1Weeks have gone by, Zoicite does not even look at me, he acts like nothing has happened. My dreams have gotten worse but they are of me and my father. They were always the same, he was yelling at me screaming I had betrayed my kingdom and my princess and I did not deserve to live. He accused me of treason, he was going to kill me. I have turned my self off to the other determined for them not to know of my betrayal. I don't let them get close to me and I avoid them at all costs unless it is a battle. I know they think something is up. Zoicite and I still continued our training sessions, and I was always as cold as he was.

Zoicite

She avoids the scouts now, I wander why, is she that ashamed of what we did, she's cold to me as I am to her. I don't regret what happened, I wanted to make her suffer and at the same time pull her in my arms and comfort her but I cannot. She is cold to me, it seems she has already forgotten about me, which angers me. I would not let her forget me so soon. We are training and suddenly I push her against the wall.

Ami

I do not expect it. I thought he hated me, I let him use me. I hate myself for letting him use me. Because I love him. I am nothing to him and when he pushes me against the wall I let him. For the first time I look into his eyes and I see hunger and lust. He presses his lips to mine, but it isn't hard or rough, but gentle and soft. He grinds his body into mine, and hoists my legs around his body. I feel longing and heat rise in the pit of my stomach. And before I know it, his zipper is down and my panties are gone and he pumps inside me until we both release. And then he's done and gone before I realized what has happened. And all I feel is shame, when he's gone.

Weeks have gone by, I've been sick a lot lately and it scares me because I think I might be pregnant. We never used protection, how could I have been so stupid. I went to the store determined to prove myself wrong. But five test later I was still pregnant and there was no escaping. For the past couple of weeks I've been walking around in denial. Now I have faced my problems. I went to see my mother today to tell her. She disowned me like my father. It just showed my problems were all to real. I dropped out of college I would never become a doctor, if I was a mother. I needed money it was going to raise it. I couldn't have an abortion it was Zoicite's child. Should I tell him? What would he say? What would the scouts say? I betrayed my princess and now I could not protect her.

Greg came by today, I had not expected him too.

"Ami, I came to check on you because I haven't seen you in class in a few weeks."

"I know, I dropped out"

"What, Why? I thought if was you're dream to be a doctor."

Just as I was going tell someone was knocking on my door and when I answered it was Zoicite.

Zoicite

I hadn't seen her days, so I came by on the pretense that it was scout business.

"What are you doing here"

"I came to talk to you on scout business"

"Can we talk later, I have company."

Zoicite peered in and steered.

"Scout business is more important than silly boyfriends."

"Excuse me Greg" I said as I ushered me and Zoicite outside.

He immediately shoved me against the wall and started kissing me.

"Get rid of him"

And then I said it, I don't know why?

"I'm pregnant"

He stopped and looked at me with disgust

"Slut" he spit out leaving.

He didn't see the tears that crashed down or my body slide down my door

Zoicite

She was pregnant with that bastard baby. I knew she was a slut. I was stupid to think I could change her. I was stupid to think she would not betray me again.