Authors note: This is my first Harry Potter fanfic and my first (posted) atempt at yaoi so please tell me what I can do to make this better.
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, otherwise my beta, Gracy, would steal it from me.
Warnings: yaoi, angst, things of that nature
Pairing: HarryDraco
Chapter One: Why?
I'm sorry
So sorry that you're ashamed to be with me
You care so much what your family thinks
You never even noticed me
It hurt me so much
Knowing I caused you to be ashamed and embarrassed
I want to make things better the only way I know how
It tears me up inside
But I do this for you
Oh God- I wish I didn't have to
I want to be the only thing that matters to you
You'll just say I'm being selfish
But I'm not
Why does it hurt so?
After this I'll have no emotions
I sacrifice them for your peace of mind
It's over
Tears fall down my face
I quickly turn away
I see your reflection in the mirror
Please
Don't look at me like that
Like your heart has died
I did it for you
You don't know how much it hurts
Why did the best thing that ever happened to me-
Why did it turn out like this?
Why?
So that was the first poem, tell me what you think. The next chapter is a poem from Draco's POV, and after that they'll be normal chapters, I promise. Please review, flame me or something, just let me know what you think.