Callie's POV

Hey mer, I said walking up to the head of general surgery. Joe let me get 2 shots of tequila. Tequila? What are we celebrating? My return of course you know you missed me. That i did but i can't help but notice the extra spring in your step, does it have to do with Penny or Arizona? Shaking my head no i told her Penny and I broke up. Did she not want to move back? I just wasn't in love with her mer. I thought I could grow to love her and be happy but I couldn't. She wasn't Arizona, New York isnt Seattle. Everything was all wrong.

I can't believe I made a mistake like that. She was going to ask me to marry her Mer. What!? Are you serious? Yes when i told her that I was moving she pulled a ring out of her pocket. So you said no to penny, does that mean you and Arizona are getting back together? I really hope so Mer, we spent so much time away from each other, and i understand that the space may have been helpful but it was also years spent away from the love of my life, away from being with my girls as a family, i can't waste anymore time Mer.

Well i am happy for you callie, you and Arizona deserves this. I am going to get going I still have kids to get up in the morning, do you need a ride? Yes thanks Mer can you just drop me off to Arizona's place? Sure come on. Arriving at the house I quickly walked up to the porch and saw Arizona sitting in a chair. Sitting next to her in the vacant seat I held her hand as she smiled and began to talk. Callie, I don't want to rush into this. We have a child and I don't want to hurt Sofia or give her hopes up on a maybe.

Arizona you're right, I don't want to hurt sofia, but I can guarantee you that us we aren't a maybe. It will always be only you for me so im certain that we will work, but I think we should take things slow. We should name two needs and a want. I think so too Cal. Do you have your 2 needs and a want already in mind Arizona or do you need some time to think? I do, my first need is therapy we need it, my second need is no sex i think we should refrain from sexual intimacy until we are solid and feel as if we're both ready.

Ugh Arizona you're killing me, i mean youre beautiful its going to be hard to not want you but if you need this i will try my hardest not to overstep the boundaries. Giggling she gave me a peck on my lips and then continued to state her want. I want you, Sofia and myself to have a family night at least once a month.

Ok it's my turn I need for us to communicate better without a therapist, we shouldn't need her to push us to communicate better, so if it's something that either of us feel or need to say we should do it when we feel the need to say it, not just in therapy. Secondly i need us to make an effort, this will not be easy but then again anything worth fighting for never is, but we cant quit when things get hard, because we are worth every hardship thrown at us. Lastly, I want to take you on a date once a week. I agree with everything you said Callie and I would very much like to go on a date with you. As she got up from her seat I quickly pulled her down into my lap and couldn't help the sigh of relief that escaped my lips.

Where were you going? I was going to check on Sofia, but I really love this position so i'm not complaining. She leaned back into my arms and i felt my heart burst with love then i quickly realized something. So what exactly do you have going on with and should i be worried? No Cal no need to worry i liked her i thought that she would help me move on, she's extremely nice but she isn't you and I will talk to her in the morning she goes on rounds to make it clear that you and I are working on reconciliation. Turning completely around straddling my lap she kissed me. No need to worry you're the only person I want callie she said and got off my lap to proceed into the house. God i am still in love with this woman.