My Darling Harry
Wow, you really are a poet! The lettre you've sent me has many spatters due to my crying. What you wrote was utterly adorable, and completely written from your heart. Actually, with Ron and myself, we are in a rut, should we say? I'm writing you this in total confindentiality, and I do hope you never repeat this to anyone: Ron and I have made several mistakes, and I am in need of help.
Harry, I feel entirely guilty for telling you this, but I've given myself to Ron. I know it was a mistake, but it wasn't by choice. Ron made me feel utterly uncomfortable, and it simply happened. Here's the story:
It happened this past month, just after we arrived at King's Cross Station. My parents, as you know, were out of the country on business, so the Weasley's thought that it would be best if I stayed with them for a while. Everything was settled in about two days; I was staying in Ron's room with him, and Ginny had Susan staying in her room. Ron and I got close several times, but I always pushed away. It was just strange to me. Harry, I've always been afraid of doing the wrong thing. I was a mistake! Just try and think of how that makes me feel. Seriously, Harry. I'm quite aware that you are an orphan, but at least your parents /iwantedi you. They loved you, Harry. They still do, whereever they are.
So it happened. And it was without any contraception, so I'm basically in some deep water. You are my best friend, Harry.
I'm glad to know you've gotten over Ginny. Really, I am. But Harry, I'm kind of disappointed in your next pick. Why me? And if Ron and I do decide to break things off, I'm not sure if I feel that way towards you. No matter what happens, please just give me time. I think that's one thing I'm in desperate need of. I've got a lot on my mind, Harry, as you can see.
Oh! And also, what's this special trip we're going on for your birthday? I'd love to go, Harry. Just write back with details.
Love Always,
Hermione