Never look back
Never return to what I once called home
I don't know what I'm looking for
There's no place for me here
No place for me anywhere, anymore
I've passed the point of no return
Crossed the river
Heard the whistle, so many times, of the nighttime train
Powerless to call
No one to save me
I can't even save myself
And those I thought I trusted don't know me after all
The only sound is the sound of the rain
Dispersing the smoke
Only a shape in the sky, winding in the wind
Writhing on the floor, dying in a puddle of your own blood
A reflection of the train track, lost in the flood
Tell me what to do
Tell me how to remember my name
Though you've forgotten yours
You are the river, reflecting each drop of rain
I remember you
Carrying me home, a thousand fathoms
What I once called home
Carrying the water to a distant waterfall
To bathe the riverbanks in mud
Remember what you said to me
I can't stay here where I don't belong
I may be young but I'm not transparent
Only invisible as long as I hold my breath
But I have a face; I have a name
I can still cry, tears streaming
Down my face like rain
Down a waterfall
I'm crying for you but for them I'm screaming
Don't die like this, forgotten
Helpless, falling
Last breath of smoke
Chased by paper birds
To let your spirit drift away
So alone
Never to return
Never again to fly
