I see now
I have no idea what I see
But I see now.
You adopted me because I'm a promised
But I hated that.
I don't want to be just a promise you made to her.
I wanted to be a person who you would look as an equal.
With every breath that I take
Every air that I breathe.
I know I wanted to be with you.
Ichigo needed me to be with him
That I know.
But I wanted to be with you
Don't you know?
I sighed as you passed
I cried as you fall
I know I have no right to do whatever I wanted
But at least let me be your guide to happiness
That you search for.
Your wound was deep in the chest
But the one that hurt the most was me
My heart got ripped from my breast
Yet you have no idea that you were the one thatdid it
Did you?
You took that heart from me without my noticed
You burned me with that look of yours.
I hated that
But now I'm longing for it.
So Ni-Sama please answer my pleas
That I made inside my heart.
Please be my guiding star.
Because right now I can't take the pain
And the hatred any longer.
Author's Note: This is not good as I would expected it, but it would do, since I didn't update the continue form or the poems for a long time. Well please tell me if I should update more or not.
