It seems weird how can life can change in just a second, how can a decision change the way you
live. I never thought about that until that happened to me and understood the main reasons of
why I just had to leave the city.
When you suffer the way I did...you always tend to ask Why me? Why me? God please take me
out of here? this has to be a nightmare?...but what happens when all you live is real and finally
God grant your wish? How can you deal with the consequences...are you ready to live without
that person? to real forget? Even though you never had that person with you? That only that
person saw you as a little game? How can someone...fall in love in this kind of situations?
It´s still an enigma for me? I still cannot understand me. How can a normal girl, with a normal
life (well my love life had never been the best one)...but at least I never thought of being
in love with a man that was not available for ever.
All of this started 2 years ago. I still can remember how excited I was when they called me &
tell me that I was selected to work with them. They were a big company...well known around the
world. One of my most desired wishes was to had that kind of job and live outside my city...I
mean live in my own without no parents asking you where are you going? why did you yesterday
come back home so late? Etc...
In that time I was working in the sales department in a small company in the Industrial Park.
It seemed to be a normal day until the phone rang:
-Hello
-Avry...its me, mom...honey a person named Rachel Johnson call me from AeroStar Inc...she
really needs to reach you she gave me her phone numbers...may be is regarding the interview you
had with them...
- Really, mom you understand what it means dont you?
- Of course I do. Come on call them.
- Ok mom..see you and thanks for the info.
I call to AeroStar Inc, Rachel answered the phone and told me the news. They wanted me in the
company non less than 3 weeks from that day. It was a dream come true, well may be a silly
dream but after all...work for a big company was one of my goals. Diane Morrison my desk
neighbourhood saw my face and new instantly what was happening.
That afternoon I sent them the Job Offer by Fax accepting the terms. And the next day I quit to
may almost 2 years job. I was going to say good bye (temporally) to all the people I knew
including my family even the guy I liked.. but I did not care of that. I was so happy. Who can say
that this change in my life was going to bring me one of the most painful situations in my life.