To my suprise, even if I´m not showing it, she comes early.
I see her walk down the stairs dressed in a crimson silk dress with white cherry flowers and a white wolf on, it reaches the floor, and she wear it with a unbeliveable grace. The dress makes her hair and eyes look totally stunning, I have never seen such beauty, I see her blush faintly as she notice me staring at her. It look good on her though, she seems to
have learnt some manners – cause she takes her place at the opposite side of the table, but I don´t want her that far away – I want to see her as close as possible right now.
- you can sit beside me today, Ty, we don´t know each other that well – I´d prefer to be able to talk to you without having to raise my voice.
I see her blush deepen slightly as she know it´s not usual for anyone to sit next to another if it isn´t full of guests around the table, and therefor not possible to sit alone, but I don´t care.
- B-but that´s not...
- just do as I said.
She obeys and takes place next to me, quiet and without further objections, and I feel my knees become weak at the sight of her so close to me. I have changed my mind, she doesn´t seem to be the same rough and cocky teenager I fought that time four years ago at all, she is more like a delicate and rare flower now – and it changed over one day! She are shyer and calmer now, but it can be the chock too, I like this version better. She eat her dinner slowly and doesn´t talk if I´m not asking her something or if I say somthing she can´t resist commenting on.
After dinner, she tries to go back to her room. I follow her and sneak in before she notice my precense, she keep the dress on as she sit down on her obvius favourite chair and curl up to a small ball, she look so fragile. As I hear small sobs from her
I sit down beside her and lay a hand on her shoulder
- Are you ok?
- GET OUT! She screams between her sobs
Well, I can´t expect her to accept it already, I leave her alone. After all, my little dragon isn´t a easy one to tame. I´ll just give her some time to calm down, let her come to me, that is a whole lot easier. One of these days I´m going to teach her that I´m the one that gives the orders and set the rules and she is the one who submits and follow my commands. But not just yet, too dangerous, she would probably never talk to me again if I told her right now. Somehow I think I would miss her voice if she decided to see me as a enemy, and I don´t know how but, I seem to start liking her.
She got under my skin, and that was really fast, I don´t know how she did it. I haven´t cared for another being for a very long time, or at all, but she manage to make me care. I haven´t seen her less then a day, and already feel like I can´t let her go, she is so different from everyone else. She is so loveable, uck! I can´t belive I thought that, I´m not supposed to be able to feel such things! So why am I?
Damn Kinomiya,I feel split in two, one part of me want to love her – but the other half want to remain cool.
Oh, well, I can´t ignore the fact that Ty - chan is crying and it hurt inside me, I guess this is the thing called love. She doesn´t want me too close yet, I have to find a way to comfort her anyway, but I don´t even really know why he is sad to begin with. And talking isn´t really going to solve this – or is it?
I decide to go for a short walk in the backyard , to clear my mind a bit, and as I stroll around I notice that it has become really late now. What time is it anyway?
Eleven pm! Holy crap! I have never forgot about time like this before. Omg, Ty, what have you done with me? Already? I mean, I haven´t been married to her for a day yet but she has already changed me.
I go back in and take a shower, then I return to Ty – chans room and look in.
She is asleep, she didn´t even change clothes, and she looks like a sleeping angel. Her hair floats around her face and some of it reaches the floor,she has a small smile on her face, it is really irresistable. I walk up to her and run my fingers through that silky midnightblue hair of hers and she cuddle closer to the warmth of my hand, too bad she never does that when she´s awake, her skin is so soft and smooth and her smile so heartmelting...
God, I sound like a love-sick puppy! I´m not sure I care about that, my inner concious keeps yelling : I so don´t care about my image! Go for the girl instead!
It´s annoying,really, I don´t know what to think anymore.
I can´t let her sleep in the dress, it´s not enough space in it for her to move freely, and it´s not designed to sleep in. I sigh, knowing she´d kill me if she wakes up now, and start to undress her. She stirs and turns slightly, but it seems like I´ll survive this time, and I find her a night dress which I put on her. I haven´t looked yet, but I´m surely beet red right now. I goes back to the master bedroom, since I´m going to be the next king of Ryuunoshi – I´m allowed to sleep there when Ty – chans parents doesn´t , I know that Ty is meant to sleep there too. It´s just that I got a feeling she don´t want to. She still need time to get used to me and I need to gain her trust.
But for now – I´ll sleep.
The next day.
Ty´s P.O.V
I woke up in my bed, but why am I dressed in my night gown? I don´t have any memories about changing clothes, perhaps I was too upset last night to remember such trivial things. Why I was upset? I can´t handle all this stress and new things hapening at such short period of time. I need time to adjust , I didn´t mean to snap at Tala like I did, but Tala came in and interfered with my really emotional outburst. I needed to get all those upset and supressed feelings, and I think Tala tried to be kind, but he failed to understand that I needed to rinse my system from the bad feelings. I´ll try to make it up to him and explain what happened and why. I get dressed in a black dress with white flowers on – why on earth is every single dress I have full of flowers! It´s very creepy, oh, this isn´t white flowers. It´s clouds, and now I notice that some of the dress is with flowers and others has clouds. And they have a different head motive, some has different types of dragons, some have white wolves, two with a red phoenix on it, two with a big white tiger, two with a purple turtles, one with one big black cat on the back and a smaller, white, one above the chest and other imressive motives, most of are chinese. I can tell since that time Ray showed the whole gang his home country, I saw a collection of dresses that resemble these, and I liked to see Chinas culture and compare it to the japanese. Back to reality.
I meet up with Tala at the stairs, he seems to be a bit unsure weather or not say goodmorning.
I feel myself blush once again.
- I´m sorry for my behaviour last night, I shouldn´t have yelled at you – since I wasn´t upset with you- but I just needed to get rid of all frustration and bad feelings I have been unable to express, it´s just tha everything has happened too fast and I got no time at all to adjust. But it was very wrong of me to yell at you anyway, I know that, and I´m really sorry.
He look at me, and then give me a small –but genuine-smile, and answer.
- don´t worry about it, I understand how hard this must be for you, but next time – let me at least be there with you and then we can talk about it instead.
- Okey. I´ll try to remember that.
Honestly, I will, I feel like he can understand me.
Then something really unexpected happen.
Tala hugs me, and I don´t mind it, I actually like it and I feel all my muscles relax. I bury my head in the curve under his cheek, it feels soothing,I don´t want him to let go of me just yet . who would´ve thought Tala has a soft side, I´m glad though, I like this side of him too.
Even if I could stay here forever, I relise that we both have to eat sometime. He let go and ask
- come on, Ty, time to get something to eat.
- Ok.
He takes me by my arm and lead me down to the dining room.
Then I find myself not beside Tala ,but in Talas lap, and I blush madly. I feel weirdly fine with it, even though I should be kicking and screaming, I love kai for kami- samas sake, but I make myself comfortable.
- you look really cute when you blush, did you know that?
No, I look silly when I blush.
- You surely haven´t seen yourself blush, that´s easy to hear, because I know this better then you. I think you look really lovely when you blush.
Thank god I can´t be any more blushed then I already am.
Tala start eating some toast,but he don´t let go of my waist, I don´t want anyting that dry when I´m not awake yet. I choose a cup of hot chokolate and some whipped cream on top of it and then some sandwich with cuccumber and salad, then I take some more chokolate with a lot more whipped cream. I have a big weakness on that drink, curse it all to hell, and I hate that weakness. Kai used to take advantage of that to make me train harder,and he suceeded, it can be a real curse sometimes.
Well, the rest of the day goes smooth, Tala got a lot of paperwork to get done today. I´m not sure that I can stand this new, nice and lovley ,Tala. It´s good, but unnerving to witness. But since I´m married to the guy, I have to get used to him. The hard part is to get used to myself, I still feel uneasy about finding out I´m a girl, I lived as a boy my whole life, what if I had taken out my hair-elastic earlier and freaked out so much earlier? Now, I am starting to calm down a little bit about this, I´m old enough to at least not lock myself up in a room for three weeks or something...
The whole day passes by without anything happening, if one doesn´t count the times I tried to kill some servants when they tried to make me to do stuff like a new tablecloth or sewing a rose on said cloth, yuck!the only times lesson in female behaviour amused me was when Tala decided to drop by. It´s fun to see my evil teachers bow deeply and looking like fools, but not so fun when Tala starts kissing me as if there is no tomorrow, or when I am in painting sessions. Painting is a really good subject. So if Tala would have dropped by that lession I´d been really pissed off, luckily, he didn´t show up.
Later, after some midnight snack.
Tala´s p.o.v
Ty is being really lovely today, I really want to do more then just hug her, well I kissed her once – she looked like I was both welcome and not to do so- now I´m confused, but she does look really cute when she is blushing. I really want to kiss her again, she has some whipped cream on her lips and it makes them look even more kissable then before, she really loves hot chocolate with whipped cream, (why else would she have it for both breakfast and midnight snack? They had separate lunches and dinners – Tala didn´t have time to eat cause he was too buisy), so I actually kissed her again. She doesn´t struggle against it, for too long, and gives up.
I see her chocked face, but at least she isn´t kicking my ass, and I just have to pass a comment.
- I hope you are finished, because I wont let go.
- I am. I wasn´t very hungry to begin with.
- Well, I´m still hungry.
- Eat then and let me rest, she replies, ´cause I´m tired.
- Who said I wanted food?
- You did, baka, so let me rest I said.
- I said I was hungry, but not for food,I meant that I´m hungry for something else.
She don´t get it , so I guess I´ll have to do it into my own little way, I will wait until I´m sure she is used to be closer to me than usual. She need to be able to accept the fact that we are married and I appretiate her. That and I really want to show that I love her, and I think she is he type that loves to cuddle, so I belive that she will like this.
She is totally relaxed now, she don´t draw back when I move or touch her anymore, so I belive it´s time to try next step. I take her back to her room and place us at her sofa. She seems displeased with the sudden lack of warmth, don´t worry Ty, I´ll make sure that the grumpy face goes away.
I simply pull her back to me and kiss her, she is obviously suprised, but she let me continue. I use my rahter limited experience of girls to try showing her I really care, then again Ty isn´t the same way as usual girls are,and some things she just don´t want done to her. And I accept that, she is a unique person and have special likes and dislikes – all the girls I have dated has liked and disliked almost the same things.
So I was confused at first when she said no when I did some of the things all other girls I´ve been with liked, but accepted and avoided to repeat it, and she started to purr lowly when I stroke he hair gently .
- I thought only cats purred? I say in a amused voice
- No, dragons does too, and my strong connection to Dragoon have given me the ability to purr. She replies while getting red as a tomato.
- I think it´s really a cool ability, it sound so calm and soothing. I don´t know how you did it, but I seem more and more drawn to you, and I keep finding myself to like it that way.
She can´t find an answer to that, but her face reddens a whole lot, it´s a really big difference. She look adorable, and I like it, I know she understand what I mean when I give her a compliment. But I know she isn´t too fond with blushing all the time, so I wont do it too often. We didn´t sleep in the same room this night either. Stubborn wife I got...