-xHitsuzenx-: hey…I'm in a bad mood...

Warnings: drugs, alcohol use, character deaths, mild yaoi (male/male pairings), mild yuri, M/F graphic lemons, violence, angst, somewhat alternate universe, original characters, etc.

Pairings: QuistisxSelphie, ZellxNida, SquallxOC, SeiferxOC (mentioned, a past event), etc. (not all the pairings with have lemons)

Casual:

Casual.

That's what sex is for me.

No strings attached.

Nothing.

I'm not even sure who I'm with right now.

And I don't give a fuck either.

I just want to forget him.

The bastard who broke my heart.

Seifer Almasy.

I loved him. He was my best friend, and I'd known him since well, forever. When we were older, stupid hormones kicked in, and I started to fall for him. Soon, it turned into real love. Others told me that they could see the obvious connection between us, that it was mean to be. So, I got up my courage, and I told him. And what did he say? He laughed nervously, and said: "…so what am I supposed to say?"

I was crushed. He shrugged and walked away as I felt tears welling up in my eyes. The bastard. How could he? Even if he didn't love me that way, he could've at least rejected me in a more polite way, he could've let me down easy. But no, he may as well shoved Hyperion through my heart the way he said it.

And now, I work at Diamond Dust, a strip club. I'm a whore, and a dancer at the club. I give my body to whoever will pay me the most. Man or woman, I don't give a fuck so long as they pay well. I'm with a client right now. He told me his name, but I forgot.

Mhm, I remember now. Irvine Kinneas. The slut of Galbadia Garden. I'm his favorite here, and he pays damn well. And he knows what he's doing. Ahhhh, he's finished, and time is up. Without a word, I slip off the bed, and get dressed. It's my break.

I head out to the lounge for the dancers. I spot Nida in the corner, and yank the cigarette from his mouth, placing it in my own, giggling at the annoyed look on his face. "'Ch, get yer own won't cha?" I smirked a bit, and batted my silver mascara covered eye lashes at him innocently. "Aww, but you love me Nida. And if my stealing your cigs bothered you for real, you'd have actually stopped me a long damn time ago."

Nida scowled, but said nothing. Ha, I win again. Oh, who am I? Hm, I knew I'd forgotten something. My name is Kasai Hikari. It means Fire light. "Oh, Kasai, this came for you." I took a drag of the cigarette before taking the envelope he produced from the table beside him, and I popped the cig back in his mouth.

I opened the envelope and read the enclosed letter. Then, I started to crack up. Nida looked at me curiously. "Who's the letter from? What's so funny?" "It's from freaking Balamb Garden." Nida blinked. "Balamb Garden? That military academy? Why'd they write to you?" "Apparently, I've been accepted as a student. Ha! This must a joke." "Why? You're a damn good fighter Kasai."

"Maybe, but I'm no where near the quality of the Balamb soldiers." "Well you should go just to show 'em what us normal people can do!" I grinned a bit, nodding. "Maybe I should…" I called the number on the letter, and said I accepted. I was to leave for Balamb in two days time. I grabbed Nida by the dog collar he wore to my room, he was going to help me pack whether he wanted to or not.

(two days later)

"Nida, I'm not going!" "Buy why?" "I heard Seifer Almasy is a cadet there! I'm NOT going!" "Seifer? As in the asshole who you used to like?" I still kinda do. Even after what he did to me. "Yeah, him." "You're still going." "WHAT?" "You're going. Show him that he didn't win. That you're strong and you don't need him" I nodded. Yeah, I'll show him.

I gulped when two soldiers arrived and took my bags. They presented me with my uniform, and I proceeded to start stripping then and there to change into it. The guards got a massive nosebleeds, and Nida groaned, rolled his eyes, and dragged me inside, and said to change in here. "Why?" "Because you were likely to get arrested for indecent exposure stupid!" I shrugged and put the uniform on.

I examined myself in the mirror, it wasn't bad for a military uniform. A black tight fitting jacket with a white shirt beneath, and a black miniskirt, both with white stripes along the edges of them. Black knee-high socks and black shoes, and a yellow neck scarf. Not bad. Not bad at all.

I strode out to the soldiers, who were still red in the face. I winked at them and watched them grin goofily at me, and escorted me to the car. I fell asleep after awhile, I was so exhausted. I was gently shook awake later on, we were there. My stuff was brought to my room, and I was escorted to the Headmaster's office.

(the end)

(of the chapter)

(ta-daa)

-xHitsuzenx-: The end. Next chapter soon.