I see you always give him this special smile of yours.
I know I will never be able to receive this smile of yours like him
But I will keep that in the shadow
And just watch you in the dark.
At first I really just adopted you as a sister,
To make up my promise to her
But then later on I started to fall hard to the ground.
With you above.
In your hand is my heart.
Below me is the dirt.
Yet I feel like I am the same as the dirt
When he entered your life.
The way you looked at me is like the way I look at the dirt.
Now I know how it feels.
I might act cold
But all I wanted to do is obey the rules.
I didn't know that it might kill you
So I shut myself out, and not knowing which promise should I obey.
I have no courage at all, but then he came and saved you.
I tried not to think about it.
So I decided to just defeat him
But I didn't defeat him
He in turn defeated me
With his courage to save you.
I know now that you deserve someone like him.
I love you
But that will always be hidden inside my chest that has no heart.
For I know that you will never return my feelings.
For I am your brother.
Not your lover.
This is the continue of Would Do. I know it said onesided but I might change that. Oh this is Byakuya pov.
