.Chapter 5:

A/N thanks for the reviews!

All the Camden's rushed into the hospital to find Dr. Pickle, to see what was wrong with Eric.

"There he is" shouted Lucy.

They all ran toward him all asking a million question.

"Slow down you guys if you let me talk I will explain everything" Eric had another heart attack as you know and this one was much worse and we dont think his heart can handle anymore stress. At this time his heart is giving out and by the way it is functiong will give him a coulpe of months tops to live. I am very sorry to have to tell you this but we have done everything we can and now it is up to god"

"NO, shouted Lucy as she fell to the ground sobbing.

"I want a second opinion" said Annie still not believing it was true

"Yes well we thought you would and that is why I have Dr.Randal.

After Dr. Randall told them everything everyone started to sob

"How could this happen" screamed Ruthie as she ran out of the hospital doors.

"I will go after her said Martin"

As Martin started to run out the doors and this is where he saw ruthie sitting on the ground sobbing. He went over to her to try and comfort her.

"Don't touch me Martin"

"Ruthie I was just trying to be nice"

"Yea well even tought it has been 7 years I still don't want to see your face. What you did to me hurt me really bad and I now you are here and my father is dying and my life could not be worse.

"Ruhie I know what I did was wrong and I will never forgive myself but when your mom called I knew I had to come back and now the man that was like a second father to me is dying and the girl I loved and still do hates me.So my life is hell to.

"Yea well I do still hate you Martin and nothing you say or do will change that. Now if you don't mind I will be staying here for a while and I would appreciate it if you would just stay away from me.

"Ruthie how can I do that I mean I will be at the hospital all the time and I am staying at your house so weather you like it or not we will run into each other.

"Yes I know that but how about we just don't talk to each other that way it would be better for us.

Ruthie stormed past him and back into the hospital and ran right into Rose.

"I'm so sorry Rose"

'Its okay Ruthie what is wrong?" besides this whole thing with your dad."

"I just talked with Martin."

"Oh I'm sorry Ruthie was it that bad what happened."

"He told me that he still loves me, but Rose I hate him."

"Do you really? I mean you can still see it in your eyes I think that you just want to hate him. asked Rose?

"No I don't I can't love him again"

"And why not Ruthie?"

"Becuase Rose, he hurt me real bad and i just can't open my heart to him again"

"Ruthie, Martin know that what he did was wrong and he does regret it and deep down you know that you still love him."

And with that Rose left to go find Simon and left Ruthie with her thoughts.

No I can't forgive him I just can't I mean he cheated on me. But he still does love me and I am pretty sure I still love him but there is no way we can get back together never Ruthie kept saying over and over agian in her head

A/N Well there it is i know it kinda sucked and i need help with some ideas bc i dont know where to go from here thanks..