Here at All

I'd rather just not care
then try to act like I do.
I'd rather stay alone forever
then stand and talk to you.

There's nothing wrong with how I look.
There aren't secrets that I hide.
What do I look like, a murderer?
All I keep are emotions inside.

I'm all that I am.
About that, there's nothing to be done.
If you don't like it, walk away.
This was never my idea of fun.

You're company leaves me breathless.
But it's silence of the wrong kind.
I can't let you ruin my life.
I need to close my mind.

I never needed to pretend.
You weren't anything to me at all.
You were never close to me.
You will take the fall.

I'll tell it out as I see.
There is no reason the lie:
I never wanted you here at all.
You will never see me cry.

Raventhedarkgoddess: Well, that one's pretty bad......I'm not sure who's P.O.V........