I seem to take all my emotions and lock them up that way no matter what I can seem to be unaffected
I do this a lot and it gets hard sometimes I can barely hold it and it just is clogging up my throat
I can feel the pressure in my throat just a big ice cube not wanting to melt,
I want to just cry and cry but I cant I have learned to hid my emotions too well and all I can do is scream and shout not really showing the emotions,
sometimes it becomes too much and I have to be a little teary and by then it usually is over something really stupid, you see once all that sadness has been held you just need a tiny little trigger to set it off then you just let it out,
sometimes I let it leak showing big fits over little things but with the big things, all I can do is keep the stopper in my throat and try to keep a stony expression.
A wise man once said that which do you think is stronger a rock or a stream the one who says the rock because it is strong and unbreakable is then countered with but even a stream can move rock,
A stream is strong for it can't be broken,
A stream never stops, not for a person or for anything else
It doesn't let obstacles get in the way, it just rushes through them
Ever patient it waits for an opportunity to move the rock,
For me my stream is my tears that can't even move my stubborn rock of emotions.