I see now

I have no idea what I see

But I see now.

You adopted me because I'm a promised

But I hated that.

I don't want to be just a promise you made to her.

I wanted to be a person who you would look as an equal.

With every breath that I take

Every air that I breathe.

I know I wanted to be with you.

Ichigo needed me to be with him

That I know.

But I wanted to be with you

Don't you know?

I sighed as you passed

I cried as you fall

I know I have no right to do whatever I wanted

But at least let me be your guide to happiness

That you search for.

Your wound was deep in the chest

But the one that hurt the most was me

My heart got ripped from my breast

Yet you have no idea that you were the one thatdid it

Did you?

You took that heart from me without my noticed

You burned me with that look of yours.

I hated that

But now I'm longing for it.

So Ni-Sama please answer my pleas

That I made inside my heart.

Please be my guiding star.

Because right now I can't take the pain

And the hatred any longer.


Author's Note: This is not good as I would expected it, but it would do, since I didn't update the continue form or the poems for a long time. Well please tell me if I should update more or not.