Nothing Gained
Some say tears reflect as an ocean's blue.
Others say that they're nothing but water, clear.
I just say that my tears are of pain.
As I lay alone and wish you were here.
I don't understand this world anymore.
Looks like I was meant to be alone.
But for a second I thought I had something.
My own quiet place to call home.
I was doing all I could, living well.
But it's a living hell now, here.
You were all I ever really had.
I wish I could somehow disapper.
We lay you softly in a shallow grave.
And with that the shattered fragments of my heart.
Even though you said we be forever,
Now we're life and death apart.
Slowly stepping with my eyes on the ground,
Wishing I could run and never look back.
Forget you and the time we spent.
So to stop wishing I have back what I lack.
The world ends it's light and hope.
I still wallow here in what's left of numbed pain.
Life was our time and now it's gone.
And from it, I wish I had nothing to gain.
Raventhedarkgoddess: Summer's dulling my creative mind quite a bit, I see...