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Chapter12 back to the federal era

The next morning kagome got up early; she wanted to talk with her mom before she left.

Kagome walked into the kitchen and found no one there except inuyasha.

'Great now inuyasha is going to ask me all this questions' kagomes prediction was right, inuyasha seen her and immediately stood up.

Kagome smiled, inuyasha said "kagome what the hell is going on between you and sesshomaru" he really didn't want to know but his instincts told him it was best to know.

Kagome frowned "I don't know really"

inuyasha gaped at her "what do you mean you don't know"

kagome blushed "I don't know" kagome repeated.

Inuyasha walked up to kagome and said "well then if nothings going on between you and sesshomaru then I can do this"

inuyasha pulled kagome in with his arm around her waste and kissed her senseless. Kagome gasped, she couldn't get away.

'Why inuyasha, why didn't you do this before I was taken' kagome said tears welling up in her eyes. Inuyasha sinced the tears but ignored them.

Sesshomaru had woken up to kagome being gone, he got up and went down stairs, but stopped to see a sight before him, kagomes wings were spread wide and inuyasha was kissing her.

He felt his blood boil; he walked down pretending if he didn't see anything.

He seen kagome trying to get away, so he walked up behind the hanyou and said in a icy voice

"hanyou what do you think your doing?"

Inuyasha turned around and sneered

"Kagome said there was nothing going on between you and her so I decided to get your stinking scent off her"

Kagome looked at sesshomaru who had fire in his eyes, she felt his aura spike and his eyes turn a little red,

'It looks like it's my turn to speak'

Kagome pushed inuyasha off her and said "inuyasha, why didn't you tell me you loved me before?" kagome looked at him with tears welling up in her eyes.

Inuyasha's ears fell flat against his head, "I was going to after you came back from the springs, but then I heard you scream, I came running and there sesshomaru was taking you from me, I tried everything to get you back, now that I have you I am not going to give you up again"

Kagome looked at him "inuyasha…" this time the tears started to roll; she turned away while she rubbed the tears away, and trying to gain control.

Kagome then felt a huge mass on her; she looked up to see sesshomaru. (Inuyasha had left right after she started to cry)

Kagome turned around and put her head in his chest.

Sesshomaru said, caressing her ear, "kagome who do you really love?"

Kagome stopped crying.

'Who did she love inuyasha was good, but we go head to head all the time, where sesshomaru and me have gentle talks, and he always gets me aroused some how' kagome looked in sesshomaru's golden eyes,

"I don't know" kagome mumbled.

Sesshomaru immediately let her go. Kagome spun around to find her self all alone.

Sesshomaru walked out the door towards the slumped shape of inuyasha, sesshomaru said harshly "do you really love her inuyasha, are you sure that you want to be with her"

inuyasha didn't look up all he said was "yes she is the one"

sesshomaru almost let out a disgraceful growl, of course he held it in.

Inuyasha then said surprising sesshomaru, even though he didn't show it, "kagome loves you I can tell, kagome has always been there for me when I needed her even though I didn't want her help, she staid by my side even when I said bad things to her, she staid, I became happy with her, even though I didn't show it I loved her very much, I don't know what would happen if I lost her, of course I have to give her up since she loves you more than me" inuyasha looked up to sesshomaru with a tear stained face.

(A/N: I know inuyasha never cries but right now he cries)

Sesshomaru looked at his younger brother almost pitting him, almost, sesshomaru walked off with out a backwards glance at inuyasha.

Inuyasha wiped the tears away and stood up.

"I guess I will go now"

he was about to leave when he heard kagomes voice, he turned around to see kagome running towards him. Inuyasha looked away, he didn't want her to see him crying like this.

Kagome walked up to him and said "inuyasha…sesshomaru told me what you said, your right I do love sesshomaru, and I will never love you the way I used to love you, but deep down I still love you very much, I will never leave your side" she paused "or your heart, inuyasha… you are very special"

kagome wiped some wild tears that were falling along her face.

Inuyasha turned around, only to find kagomes elegant lips on his, he sunk down in the kiss, she pulled away and said "I really hope you can forgive me inuyasha" she said smiling a little.

Inuyasha nodded. They went in the house together.

It was mid day when they went back to the well. Kagome was talking to sesshomaru in a whisper while inuyasha was ahead of them.

Kagome whispered to sesshomaru "you think that I should have been nicer and told him that I loved you but I loved him to?"

Sesshomaru smirked "no you did well"

Inuyasha jumped in first, sesshomaru picked up kagome and jumped in the well together.