Split
Contridicting
desires.
Right or wrong?
My mind or my heart?
My sad,
depressed song.
To go with my mind,
safe, what I've always
known.
But to deal with my heart,
a new feild, different
zone.
My mind allows me to stay.
Keeps me cold, able to run
away.
My heart seems a new path,
hears a new voice, a new
day.
I could befriend you.
Let your happiness overide.
But
I can't change anyway.
Prevented from the inside.
Something
doesn't let me.
It could be my fault.
Routine can be
disaster
when all the monotony stops.
I've always wanted a
friend.
And that you'll someday be.
If all the hatred goes
away,
and somehow I become me.
Raventhedarkgoddess: Raven poem again. Those are just so much fun to write.