I see you always give him this special smile of yours.

I know I will never be able to receive this smile of yours like him

But I will keep that in the shadow

And just watch you in the dark.

At first I really just adopted you as a sister,

To make up my promise to her

But then later on I started to fall hard to the ground.

With you above.

In your hand is my heart.

Below me is the dirt.

Yet I feel like I am the same as the dirt

When he entered your life.

The way you looked at me is like the way I look at the dirt.

Now I know how it feels.

I might act cold

But all I wanted to do is obey the rules.

I didn't know that it might kill you

So I shut myself out, and not knowing which promise should I obey.

I have no courage at all, but then he came and saved you.

I tried not to think about it.

So I decided to just defeat him

But I didn't defeat him

He in turn defeated me

With his courage to save you.

I know now that you deserve someone like him.

I love you

But that will always be hidden inside my chest that has no heart.

For I know that you will never return my feelings.

For I am your brother.

Not your lover.

This is the continue of Would Do. I know it said onesided but I might change that. Oh this is Byakuya pov.