An: It's on tonight! I'll have this on by the end of the show and maybe some comments about the show ( I might not but let's hope) (BTW I THINK THIS SONG GOES WITH THE LL ANGST I FEEL COMING FROM THE SHOW.)

Ronata: Thanks, I can't to keep her in for as long as I can because I figured a long stay wouldn't be realistic but I LOVE HER so I'm making her stay as long as possible.

eaglesfreak17: Thanks! The version of the song I have is from the tour. You love music don't you? Haha, that's like what my friend likes. I love the cars (had to point that out) not that I don't like the other bands but that popped out to me and I was like: I LOVE THEM.

hollywoodgrl: Thanks, I thought enough drama for Lorelai (actually she doesn't have too much drama but…) so I put him in here. I think this will stay a RL fic or maybe an RLT triangle…depends on my mood. It's on today YES! Except I'm kind of scared to see what will happen next! Thanks about the making out behind the dance studio (writing that makes me think 'dirty' yes extremely random like Robinpoppins.) I don't write smut that well but I know how you all love to read about it! Haha.

Robinpoppins: Yes random thoughts seem to come to my mind during school :), yes, bad me! I love Mia and I love how she was a mother figure to Lorelai, I think they should have put her in more…my thoughts exactly. Actually I'm not a huge fan of pie that's why when I make it I give it to my friends…haha you can have some next time I make some.

Desiree: Patients, young grasshopper when they find out it will most likely be over and we don't want it to end yet do we? (Actually I do but whatever.)

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

COLD - CROSSFADE

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"You have guests over tonight?" Lorelai asked ignoring her mother.

"Oh some old friends; the DuGrey's." (Can't remember if that was his last name.)

Rory dropped her coat she was handing Clair ands stood there, mouth agape. "Tristan." She said.

"Mary." He said smiling brightly. "Long time no see." He said.

"This is Rory." Emily said correcting him.

Rory smirked. "It's Rory, bible boy." She said picking up her coat handing it to the maid.

"Nice to see you again." Lorelai said politely walking over to the sitting room to get drinks.

"We went to high school together." Rory explained to Emily shortly following Lorelai.

"You attending Harvard?" He asked sitting a little too closely to her.

"Yale." She said scooting away from him.

"What happened to the Harvard dream?" He asked initiating that she didn't get in.

"Yale's closer to home." Rory explained.

"It was a close call between Harvard and Yale." Lorelai offered. "And being accepted into Princeton also didn't help her." She said smirking. Rory smiled brightly at her mother.

"No, it didn't." She agreed.

"Drinks?" Emily asked.

"Club soda." Rory said.

"Gin martini." Lorelai said crossing her legs. The doorbell rang and Lorelai looked at her mother. "Dad coming?" She asked.

"No, surprise guests." She said smiling getting the door.

"Because this wasn't a surprise." Rory said under her breath.

Lorelai giggled and rolled her eyes. "Funny, funny girl." She said.

"I have good genes." She said smiling.

"Thanks." Came a man's voice from the entrance to the sitting room.

"Chris." Lorelai said her eyes widening.

"Hey Lore." He said walking over to her.

"Chris." She repeated dumbly staring at him.

"I thought it would be nice since he doesn't see Rory often." Emily said smiling smugly at Lorelai.

"Nice. Right." She said nodding looking from Emily to Chris to Rory to Tristan to his Mom. "Extremely nice." She said sarcastically.

"Glad to know you missed me Lore." Chris joked.

Lorelai gave him a small smile.

"Dad." Rory said giving him a small kiss.

"Hey kid." He said smiling sitting down next to her. "Are you Rory's boyfriend?" He asked Tristan.

Lorelai scoffed at that. He didn't even know the people Rory hated. "They went to high school together." Lorelai said.

"Hm." He said nodding. "How's Yale?" He asked.

"Great." Rory said enthusiastically.

"Glad to hear it." He said smiling.

Lorelai was shooting daggers at her mom but Emily was ignoring it. Or trying to.

"Dinner is ready." Alicia said.

"This way." Emily said leading them all into the dinning room.

They all made small talk but Lorelai. She wasn't feeling well and she hated the situation she was put in.

The bell rang and Lorelai looked up at Emily. "Expecting any other surprise visitors?" She asked sarcastically.

"Actually, no." Emily said,

"Hi Mrs. Gilmore." Logan said walking in.

"Oh Logan, what a lovely surprise." Emily said smiling. She had hoped it was Richard because she told him he could come but it wasn't.

"Logan." Rory said getting up giving him a kiss.

Tristan's heart sank. She had a boyfriend. Why wouldn't she? She was smart and beautiful.

"Logan this is my dad Chris." She said. "Dad this is my boyfriend Logan." She said. "Logan this is Tristan, we went to high school together." She told Logan.

"And I bet she was a wild one." Logan said teasing Rory.

"Like you wouldn't even imagine." Rory said rolling her eyes.

"Logan join us for dessert." Emily said.

"If it wouldn't be too much trouble, Emily I don't want to put you out." He said giving her a charming smile.

"No, not at all." She said. "Clair bring out another Tiramisu for Logan," She said. "Lorelai what's wrong you've hardly touched anything. This has coffee in it you should be all over it." She said.

"I'm not too hungry today." She said shrugging. "I must be catching something." She said.

"Well wear a coat when you go home tonight." Emily said.

"Because the thing I wore here wasn't?" She asked trying to joke.

"Lorelai." Emily said.

"I know, a bad joke." Lorelai said smiling for the first time that night. "But aren't they all?" She asked.

"I'll agree with that." Rory said smiling. She was glad her mom had smiled and said something remotely funny, she was worried about her mom she looked pale and was very robotic the whole evening.

Lorelai stopped smiling and picked at her dessert. "So, Ace I was thinking about a new angle for the illegal downloading piece." Logan said casually putting an arm around her chair.

"There is no angle for the stupid piece, I give up on it." She said pouting.

"The editor can't give up." He said smiling.

"Fine. It was your piece anyway so you can give up." She said shrugging. "I had to spend an afternoon with a computer geek learning about his dislike for Chicago." She said.

"They're not that bad." Lorelai said hollowly. The remark was a 'Lorelai' remark but the way she said it and the way she looked indicated differently.

Rory shrugged. "I'm over that story Huntzburger." She said. "Plus we won't need that story with all the work Paris is putting into her religion piece." Rory pointed out.

"You mean stalking not working." Logan said smiling. "Are you saying you're going to cut my piece?" He joked.

"No." Rory said. "I'd never do that your dad would call and demand a bigger piece." She said.

"That he would." Logan said.

"So you're the editor?" Tristan asked Rory.

"By default." Rory said.

"You give yourself way too much credit." Logan said sarcastically. "This girl right here got everybody's vote." He said proudly.

Rory shrugged. "It's not that hard when you're against Paris." She said giving them a small smile.

"You had more then Paris to go against." Logan said trying to give her some credit.

Rory shrugged. "So dad, how's Boston?" She asked.

"It's great, same weather as here." He answered.

"It's getting ready to snow." Lorelai said happily returning to herself for a moment but that moment passed and she was a Lorelai pod once again.

"Exciting!" Rory said smiling.

"I remember you always used to like the snow." Chris said trying to bring back happy memories of them.

"Remember when we were at Luke's and you thought it was going to snow so you made the whole town gather around the diner but then Taylor started yelling at everybody." Rory started. "And then it started snowing and Miss. Patty went: Even the snow wants you to shut up." She said giggling.

Lorelai smiled at the memory. "That was funny." Lorelai agreed.

"I've heard about the freaky obsession with snow." Logan said smirking.

"It is not freaky and it is not an obsession it is simply a relationship between human and nature." Lorelai explained smiling. Snow always got her smiling.

"My bad." Logan said playfully putting his hands up defensively.

"You've got yourself a good man Rory; he knows when he's wrong." She said winking at Logan.

Rory giggled and rolled her eyes. "Nope, nothing freaky about your connection to snow." Rory said sarcastically.

"You have that gene too so shush you!" Lorelai said rolling her eyes.

Rory shrugged. "I can still make fun of the person who gave it to me." She pointed out.

"You can." Lorelai agreed.

"You say snow is coming soon?" Chris asked.

"That's what I say." Lorelai said shortly.

Emily rolled her eyes at them; this wasn't working out the way she planned.

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Lorelai walked into the diner and sighed, plopping down in a stool. Kirk was sitting at a table talking to himself. Rachel was sitting two stools away eavesdropping.

"Chris." Lorelai said banging her head on the counter.

"What about him?" Luke asked alert.

"He was at dinner." She said looking up. "And Rory's old crush." Lorelai said.

"Rory had a crush?" Luke asked.

"No, the guy who had a crush on her." Lorelai said. "We just ate dinner. Well I didn't, I couldn't." She spat out. "He was looking at me the whole time." She groaned.

Who's Chris? Rachel kept a subtle eye on them while sipping her water.

"Like I was naked or something." She frowns squirming brushing a piece of hair away from her face. She didn't mean naked, she meant vulnerable. She felt like he could see everything but he obviously didn't because if he did then he would have known she had a boyfriend, or chose to ignore that tiny fact.

"Timmy, Tina, and Howard." Kirk said naming his toes. He had his shoe off but Luke was too busy talking to Lorelai to notice.

"I hate my mom." She groaned. "I need coffee and food." She said setting her purse down.

"Where's Rory?" Luke asked.

"Midterms." Lorelai explained. "And then Logan showed up." Lorelai said. "It was dreadful." Lorelai said. "You know, my mom knows." Lorelai said in a hushed tone, scared that Kirk would hear.

"You told her?" Luke asked surprised. He thought she would want to tell the town; her real family, before she told her parents.

"Ha, me telling her anything about my life? The only reason why she knew about Rory was because she thought I was getting fat and I totally hated the idea of being fat." Lorelai said wrinkling her nose. "She knows though." Lorelai said as a matter of factly. "I know she does."

"Are you psychic now?" He asked.

"As a matter of fact I am." She said raising an eyebrow.

"So tell me Madam Lorelai, what am I thinking?" He asked amused.

"How incredibly sexy I am?" She asked whispering, Rachel heard and slightly scoffed but nobody heard her.

"Something of the sort." He mumbled but Rachel didn't hear that but the way Lorelai was mischievously smiling she had an idea of what he said.

"I knew it!" She squealed attracting Kirk's attention.

"You made me lose count." He wined.

"Kirk I'm about to close up." He said rolling his eyes. "Put your shoes back on!" He said appalled.

Lorelai giggled and drank her coffee. "More." She pouted handing him her cup.

"Lorelai gets to stay." Kirk said pouting a little trying to imitate Lorelai.

"That's cause I'm special." She said winking at Kirk.

"I want to be special too!" Kirk wailed.

"Go tell your mommy that Kirk." Lorelai sounded like she was talking to a four year old.

Kirk stomped off not paying for his food. "Idiot." Luke mumbled under his breath.

"Now, now, don't be mean to him he's just a lost little boy." Lorelai said giggling.

Rachel could tell they were waiting for her to leave but she wasn't ready to leave. Well she wasn't until Emily Gilmore came into the diner but she still couldn't leave.

"Lorelai Victoria Gilmore." Emily stormed into the diner.

"That's my name." Lorelai deadpanned. "I've been waiting." She said rolling her eyes.

"This is no joke." Emily said.

"No joke at all." Lorelai said, eyes wide, nodding her head animatedly.

"You can't just walk out of dinner." Emily said not noticing Luke or Rachel staring at her little scene.

"Funny cause that's what I did." Lorelai deadpanned. She was a fan of not showing emotion around Emily.

"Lorelai what did I do?" She asked. "Other then breathe?" She asked.

"Please, not here, not now." Lorelai said rubbing her temples.

"Don't mommy dearest me." Emily said scoffing.

"You read that book?" Lorelai asked raising an eyebrow.

"Lorelai!" Emily snapped.

"What?" She asked. "We were in the middle of dessert I hardly call that leaving in the middle of dinner." She said.

"The point is you left and we had guests." Emily said crossing her arms over her chest.

"Chris?" She spat out.

"Yes, Christopher." Emily said.

Rachel was dying to know who he was.

"You of all people should know how much I hate him." Lorelai said tightening her fists into balls so she wouldn't punch her mom.

"I was just trying to-" Emily started but Lorelai already cut her off.

"Help, I know." Lorelai said rolling her eyes.

"He needs to be there for Rory." Emily explained.

"Rory lives at Yale." Lorelai said her patients running thin.

"I wanted him to be there for you." Emily said.

Lorelai scoffed and rolled her eyes. "You made a joke!" Lorelai said. "A not so funny one but it's a start." She said.

"Lorelai I refuse to play your little game here." Emily said sternly.

"My game?" She asked. "You followed me here." Lorelai said almost childishly.

"No I went to your house first but God only knows why I didn't check here first." Emily said rolling her eyes.

"Maybe cause you didn't want to see Kirk's toes." Lorelai said lightly. Ok, no jokes, she got that. "Sorry I went to my best friend after a horrible night." She said emphasizing the horrible.

"I wouldn't call that horrible." She said.

"I didn't eat one thing! One thing! When was the last time I didn't eat?" She asked.

Emily was about to say 'When you were pregnant with Rory' but Lorelai cut her off.

"Exactly, when I had Rory!" Lorelai said reading her mothers thoughts. "But then I wasn't even hungry." Lorelai said. "There I was listening to you make small talk with Chris and I was just sitting there!" She exclaimed. "The dessert even had coffee in it; do you really think I'd pass that up?" She asked.

"Lorelai you are being absurd." Emily reasoned.

"No, I'm not." Lorelai said pouting. "You are." She added. "You and the Tristan thing and the Chris thing and the ergh I can't even think I need coffee." Lorelai said shaking her head.

"You're the absurd one, Lorelai." Emily said juvenilely. She got up to leave and as she opened the door she turned back at her. "And I know." She said leaving.

Lorelai sighed. "I need coffee." She said. "I told you she knew." Lorelai said. She noticed Rachel sitting there and offered a small apologetic smile. "And you saw Emily's true colors. She's been worse though." She said drinking the coffee. "Ands she left!" Lorelai exclaimed. "She left just like I did! She stole my move!" Lorelai said upset.

"I don't think leaving is your move." Luke said.

"Yeah it's Chris's thing." She said under her breath. "They're all my moves." She said winking.

"And the humor is back." Luke said smiling.

"It never left she just doesn't appreciate it." Lorelai said.

Rachel got up. "Bye." She said.

"Bye." Lorelai said waving.

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AN: IF YOU HAEN'T SEEN 5/2/06 EPPY DON'T READ THIS! The first part was hilarious…I have a feeling they were talking about Ashlee and Jessica Simpson (I didn't hear any names) because I love that argument. The Dr. Handsome thing, fighting with meatballs and spaghetti? HILARIOUS!

But the Lorelai avoiding Luke? He has to confront her! (By the way I'm writing this AN each commercial.) The LAYSIK eye surgery thing? HILARIOUS! 'They say it's the car JZ uses when he comes into town…I assume he's an entertainer of some sort.' Shows her this huge escalade. 'They kept saying the windows were bullet proof as if it were the selling point.' Yes…that's Emily.

OMG Luke is explaining what he should be doing to Lorelai to TJ. Did that make sense? I hope it did. (Basically he can fix other peoples problems but not theirs.) What is Lorelai doing saying nobody is good enough for Chris? WHAT IS EMILY DOING TO LORELAI? Saying he's lonely…let the tequila (and sex) begin. At least I think so.

So sad about Lorelai, I almost cried. I did cry. I admit it, I cried. I hope they end up together they are so perfect. (L/L)

OMG…on the spoiler/promo. I think she's going to go to Luke and ask him to elope and then he will say wait and she will say now or never and he will say wait and then she'll leave and end up drunk (or getting drunk) at Chris's house(and then in bed…naked…ew the thought of them makes me squirm with displeasure.) End season.

That eppy was beautifully written even if I don't believe in the plot. (ASP and Dan wrote it I think...they are brilliant and even if I don't support their move completely, I will watch anything they do and wish them the best of luck.)