Fear
A first attempt at JCS poetry fanfiction. JC/JI
Disclaimer: I own nothing… But wouldn't mind to own Glenn… ;)
The first time you kissed me
I was afraid
Afraid of what it might lead to
Afraid of what it meant
Afraid of not knowing what is wrong and what is right
Afraid of it going too far, that I would have something to want to stay for.
Afraid of getting something to miss
And it was
I don't want this anymore
I don't want to leave you like this
The last time you kissed me
You took my fears away
I knew from that moment that you knew
Knew I had to do it, knew you had to do it
And you knew you were forgiven
And I swear I could feel it
The moment you left me
The first time I kissed you
I was afraid
Afraid of my feelings
Afraid of your reaction
Afraid of not knowing what is wrong and what is right
Afraid that you would feel disgust and pull away
But you didn't
I have never wanted something as much as this
I have never had to do what I did to someone I love before
The last time I kissed you
You confirmed all my fears
You told me by that, that you had to do it
That I had to do it
You forgave me
I do not know why
What I did to you was the worst of all crimes
Betraying someone I love
I swear you could feel it
The moment I did the only I could do to stop my pain
A/N: An author loves reviews... Please leave one.