Woot woot. A new aurikku that is technically a one shot split up into a few short chapters, just because it felt weird to put it all as one. That and it isn't done yet. Ugh. I'll get more things done, even though I've got lots of different things I'm working on. I swear I'm working on everything. Here ya go.

As the pyreflies fade…

What do you do when everything you never wanted is suddenly wrenched from your grasp?

What do you do when suddenly the one person you never thought you'd love is ripped from your arms?

What do you do when that same person has his lips on yours, only to find him gone when you open your eyes, to find that he was never meant to be yours?

What do you do?

You do what your heart tells you.

I want to let him go, let him have the rest he's been waiting for, the rest he deserves. I selfishly just want to keep holding him, to fade with him, never let him go.

What do you do when everything inside you is calling to her, but you can't let her see?

What do you do when she stares at you with big swirling green eyes, the same ones that hypnotized your heart when you first looked into them, when they are filled with tears?

What do you do when she can't, when she won't understand that you have to leave her?

What do you do?

You do what your heart tells you.

I want her to go on with life, to live, to love. I selfishly want her to be mine and only mine, forever.

What do you say when he's disappearing, when he's just up and leaving you, when he knows how much you love him?

What do you say when you find him fading away, knowing that he could have told you, but never did?

What do you say when you know you hate him with every fiber of your being for holding you and loving you when it was all a lie?

What do you say?

You tell him what's in your heart.

I want to yell at him for being a big stupid meanie pants. I want to scream just how much I hate him. I want to tell him softly, want to tell him with grace and poise and charm just how much I love him. I want to ask why he loved me and never told me, leaving me to forever wonder.

What do you say when your form starts to wane, while she stand there in horror?

What do you say when she's looking at you, on the verge of tears, her heart ripped in two?

What do you say when you can see the utter loathing she holds in her eyes because she doesn't understand?

What do you say?

You tell her what's in your heart.

I want to make her understand that I don't want to leave her. I want to tell her that I never meant to hurt her. I want to say to her, gruff and low my voice may be, that I love her. I want to tell her that I'd do anything she asked, just to keep the tears from her eyes.

What do you do when he's gone, and you're hurting, but you can't tell anyone else?

What do you do when you have to be strong, after he's gone, because someone else is gone too?

What do you do when you have to help wipe away someone's tears and you have no one to wipe away your own?

What do you do?

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Well?

What do you do when you watch her from afar, and you can see her pain but can't go to her to comfort her?

What do you do when she cries out for you at night but you can't hold her, can't even touch her?

What do you do when she asks for strength and begs you to come back, but you aren't the one who gets to decide these things?

What do you do?

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-Hajan Rana