her will

Keade opened the envelope slowly willing not to rip anything. then she bagan to read aloud.

dear friends and family,

you have been good to me and i thank you for that. you have backed me up all the way and now i shall back you up. you may ask how are you going to do that but i

tell yu i'll always be there for you when you need me. i know that i'm dead and possibly in a grave right now. i know you all will probably cry at this next remark but

i wrote this on the day of january 8th. i know that it is not to far from this. my miko powers have told me i shall die soon. i wish for you to know that i am happier.

i knew this all would happen and i know inuyasha is under a spell put by me and that i killed myself. i knew this before keade told me this, before our fight with naraku,

before sango was kidnapped. i tell you this now, i committed suiside for my and inuyasha's good and will be back in some way. i'm leaving you in the capable hands of

kaya. she will ook after inuyasha as i did and kikyo before me. you must bury me like kikyo was burried. with the whole shikon no tama in hands and my incarnations

dead. i'm crying as i this write because i know you are. i know the thought of me not being there is unbearable but you will have to live without me and with kaya. i am

speaking jibberish now but it will all make sence once i'm creamated and kaya has come. now enough with your tasks let's get down to business and distrubte my stuff.

keade: my medical supplies and my bow and arrows

sango: my clothes

miroku: my advice: don't grope sango

shippo: my blanket

mama: my thanks

hojo: all his unused gifts

sota: my money

grandpa: an that stupid hand thing

inuyasha: everything else

i love and am going to miss you all. sango take my shikon shards and go tell my family everything. my entire life. everything they don't know. and inuyasha when you

wake i love you with all my heart my love. now i must depart. and i tell you im with you but you just don't see me. you all have given m;e all i could ask for.

kagome higrasi

When keade looks up into all thier hurt and pained eyes she herself begins to cry. " why didn't she tell anyone?" keade askes herself but she knows the anwser. the

fire burns to little more than a spark. it shows kagome's face as she is being creamated. why did she see that? she asked herself but when she looks in the fire agian she

sees another picture. she sees kagome wandering around. why is she seeing these? is kagome trying to tell her something? keade was very confused. what did those

pictures mean? once agian she looked at the fire and saw some wierd girl walking around with the group.she looked at the fire one last time and saw kagome with all of

them agian. what was that final vision about? why was she seeing all this in fire? then suddenly the fire blew out and all her hope went with it.

finally sango got up and went to run all of her emotions off. she hadn't run that ;hard since kohaku died. she ran her fastest she couldn't deal with the pain when she

passed the hot springs that she and kagome had bathed just one week ago. how was she going to tell kagome's family? how would they take it? would they even believe

her? i mean they probably had never heard of her. oh dear god how am i going to do this asked sango. as she passed koga's den he caught wind of her and asked why she

was there. and why she was running so fast. she just noticed koga was having a hard time keeping up with her. (just in case yall don't remember this koga is really fast

she explained everything to him.

" why i'm gonna kill that mangy mutt when he wakes up" said koga " and i saved him"

sango soon couldn't even talk to koga anymore and she picked up some more speed. when she stopped she noticed whe was in the ocean. time to go back i guess. then

she swam back, lay on the bank, and cried her eyes out. she wasn't gonna be able to live without kagome there. she didn't have anymore will to live other than miroku. (who

she recently dreamt of losing her chastity to) she dragged herself up and prepared for the long 10 day walk back. over this long journey she would be able to cry all of her

emotions out. she had time to think about how they were going to ger the rest of the the jewel and kill kikyo. on the fifth day she saw a ghostly figure walking towards her. when i t began to take shape the phantom looked like kagome

" kagome?" asked sango

" yeah it's me sango" replied kagome

" what are you doing here arn't you suppost to be in heaven?" asked sango

" i chose to stay in a purgitory" answered kagome " sango i can't bear to see you like this. please stop crying. your tearing me apart. i can only let you see me a limited

amount of times. so please don't make me come back for the same reason." said kagome then the withered away.

"DON'T GO" yelled sango

then she saw a piece of paper where kagome had just stood

dear sango

please remember i've only left you in body not in spirit. i'll always be with you. fearing all your fears, endouring all your pain, and relishing in all

your joy. sango please don't do anything irrational.

sango ran agian she couldn't hold it back. she had tears running down her face.first she riavled inuyasha's speed, then koga's, and finally the wind's. she was rnning like she

had never ran before. what should have taken her days took her minutes. when she reached the outskirts of keade's village she slowed down. she jogged keade's hut

" i'm going to kagome's house" yelled sango as she grabbed the jewel shards and ran outside before anyone could stop her. she jogged to the well and jumped in. suddenly

blue lights surrounded sango but, as suddenly as they appeared they disappeared. when she looked up she didn't see the beauitful feudal era sky but rather an old well

house roof. when she jumped out of the well and went outside she saw somthing she had never seen before. there were big things floating in the sky and wierd things on

wheels on the ground.she looked up and saw some really big silver buildings. wow. now which one of these was kagome's.

" hey; kagome i sure could use our help" said sango then suddenly a single piece of paper appeared on the ground. on it was an arrow pointing in the direction of a large

shrine. " thanks kagome" wispered sango and walked towards the shrine. she scalled the stairs and looked at the huge door knocker. ' higrasi' is what it read. " this must

be the place sango thought as she pounded the massive knocker.

(A/N ok yall so i wrote this once and accidentaly turned the computer off without saving it, so i'm gonna try it agian. anywho i'm expecting alot of reviewes. okay? good read

and review ( or else i don't post) morals: the dead are never gone for good, don't run blindly on a narrow island.)