As I Stand On This Grave

Now that I'm here,
I wonder why.
I decide to remain broken.
It's easier than to cry.

Better to stand on your grave,
and not admit you're gone.
Than to confess and cry,
I need to stay strong.

I can't fall to peices.
Although I held you dear.
It's easier than telling you.
That losing you I used to fear.

Not that you can hear me.
In that coffin where you lie.
It's easier to stay this way.
Than to want to, beside you, die.

So I leave with words.
Words remain unsaid.
It's better that they stay there, though.
Locked up inside my head.

And so I take one last look.
One last time to see:
The place where my angel lies.
With the heart that was me.

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