Tomorrow
Losing everything in one simple glance.
My heart cracks and bleeds as I try to live.
No one understands why I've lost what I had.
They don't see how little life has left to give.
And so I'm counting down to my own final moments.
It seems like my last attempt has failed.
I look away at the shards of myself.
I want to to take back the happiness I unveiled.
I try to find what is killing me so slowly.
For the sake of captivating it and locking it away.
But a million words do not heal the pain of the unforgiving.
And I cannot seem to find what to say.
I hate these painfilled, fruitless tears.
Its' not worth it for someone who can't cry.
I know I should try to life my life,
But the voices in my head keep whispering 'Die.'
I'd rather give up my pathetic existence.
Then go through forever in painful lack.
I can't keep on living and trying to fly.
Nothing is going to ever make me go back.
So I'll just lie here next to you now.
And let my last sight of this world be your smile.
You whisper that you're sorry now.
But I just shake my head in my sad, silent denial.
I answer that I love you and am sorry as well.
And I look into your eyes of hate and sorrow.
And I say a silent prayer for your well-being.
Because I'll be among hell's angels tomorrow.
Raventhedarkgoddess: Okay, that was crappy, that's what I get for being sleepy and sugar-high... Yes, I wrote that when I was sugar-high, of all stupid things. Anyway, the POV should be pretty obvious, reviews welcome.