Confusion and Tunes of The Past

I hate this, I hate it all, I hate HIM...

I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM...

And as I wipe away my tears

Down the well, Go all my fears

He holds me tight and keeps me safe.

Safe, though he, himself, a darling waif.

I HATE HIM.

I hate it all...

Do you see the child, there?

Playing with his bouncy ball...?

Waiting for his mother's call...?

A call that ne're comes...

Yet at night, he always hums...

Hums the song his mother sang...

In his heart he feels a pang...

A poke and pang, a starving pain...

His mother by the war was slain.

So much war and death is here...

Yet washed away is every fear...

I hate him so much,

From loving so dearly...

It is nothing...

Not even merely...

Merely hoping,

In this time

And on this day.

By his side

I'll always stay...

A promise made...

A promise kept...

I heard him hum...

While last, he slept...