to face my captor and released. It was only Ino. I breathed heavy in relief. "Please don't scare me like that again, Ino." I pleaded. Her face was full of concern. "What's wrong?" I asked her. "Tell me it's not true," Ino pleaded. "Tell me it's not true!" I looked away nervously. I knew what she was talking about. How could I answer?

"Yes." I said weakly. "I am pregnant." Ino became sick with worry again. I sat down on a huge wooden crate. "But," I began again. "I don't know who the father is." Ino looked at me puzzled. "What do you mean?" she asked. I drew in a deep breath. Ino was my friend and enemy, so I could trust her with this secret. But how will she take it? I would just have to see. Well, here goes.

"Katsuya raped me again." I began. "But after that, I went to Naruto's house and…" "You slept with him?" Ino asked. I nodded in weakness. She became worried. "Are you going to keep it?" she asked. "I don't know." I said with guilt. Ino didn't say anything. She didn't need to. I was trapped between heaven and hell with no way out.

I finally made it home that evening. My chest hurt. But that would soon be the least of my worries. When I stepped into the living, guess who was there. "Hey princess!" Katsuya called out. Startled I jerked my head up quickly. He was sitting on the sofa smirking at me. For once, my captor was sober. That made me nervous. Sure, he was deadly drunk but when he was sober, Katsuya constantly trapped me into mind traps. He would ask me things like if I was cheating. If I answered yes, he would beat me and if I said no, he'd accuse me of lying and still beat me. I became afraid quickly. This was another battle coming.

"My princess," Katsuya said as approached me and rubbed my cheek. My muscles became tight. "I have heard that you are pregnant." he went on. "Tell me it is not true." I swallowed hard. If I lie, he'll beat. If I tell the truth, he'll beat. I was trapped again.

I nodded sickly. Katsuya kept his pleasant face. "Really?" he asked. "Yes." I said in weak croak. "I see." he said. I was still in terror. "Who may I ask is the father?" Katsuya asked next in his clam voice. I looked away in shame. "You don't know, do you?" he asked. I bit my lip nervously. "Uh-huh." Katsuya said at last. "Look up at me." I didn't want to but I had no choice, so I did. Katsuya grinned and slapped me right in the mouth so hard that I fell back to the ground. I tried my hardest not to cry but it was unless. Tears streamed from my eyes like a flood. Katsuya for once had stoic face after he smacked me. Usually he was smiling, but not this time. He just walked off and left me in tears.

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