Dear Sasuke

I'm going to kill myself. I'm tired of life, so giving up is all I can do.

Since I'll be gone you should now some thinks about me.

I'm not happy. I was never happy even though I smile all the time I 'm not happy

If you paid attention to me and the way I smile you would see how fake they were.

Everyone in Kahona expects me to be happy.

I wish I could tell them.

Is just so hard and tiring, pretending to be happy and acting like I don't care about anything. Is the hardest thing I ever had to do?

Forcing the corners of my mouth to go up so all the people will think I'm ok.

I see you in my dreams and I forget what you really are.

I don't see you as someone who hurt me.

In my dreams you are pure

You are my friend

My rival

My courage

My lover?

In my dreams you are Sasuke just Sasuke.

Not the avenger

or killer

or traitor

On my dreams you are Sasuke just Sasuke.

The Sasuke who acknowledged me, the Sasuke who saw through the mask.

You were the only one that made me smile.

The only one who held me when I was alone and now more than ever my heart feels like a cold stone.

I love you with all I have.

I lived for your love and when you tried to kill me my heart broke in a million little pieces.

I thought you loved me too, but I was wrong.

Was I really nothing to you?

Now my life has no meaning I live so I can sleep.

Because when I sleep I dream of you.

Me I'm nothing .I'm nothing without you.

I'm so stupid to think you cared

Now I go on living my life when I feel like a zombie in the night.

I do the thinks that need to be done and my heart feels like ice.

I decided to go away and forget about you and how much I care.

I doubt my love.

If I loved you more than maybe you would stay .My love is useless I'm not good at anything, all I am is a demon.

I remember your eyes when you left so cold .so distant. Every time I think of your eyes that day I can't help but die a little inside.

Every day I train to become stronger than you and the stronger I get the more I brake.

Some time I close my eyes and pretend you are here. When I'm pretending you are there I feel so happy so free .I can feel your gentile touch, your stupid little stuck up smirk. I hug my knees closer hoping it was you hugging me.

I asked Jirayia what would happen if I was ever to bring you back.

He said they will execute you. He said that you will die because you are a missing ninja.

I don't wish to live anymore knowing that you are gone from me.

Knowing that I will never be able to see that stupid smirk on your face or those black beautiful eyes I love so much or never being able to fight with you again.

I would give all I have just to hear you call me dope one more time.

Sorry Sasuke but I'm gone I'm broken and I can't do on leaving anymore.

I will kill myself and rid the world of a worthless demon.

I now you don't care but please forgive me.

LOVE UZAMAKI NARUTO

It was a beautiful morning and Jirayia decided to get up early so he could work on his new Icha Icha paradise volume.

He looked at the empty sleeping bag beside him and assumed that Naruto got up early to train again.

The sannin knew how hard Sasukes betrayal was on Naruto ho Jirayia decided to give the blond some space.

Bo noon Jirayia was getting worried so he let his work in search of the blond shinobi.

It didn't take long for the legendary ninja to notice the dried crispy blood sating the trees red.

When he got to the training ground he had to stop himself from throwing up at the sight that lay before him.

There in the green forest floor surrounded by a puddle of his own blood laid Naruto. Jirayia went to check if the blonde had a pulse but to his unfortunate luck there wasn't one . It was so hard to believe that the loud mouthed blonde had taken his one life.

Naruto had used Renesenigan to blow his heart to a million pieces .

Jirayia carried the little body that was Naruto and almost didn't see the blood splattered later with the word Sasuke on it.

So the legendary sannin picked up the letter and for the first time in a long time lat the tears run freely down his face.

Naruto and Sasuke so much like him and Orichimaru.

Rivals ,friends , lovers but unlike him Naruto couldn't take the pain and broke .