1I knew I would have to tell the scouts soon, I was four months pregnant. I would start showing soon. My opportunity came all too quickly. We were fighting another youma again. I was getting tired. The morning sickness had been awful for me and it was making me more fatigued than usual. All the scouts were there, the princess and Darien and the generals. I had not spoken to Zoicite since the night I told him. He had not eighter. I had got blasted and knocked out by the youma when I awoke the generals and the scouts were there waiting for me all except Zocite who did not care.
"I'm sorry I spoke my voice trembling.
"You have nothing to be sorry for Ami," Serena spoke.
"But I do, I betrayed you, all of you." I said looking away from her trusting eyes.
"I don't understand, you never betrayed me."
"I did once in the silver millennium and I do now."
"Ami.."
"Can I talk to you and the scouts alone please."
The Generals and Darien left with out saying a word.
I'm pregnant I say unsure of the words that have come out.
Everyone is looking at me with shock.
"Who's the father?" Mina asks
"Does it really matter? I yell
"How am I to protect our princess when I cannot even save myself. I collapse into sobs.
Serena is there to console me, saying I did not betray her.
"But I did, in the silver millennium, I committed treason against you're mother against my kingdom and yours."
"Even if you did it was a past life you are here now." she states but I know she does not trust her words by the way she does not look into my eyes. And then Mina says something.
"Yes Ami you did commit treason but there was no betrayal. You married Zoicite secretly, and then it was against the law that a senchi would not marry let alone a princess marry to anyone lower than her station. Zoicite and you loved each other and married in secret, you're father found out and order you to null to marriage. You would not, I don't know the specifics, I wasn't there, but you're father charged you on treason and ordered you're death. The reason I know this is because Queen Serenity took me with her to Mercury to stop your execution."
"Why did she, did I not betray her?"
"If you had not you would have betrayed your heart and Zoicite."
"How did my mother stop the execution?"
"Ami's father made an oath to Queen Serenity, sending Ami as your protector, she told him if he did not live up to his oath than he himself was committing treason and be put to death."
"What did my father do?"I asked.
"He disowned you and released you to Serenity."
The girls looked at me with pity.
"How do can you remember all of this?"
"Kunzite has been helping retain memories."
"He remembers?"
"Yes, he remembers everything, all the generals do."
"Zoicite as well? I ask
"Yes, everything except the execution, at that time Zoicite and Jednite were under Beryl's spell, Nephlite followed soon after, and Malicite knew of the marriage because he was the last to leave."
"How is it that you can remember but I cannot." I ask
"They will come to you in time Ami, what is important is you take care of yourself till the baby comes."
"What has your mother said," Rei asked
"She has disowned me" I say with no emotion.
"What about school? And where is the father, shouldn't he be helping?" Lita spits out angrily.
"I dropped out of school a couple of months ago and I'm working full time now, and the father, well he wants nothing to do with me."
"What do you mean? What did he say to you?" Serena asks
"Well when I told him, he called me a slut and walked away." I say crying at those last words
"And he hasn't spoken to you since, do you see him?" Serena asked
"No we haven't spoken I see him sometimes" I state
"Just tell me who he is Ami, and I'll make him realize that he needs to take care of his responsibilities." Rei says.
"I don't want you to I just want to forget him, he hates me I don't need him. He probably thought I was trying to trap him." I say. They give up on the questions. And Lita walks me home, they have a meeting with the generals and Darien latter not doubt about me. I fall asleep as soon as I make it home and I dream about us. I dream I'm pregnant, I dream my father ordering me to null to marriage and I tell him I'm pregnant and cannot. He orders me to death for committing treason. I am to die. Queen Serenity saves me but I have dishonored her and my father. I am no longer a princess. I am not aloud to train with the orders or much of anything, I do not go to dinner but have it brought to me. How could I even think of sitting with when I have betrayed when I no longer hold status. I dream of my death killed by my lover. When I awake Sailor Pluto is standing above me.