Reflections in the Heart
By BloodyChaosDragonKnight
Disclaimer: I don't own FF9, I own my muses and my sword, that's it peoples.
A/N: It's fluff, slightly disturbing fluff but still fluff. And written in history class…again.
Warnings: Same as the first chapter. One-sided Blank/Zidane. This is now definitely shonen-ai
Sorrowful Reflections (Blank)
I have a secret.
And not a single person knows what it is. It brings me joy in the darkest of times and pain in the brightest. I have fallen in love with the one person who would never return my affections.
I remember the first time I ever saw him. I was six years old and Baku had just brought in a new orphan for our troupe. I remember looking scornfully at the wet shivering mass of blonde hair, then tearful blue eyes met my own and Bam, I was in love.
From that day on I followed him everywhere I could, taught him everything I knew, protected him from those who thought he was 'different'.
I am the only one who ever sees the true Zidane, the scared boy behind the mask of a womanizer. I held him when the tears have become too much, I encouraged him to follow his dreams, I shared in his happiness and his sorrow. I am his only true friend in the world
Despite all I have done for him, there is still only one person Zidane holds in his heart. The one who makes his eyes shine with love and pain, the one who scorned him, abandoned him, crying in the rain, yet still he loves him and not me.
Sometimes life just isn't fair.
TBC
Thank you Elisa, Firehedgehog, Syrup,and MakoAnima for reviewing.
Oh and to answer syrup's question the reason why you can blame my history teacher is because I get bored as hell in there and one of my friends that I often force to beta-read for me sits right behind me…and yes I will be doing one of these on all the FF9 characters that I can remember
I'm seriously considering writing a seperate fic based on these...I think it would be interesting, any other thoughts?
BloodyChaos: "Don't ask…Please don't ask."
Zach: "What were you thinking?"
BloodyChaos: "I was bored and thinking about how Blank might feel about Zidane and Kuja…and this was the result...Please Review and tell me what you think."