Souless

You used to think for hours,
about things you couldn't see.
But there, in the back of your mind,
always there, me.

You trusted, you loved.
I couldn't do wrong.
What do you do,
now dead and gone?

I belived,
you'd open doors.
Now outside the window,
dark rain pours.

Sitting alone,
others glance.
I'm broken,
no more fighting stance.

What's to be said?
I died with you.
Now my spirit, gone,
killed you.

I lost you,
my own dark hand.
My father,
mind now a cursed land.

So I sit here,
coldest night.
Praying, watching,
never again alright.

Reality is cold,
I live on.
Not much longer,
now that you're gone.

No more understanding
no more life.
I'll be gone,
at the end of tonight.

My soul is with you,
my heart you froze.
I'm always with you,
my mind just goes.

Raventhedarkgoddess: Raven poem yet again.