A/n- Hey guys. I know it's been a while since I've done anything so I decided to try something new. This is my first songfic and I didn't really know what to do so I just took a shot in the dark. If you like it I'm going to make another chapter with Grissom's POV.
Song is Addicted by Kelly Clarkson. Enjoy.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of Kelly Clarkson's songs so don't sue me. I also don't own anything to do with CSI (except for the dvd's. hehe).
"Are you alright?" He asks touching my face. I don't want him to take it away but it's all over before it started.
"It never ceases to amaze me what people do to each other." I don't know what else to say. I miss his touch.
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't
face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
"I wish I was like you.
I wish I didn't feel anything." I am over him…
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
"Since when are interested in beauty?"
"Since I met you…"
And I realise I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like
I'm giving up slowly
"Would you like to have dinner with me?"
"No…"
It's like you're a ghost
that's haunting me
"I want to know why you're so angry."
Leave me alone
"Leave it alone."
And I know these voices in my
head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my
ways
If I don't give you up now
I love you….but I don't need you. I can move on
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I can move on. I haven't even seen him lately. I don't need him.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me
through this
I can't give in. He doesn't want you so why do you want him? A little longer and the need for him will be over and you can move on.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me
through this
I'm hooked on you
Why do you love him?
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I finally wake up and realise I can't move on. I need him.