1I remembered nothing from them when they returned to us. Our Generals... Rei and Mina welcomed them back so easily, having retained memories from our past life. I was conflicted, men scared me more importantly he scared me. He scared me because he was evil once because he betrayed us once. He betrayed his king, and he betrayed me. Me who once had been his soul mate, but what scared me the most was the icy glare he gave me every time he saw me like I was the one that betrayed him. Why had they come back now, after all they have put us through? I remember nothing and yet my soul yearns for him. Men have always scared me, I only had one boyfriend Greg, but we both went out separate ways. I can't talk to men, unless it pertains to something, but Zoicite is different, I'm not scared or shy most times I feel intimidated. He stares me down with such anger and my emotions confuse me because I don't understand why he hates and another part of me wants to ask for forgiveness for something I know not of. Often nights I cry myself to sleep or stay awake all night thinking what I could have done. It is getting in the way of my studies and my duties to my princess.
Zoicite
She remembers nothing while I remember everything. Ami... my love who I once loved beyond anyone else, beyond my king. Who I would have done anything for? Who I even betrayed my king for our love. Whom I cannot look at without hatred consuming me? How can she look at me as if she has done nothing wrong. I hate her with every fiber of my being, and yet I cannot leave her. I am conflicted on the Ami I knew and the Ami I know now. But my anger wins in the end. I have come back to make amends to my king to hold my oath and most importantly for Ami.
Ami
I had not been fast enough to dodge the attack the youma set out at me, fatigue had set in and I had not been up to par. I had been ready to receive a blow but was surprised when Zoicite had saved me throwing him and me against a tree. And just when I try to thank him, he sneers at me and says, "You need to watch yourself more closely you're here to protect the princess remember." His words stung and they were true, what kind of scout was I if I need help from getting myself killed. After the battle I walked home, only to be surprised to see Zoicite standing at my door.
"Rei has called a meeting, I was sent to come get you"
"Why didn't she reach me on the communicator?
"Because its not working it probably got damaged in the battle, you should check it more often"
He then reached for it and as he handed it back to me his fingers grazed mine for a second and I got a memory of us in the silver millennium in a mind blowing kiss.
"Is there anything wrong you look flushed"
"I'm fine, let's go" I realized I had been standing there for quite awhile and blushing, he must have thought of me an idiot.
The meeting had been useless information on techniques and such, which Zoicite had pointed out many of my techniques need work on, he even volunteered to help me with. It angered me of course, so I gave him the cold shoulder, of course he didn't take the hint followed me home and asked when was a good time for him to start my training I reluctantly agreed thinking it couldn't hurt to get better even if I was already good. When he left as I was walking in he grabbed my shoulder and said sweet dreams, but what set me off more was another memory of us kissing but it was so much more. Of course he was gone by then leaving me standing in my doorway like an idiot. What bothered me most was that night was when the dreams started the dreams of him and I and our relationship how it began but they never told me how they ended. How he betrayed me? Would I ever know. And then I wondered if he himself remembered us. Our kisses. That night I knew I had fallen in love with him no matter what. Our training sessions were nothing but professional and he never gave any indication that he remembered our love. And he still treated me cold. After a training session, my mind would open up even more and then I started to dream. I dreamed us making love night after night. Some nights I wake up in a cold sweat. And every time I saw Zoicite, I could not bear to because I feared he knew what I dreamed about. Our training sessions began to hold a lot of tension that would cause us to argue and scream at each other. And then one day, he kissed me hard and roughly. It wasn't like my dreams, but it was Zoicite and he was kissing me. And he pulled me towards him with force and shoved me against the wall and before I knew it his hands were riding up my skirt. And he was grinding against me. And all of a sudden we had transported to a bed. My shirt had disappeared. And he was saying "Ami, I want you." as if to ask me for permission. And then before I could even think I said " I want you too." My panties had been taken off and Zoicite had already taken his pants off and then he entered my forcefully and hard. I screamed in pain. He took no notice, and continued to pump into me, it was not like in my dreams gentle and passionate. He did not notice the tears that washed maffick as he pumped. He did not even look at me when he was done like he did it my dreams. I quickly got up dressed before he said a word, which he did not and would not I knew. He did it on purpose he did not love me and never would.
Zoicite
The tension was getting to intense and every time I looked at her I wanted to have her. We were arguing and screaming at each other something had to be done to fix it. So I kissed her it would not fix it I knew but it would make me feel better. I had teleported us into my bedroom. I told her I wanted her, I was asking permission of course. I would only take her if she wanted me. I heard her scream but I blocked it out she didn't deserve gentleness not after the hell she put me through and yet my heart ached for hurting her. I blocked out everything and pumped into her until my seed filled her and then I rolled over. I did not look at her for fear of what I would see. I did say anything when she dressed or even stop her when she left. I only looked at the bed where she laid in, the sheets now covered in blood.