Fallen angel part 2
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or Sasuke or any anther character that may come up on
this.
Warning: THIS IS YAOI AND A DEATH FIC PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THIS OFENDS U
Sasuke had spent all day training with Orochimaru and just arrived at his apartment.
He was so tired he could barely move but still Sasuke dragged himself to the fridge so he could eat something. The avenger took out some vegetables and forced himself to eat.
He tried swallowing the tasteless food.
He knew he should eat something so he can have strength to train tomorrow but food was not something he could eat right now.
Not today.
Not when all he could do was throw up.
So instead the broken avenger threw the untouched food in the trashcan and decided to have a shower.
He slowly entered the small bathroom, slowly striping off his sweaty shirt and white shorts throwing them into the cold tiled floor and got into the shower.
Today was just like every anther day for The Uchiha .He would wake up . Get dressed. Have a glass of milk ( a growing boy needs his calcium) and fruit for breakfast.
Go train with the snake. Came home eat something. Get a shower than go to sleep.
Today was just like every anther day accept of what Orichimaru gave him after training.
As the warm water fell down his back Sasuke thought about the moment he found out.
(Flashback) Sasuke P.O.V
"Sasuke kun "the snake called my name.
"What is it?" I try to make this short the snake makes my skin crawl.
"Jirayia came and paid me a little visit "
How does this concern me? I wondered, what caused Jirayia to face the snake. Even though I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach that I was better off not knowing.
"Well he came bye to deliver a letter to you." Orichimaru thru me an orange envelope and disappeared in a puff of smoke. Much like my old sense Kakashi used to do.
I read the letter.
I do not care.
Why should I?
So the dope is dead?
Why should this consider me?
But I was surprised by it.
He said he was in love with me.
I don't love him.
This does not concern me.
I stopped caring when I left to train with Orichimaru.
I folded the paper. Placed it in my pocket and heeded for my apartment.
The dope loved me.
I was starting to feel nauseated and physically sick.
(End flashback)
(Normal P.O.V)
Sasuke shook his head to clear his thought and got out of the shower wrapping a towel around his waist.
The avenger slowly walked to his room, got to his closet, dressed into his pajamas and went to bed.
He tried to fall asleep but sleep wouldn't come.
The last Uchiha could not fall asleep because when he slept he dreamed of his blue eyed blonde angel.
Now that his angel had fallen there was no more light. Only darkness was left surrounding his fragile heart.
As he laid there in his bed tears rolled down his eyes. Sasuke realized that there would be no more dreams no more light.
No more dreams because his angel was gone.
(Three weeks later)
Dear Naruto a.k.a Dope
I know you will never get this because you are dead, but I have to write it.
I have to show you how I feel.
I'm afraid that if I don't write this I will go crazy.
Since I read your letter all I have been doing is pretending that I don't care about you.
The truth is that I hate you.
I hate you for writing that letter, I hate you for dying and I hate you for leaving me.
Most of all I hate you for loving me.
It has been tow weeks since you died and I can't go in knowing I that I'll never see you again. I haven't eaten or slept all I do train and when I'm training I pretend you are there sparing with me.
I close my eyes and try to think that the snake (Orichimaru) is you. I picture everything,
All the little details.
I imagine your soft beautiful face with the three symmetrical whisker like scars on each cheek. Than comes the beautiful blonde, wild hair that reminds me of sun shine and I wish that I can just get close enough to be able to run my fingers through it.
I imagine your muscles move like hard steel beneath fine silk.
Most of all I think of those eyes. The eyes that can make me drown on them for all entireties.
I wish I could take back time, I wish I could go back in time and have never left you at all.
But you are gone so all I want to do is cry myself to a restless death.
People say that you never now what you have until is gone and I felt so stupid for not knowing before.
When I acted like I hated you it was only because I was jealous of you.
You were an orphan just like me but unlike me you didn't even know your parents while I still remember the way my mom looked and how she talked and I remember how thy loved me you don't.
You didn't have a family ever.
Than there is the village they look at me like I'm a king, the legendary Uchiha. They all love me but we r not that different.
Everyone hates you. I didn't now then why but later I found out it was because of the Kuyubi.
Still you always smiled and loved everyone.
Even the people that hated you and abused you. You still cared.
But my jealousy soon turned into friendship and friendship turned into admiration and admiration soon turned into love.
Every time I deny it I lie to myself. Even if I lie to the whole world, I can't lie to myself. Every night as I lay here, on this cold I dream of you and me.
These dreams are what kept me alive.
I dream of us holding hands while walking in the forest. I dream of us sharing strawberry ice cream and sometime, if I'm lucky I dream of holding you in my arms as you sleep. In these dream I can see you peaceful face and that soft real smile graces your lips.
I love you so much it hurts to breathe.
I'm not gay. I never looked at boys before. I never looked at girls either. You. Only you. You are the only one I will ever love. Not Sakura. No one.
Wait for me.
Wait for me my love I will come. A soon as I can I promise I will come.
Please, please forgive me.
I will love you forever
Sasuke
Sasuke was found under a Sakura tree dead.
Orichimaru found him holding Naruto's letter in one hand and on the other the kunai that
pierced his heart.
There under the sakura tree lay the avenger with a puddle of blood surrounding him and lost love.
He was berried beside Naruto and the shared one grave stone, on it this words were incurved:
HERE LIES UZAMAKI NARUTO AND UCHIHA SASUKE.
ENEMIES, RIVALS, FRIENDS,
AND FIANLY LOVERS
(the end)
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