Chapter 36: His Sisters

February 11th, 1989. 07:36 AM.
(Head's Room. Koubuin Main House. Osaka.)
[Maya]

For Yohime-sama to have summoned me personally, I wonder what does she need of me? Maybe she's going to assign me as Yuuhi-sama's retainer? As calm as I want to be, I cannot stop sighing, clenching my hands or continue to throw glances at the doorway.

It is true me and Mana have come toe to toe in our efforts, even as TSF pilots, and that the possibility of both of us being assigned as her retainers was being considered, yet there is part of me that wishes to finally come out on top of her. We have just been accepted into the Royal Guard, and placed on the Security Forces no less. I honestly had my doubts, I thought they would most certainly test us first, even if we are part of the Shinpan I was sure we would need some years in service before being assigned as guardians of the main house. I do not negate that being entrusted with this duty fills me with a warm feeling, yet it feels surreal to have attained it so quickly.

A sound makes me tense up, making me stand in attention. The door opens and Yohime-sama along the Grand Chamberlain enter the room. I stand up and give them a bow.

"Good morning, Yohime-sama, Grand Chamberlain."

"Good morning, Maya. I thank you for coming to meet me in such a short notice. Please sit down." Yohime-sama says as she stops by my side.

I sit again as they go to their usual spot. Yohime-sama was wearing her usual long, cyan kimono decorated with white patterns of flowers. Her cascading lily hair done in her ponytail, she sat down and stared at me with that gentle smile she always has on her face.

"First, let me tell you that I have nothing but praise for your efforts in your trainings, Maya. The results you and Mana have achieved have left me and many others pleasantly astonished." It is rare for her to give honest praise so openly, even more considering she called for me alone to this meeting.

"Thank you, Yohime-sama. It is an honor to know I am up to par with your expectations."

"Haha, you're going far above them, my dear. Now that I have made that clear, let me tell you of the reason why I have summoned you." Her smile subdued, her amethyst eyes met mine unwavering as her gentle voice spoke slowly. "I have decided to entrust Mana with the duty of being Yuuhi's sole retainer."

I couldn't help to grip the edges of my dress and to gulp as the meaning of the words sank in. She surpassed me. What it is that I did wrong? What is it that I lack?

"It is a shame. May I ask what made you take such decision?"

"Well, Mana is more calm and kind. You take everything much more seriously than her, and she has a… certain trait that made me decide for her." Yohime-sama closed her eyes as she finished speaking, a troubled sigh escaping her lips.

"I see. Regardless, I shall continue to serve you as I have been doing so far." I bow again to them, they must be testing my resolve.

I cannot negate that I am upset. No, scratch that. I am most positively angry. What is this trait of hers that makes her a better fit than me? All of our results are similar, I have been sparring with her for as long as I can remember, I even developed my own twist on our lessons with the Mugen Kidou to be able to defeat her someday. And yet…

"Now, Maya. That isn't the sole reason I called for you today. I have a special mission for you." I look up, she was again staring at me gently. Her calmness, that sweet smile she always has, she isn't lying. She still has a special use for me? Maybe… being the Mitsurugi girl's retainer?

"What would that be, my liege?"

"There is someone else I wish you to take care of. You shall depart immediately as soon as this meeting is finished." I knew it. She's sending me to aid Raiden-sama. "You shall head to the Hiiragi district in Yokohama, to protect a certain someone for an undefined amount of time."

Huh? The Hiiragi district? Yokohama? Why is she sending me to a commoner's slum outside of our area of influence? Oh, I see. An undercover mission! Of course, I am more fit to be on the field than Mana.

"Understood. And who would this person be?" It must be a VIP to send someone of the Security Forces as its backup.

"You shall be this boy's retainer. I consider you to be the best fit for this situation, and I expect you to take good care of him." The Grand Chamberlain hands me a folder. As I opened it, I felt a frozen cascade fall on me, just as it did during my training with Daizaburou-sama back on that mountain.

…They're sending me to take care of a commoner's child? Me, a member of the Tsukuyomi family, one of the personal guardians of the Koubuin Household, sent to be the retainer of a peasant?!

Where did I fail? What caused this punishment to befall me? This stain… This humiliation… To be sent to be the nanny of a baseborn… What have I done to deserve this?

"You seem rather displeased, Maya. Is there a problem with the mission I have entrusted to you?" Yohime-sama looked at me with narrowed eyes, sharpening her amethysts at me. When? How? What did I do to upset you so, my liege?

"Yohime-sama, why am I being sent to be the retainer of this peasant? Am I not part of this House's Security Forces?"

"Because I believe you to be the most fit for this task. While he is a commoner, he's the son of a member of our ranks, so I wish you to take care of him." Even if one of his parents was inducted into the Guard… "You shall be there not as a member of the Guard, but passing as his caretaker. The rest of your briefing shall be available to you on the documents that will be given to you before you depart. That shall be all."

"Excuse me, Yohime-sama. What do you mean I won't be sent as a member of the Guard?" It cannot mean what I think it means…

"That you will not go dressed with your uniform and won't take it with you, and obviously you won't have your katana with you. You shall pass as a commoner while you're there."

…Am I being kicked out of the Guard? Sent to mingle with commoners? This is… Father said me and Mana could coexist, that we could work together, and the same for Shion and Mion. And yet… Maybe they'll contact me with the real mission once I'm there? Please tell me it is so.

"I see. I acknowledge my mission, Yohime-sama. Is there any goal I have to achieve while I'm there?"

"No, your sole objective is to take care of that boy. Nothing more, you shall go meet the Captain of the guardians here, he'll give you the rest of the details. That will be all." She signals to the door. I stand up and give her one deep bow, probably the last I'll ever give her.

It seems like I have been discarded. As painful as it is, all I can do is follow my orders. I can only pray that Shion manages to triumph where I have failed. I slowly leave the room with heavy steps, I cannot lift my gaze from the ground. Shining rays seep from outside, contrasting with my shadow full of gloom. What have I done to deserve this? Where did I fail? Why?

"Oh, you look most certainly down my cousin." Mana was coming towards the room I had just left, bearing her usual small smile. My fists clenched at the sight of her, I couldn't help but to look away. No, do not snap. The blame lays solely on me.

"Good morning, Mana. If you'll excuse me, I am busy right now."

"Hm? What is it? You look troubled, are you sure you're fine?"

I stop after a few steps, this may be the last time we will ever talk with each other as equals. For as much as I resent that she was the chosen one, I cannot negate that our rivalry is what made me who I am, what made me search for another path in the way of the sword. Even if all of it was pointless…

"Mana, allow me to speak frankly with you for just a moment." She opens her eyes wide, clearly surprised at my tone. "All of our bouts have been nothing but a pleasure to me. It was an honor to be able to spar with you all these years. I thank you from the bottom of my heart." I bow to her, which makes her flinch.

"M-Maya, what's the meaning of this? Why are you-" I face her again, unable to pronounce the words I wish to say, as a tickling sensation makes its way to the back of my head.

"I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors from now on. Now then, I must leave. Farewell, Mana." I take one last look at her in the eye and resume my way. I did not stop when she called out to me, for I have no more words to give her. You shall get your answers in mere moments.

'You have bested me. Congratulations.' As foolish as it is, I couldn't bring myself to say those words. My lips refused to part, and a pair of shadowy hands kept me in place.

Is this truly how it ends? All my efforts… just to be sent to take care of a commoner?

Same Day. 07:44 PM.
(Hiiragi District.)

I make my way to the house I was told he lived in. If he's alone, why wasn't he sent to an orphanage? Why am I being sent to him, instead of placing another commoner to be his caretaker? No, why is Yohime-sama concerned with the well-being of this baseborn peasant?

Am I a fool for holding onto the hope that this is all just a cover, a smokescreen to avoid a leak of intel? This ungraceful dress I have been forced to wear, this coarse crimson cloth shouldn't even be considered a dress. This morning I wore our red uniform proudly and yet now… I arranged my hair on two bums, instead of leaving it free as I always did, and picked a different pair of glasses. I brought just the minimal necessities, despite being told that I should take anything I wanted with me. It truly felt as if I was being kicked out.

Let's see… This should be the place. All of its lights are out, I wonder if the little one is asleep? Is there anyone taking care of him at the moment? I ring the doorbell and wait, yet the minutes pass and no one answers, no matter how many more times I press the button and hear the noise.

…Did I came to the wrong house? I didn't take a wrong turn, did I?

"Excuse me, miss." A rather energetic voice addressed me.

Looking to my right I saw a small, slender woman with vibrant red hair at shoulder length, dressed in a crude cream colored blouse and orange worn down pants.

"What is it?" She doesn't seem to mind my stare and approaches me slowly.

"Do you have any business with the Shirogane?"

"Yes, I do. Who would you be?"

"Hello, I'm Haruna Kagami. I was good friends with the Shirogane when they were here, I still have the number of Kageyuki-san with me if you had any business with him." The woman spoke amicably and without a grain of respect. Do all peasants speak in such a crude way?

"Forgive me, but I do not have any business with him. I am Maya Tsukuyomi, I have been sent here as the caretaker of Takeru Shirogane. Do you know if he's here?"

"Oh! So that's what it was!" The woman clasped her hands together, drawing a huge smile for some reason. "If you're looking for Takeru-chan, he's in my house right now. Since his mother passed away last week, I've been taking care of him, thought it's hard to do so alone." She sighed and looked worn down for a second, but quickly recovered a bright smile. What a weird fellow.

So his mother died… And why am I being sent to take care of him then? Just send him to an orphanage, why do I have to waste my time here? No, focus Maya. This may be some sort of test.

"I see. Allow me to take this burden from you, I shall be taking custody of him from now on."

"Custody?" Kagami-san made a complex face, narrowing her eyes at me. "Hey, I don't know who you are or where you're from, but you better take good care of Takeru-chan!" She raised a finger at me. The gall… How dare she speak to me like that? A mere commoner telling me what to do? And so rudely too? Where are her manners?

"Kagami-san, please refrain from hurling words that could be misunderstood. I am his caretaker and I will be keeping watch over him. I do thank you for looking after him." I give her a small bow, which seems to ease her temper a bit. "Let us waste no more time. Can you bring him here?" The less time I spend talking with her, the better. It's enough that I will have to endure living with this child.

"Hmm… Why don't you just come on in? We were about to have dinner, and I don't think there's anything on the fridge on their house. If we're to be neighbors let's start with the right foot. It's a pleasure to meet you, but you better not hurt Takeru-chan, you hear me?" She briefly narrowed her eyes at me, trying to intimidate me with the small embers that came out from her orange eyes. Sigh… What have I done to deserve this?

I nod at her, choosing to remain silent. She shows me to her house, it's nothing more than a simple construction based on the American's houses painted in white. The inside of the house was painted in light green, with only the minimal furniture on it. Some simple sofas and a small rack with books on what should be the living room, further in there was a small square shaped table with four small chairs lined up on each side of it, and nearby there was the kitchen with nothing out of the ordinary about it. A 14" inch TV was placed on a small wooden rack near the table, it was tuned to a news channel where they were badmouthing the Royal Guard once more. So she's that kind of person…

"Hm? Oh, is something the matter?" The woman asked me, as I noticed a single hair of hers twirl somehow.

"No, nothing. I was merely focusing on the news." I look away from the screen, setting foot into the dining room.

"I'll go call the kids, please wait a while." She goes up the stair and I can hear some shouting above. She said kids, so I suppose she must have a little one too. Well, it doesn't matter to me anyways.

A few moments later, Kagami-san comes back with two small shapes hidden behind her.

"Come on, don't be shy! Why don't you introduce yourselves?" The woman patted their backs, and after looking at her they came out towards me.

"H-Hello, I'm Sumika Kagami, miss." Her daughter seems to have learned some manners.

She was wearing a matching attire with the same colors as her mother's, though she has longer hair and it's tied with a yellow ribbon. She seemed to be scared of me as she fidgeted in place. The other one however stared at me firmly, with a look that mixed anxiety and expectation. He has his hair at shoulder length, just like in the picture of his profile. He's wearing a black sweater and blue pants, as he looks at me directly he takes a single step forward.

"I'm Takeru, who are you?"

I cannot… How rude can a person be? You're telling me the person that raised this boy is now working on the Royal Guard? This is… Sigh, how immature of me, to get so worked up at a child.

"I'm Maya Tsukuyomi, your new caretaker. We will be living together from now on."

"Caretaker? What's that?" He looked at me with a confused expression.

"It means I'm tasked with your well-being, think of me as another relative of yours."

"You speak weird." Ugh, to have to endure such insolence. How dare he speak like that to an adult?

"Takeru-chan, this lady came from far away to be with you, you know?" Kagami-san crouched near him, patting his head. "You have to be good with her, yes?"

"I know." He pouts at her, rising both of his hands that were clenched into little fists.

"Now, don't get upset. You have to thank her for coming to be with you. I'll start serving dinner, so you talk with her a bit, yes?" He gives a nod and Kagami-san sends me a smile. She then goes to the kitchen.

Now, how should I approach the boy? He seems to be really rude, so I may have to reeducate him in many areas. I was told I also had to supervise his homework, so hopefully he-

"Um…" The boy came to my side and tugged at my dress.

"What is it?" He looks down for a second, but then looks up once more

"Where did you come from?" I doubt he knows what the Regent Houses are at his age. Hmm…

"I was employed in a similar place to where your father is working now. I was then tasked with taking care of you, for an undefined amount of time." The boy made another conflicted face.

"So, you were working with Dad? Is he coming home too?"

"No, I was in a similar place. I have never met your father, so I do not know whether he'll return or not." He looks down again, I suppose he must want to know of his whereabouts, but I cannot tell him that his father might not be able to come see him more than a few times a year, if at all.

"And for how long you'll stay?" Again he stares at me as his lips tremble a bit.

"I told you that I'll be with you for an undefined amount of time."

"Undefined?"

"Sigh… It means that I'll stay with you until further notice."

"So you won't leave?" His eyes shone a bit, looking at me expectantly.

"Not for the time being. I shall be keeping watch over you, so I expect you to behave accordingly." He pouted at my last words.

"You speak weird." I will have to change this rudeness of his.

"Shirogane, I would like you to address me with the proper respect. Surely you were taught how to speak to an adult?"

"Takeru." He said, rather angrily.

"Hm? What is it?"

"My name is Takeru. Don't call me Shirogane, I'm Takeru." Sigh… A kid being a kid, what did I even expect?

"Fine. Takeru, do you promise to behave correctly?"

"…Yes." He didn't sound honest and he broke eye contact.

"I'll have you know that Takeru-chan is quite the troublemaker. He's always doing something, can't keep himself quiet for a second!" Kagami-san says as she severs the dinner, some rice, miso soup and some simple vegetables with fish as a side dish. All synthetic obviously. So he's a troublemaker, my luck couldn't be worse.

Dinner was surprisingly not bad, though Kagami-san kept making up random arguments about the food's origins and some of the news that appeared on TV. I should be patrolling our residence, not being stuck here with this peasants. I finish my dinner and prepared myself to leave.

"Well, thank you for your hospitality. I shall not burden you anymore. Takeru, let us go home." He tensed up as he looked at the little girl. She was holding his hands quite tightly.

"Don't worry Sumika, we'll see each other tomorrow and go play at the park!"

"…Really?"

"Yeah!"

They seem to be close, even if he lived here for a bit more than two months. We go towards the door, he says his goodbyes after giving a hug to Sumika, and then comes towards me. I give a court nod at Kagami-san and we leave.

As we entered his house and flickered the switch on, I found a similar state to the other one. A small table with four chairs, a small TV by the wall, a small normal kitchen. So this will be my home for… for how long? Until when do I have to stay on this shack?

"Um…" The boy pulled my sleeve, looking at me worriedly.

"What is it?"

"Um… You seem sad. Are you okay?" Sad? I suppose he's more perceptive than I thought, or was I being too obvious?

"I am fine. Now then, Takeru. I was told there was a small spare room here."

"Oh, the one in the back. That's where Uncle Koetsu stayed." He points towards the hallway beyond the stairs. After following him, I find a really small room with a futon and a small wardrobe. Well, simple is best as they say.

"Takeru, where is your room?"

"Mine is up, the one by the window. I always talk with Sumika there before going to sleep." He gives me a small smile.

"Hm… I see. Well, I suppose you should head to bed, we'll check everything tomorrow." I turn around but he tugs at my sleeves again.

"Um… Can I call you Maya-nee? I always wanted to have a brother or a sister." He says as he looks at me, again with a weird glow in his eyes.

"No, you shall call me Tsukuyomi. I am not your sister."

"But you said you were like family before." He seems a bit upset as he slightly puffs his cheeks.

"No is no. You shall call me Tsukuyomi. It would be troublesome for me if people thought we were related. Now, be a good boy and go to sleep." Honestly, how rude can he be? Are all peasants like this?

He lets go of my sleeve rather dejectedly and without another word he goes towards the stairs. Sigh… I was not ready for today. I awoke on my room on the Koubuin Household, being called by Yohime-sama to a private meeting. And I'll go to sleep on a common futon on a peasant's house, made into nothing more than the nanny of a baseborn.

I sit down as I leave my bags on top of the table and bring once hand to my forehead. Where did I go wrong? Why was I sent here? This year I turn eighteen but I'm still technically a minor, if not for the special permission I got I shouldn't even be able to be here taking care of him. I should be defending my liege, not this boy. I only hope he behaves accordingly and doesn't give me much trouble. Now, let's check what's in this house, I might need to buy some new things with the money I was given.

Around a week later. 05:37 PM.
(Street.)

"Maya-nee, don't pull me!" I was again holding his wrist and taking him home by force.

He insists on calling me that. People of the neighborhood already think I'm truly his sister, or a cousin at best. He's been nothing short of a bother. His grades are bad, his attitude is awful, he's always trying to run off to a nearby park. And he hasn't learned anything about poise or respect. I have tried to teach him how to properly address people, but my efforts are wasted on this boy.

"Maya-nee, why can't we go to the park?"

"Because you're behaving horribly. You got into another fight with that Gouda yesterday at school and you failed a test. You do not deserve to go to play, we shall be studying until you have to go to sleep."

"Eeh?! Don't be mean, I'm bad at math!"

He kept complaining until we reached his house. The only good trait he has is that he eats pretty much anything without complain, though I suppose peasants do not have much choice on what they eat. This synthetic food is truly disgusting, even if it is Rank C. Even if this is a rather nice part of the Hiiragi district, it's still a far cry from anything remotely decent. Add to this all the rude peasants and it becomes hell. I can't believe people here blame the nobility for everything, they blindly believe what the media says. Such insolence…

"Guh…" Takeru was groaning as he read a book.

Much to his displeasure, I had him practice all the things he got wrong, and put him to do all of his homework too. However…

"I don't get it! This is useless!"

"Takeru, history is not something I'd call useless."

"But it's boring." With such disrespectful peasants it is no wonder our nation is crumbling. I can't believe that most people here have a bad image of the Regent Houses and the Shogunate.

We're the ones that are taking care of you, providing for your needs. Yet, they speak like the Americans, saying that we should have 'more equality and freedom'. Pah! If you wish to have privileges you have to earn them. The Shogunate and the Royal Guard are the vanguard of the Empire in many areas. Trade, research, industry, militar security, all of it is thanks to the nobility. Only a few peasants have managed to reach the intellectual level of the nobles to be admitted into college according to Father. For how much longer will I have to stand this punishment? I wish to believe Yohime-sama is using this boy as an excuse to have me here without arising suspicions, to get a clear view of our people's hearts.

Takeru is slumped on the table, pouting. He's a waste of time. Nothing more than a waste of resources and effort. I cannot understand why I was sent to take care of him, I have received no words, at all. I got some funds deposited on a bank account, but nothing else.

I shouldn't be here… I didn't train for this… I can't help but frown, grabbing the knife tighter as a feeling like having ants crawling all over me made its way to me.

"Takeru, finish your homework."

"I don't wanna. This is boring, and I have until next Wednesday anyways."

"Takeru, that is an order. Finish your homework." I send a glare at him, making him rise from the table again, but he keeps staring at me.

"It's almost eight already. I did a lot today! I really did my best!"

"No, Takeru. That is the minimal effort that is expected of you, you should always be striving to be better. Becoming complacent just because you can solve what's put in front of you is something you must not do. You have to always try to be some steps ahead, especially when it comes to your education. And your grades are horrible, you need to start scoring better numbers or you'll regret it later." I spoke seriously to him, giving him honest advice.

"That's impossible! I can't do so much homework everyday!" However, my efforts are wasted as always.

"Regardless, you have to finish this today."

"…But I'm tired." He slumps into the table again.

"Sigh… Fine, do nothing if that's what you want." Why do I even try anymore?

…

"…Maya-nee, are you angry?" He comes to my side as I was cutting some onions.

"No, and I told you to not address me in such manner." It's humiliating enough to have to be here, I do not want people to keep assuming I'm a peasant.

"…But you said we were like family." Sigh… If only you had one praiseworthy quality, I could see some meaning behind this.

"Takeru, I am your caretaker. And while I am here to protect you, I am not your family. Now, if you won't continue with your homework, put everything in its proper place and wait for me to finish dinner." Looking to the ground, he goes and picks up his stuff and puts everything on his bag, and then goes his way back to his room.

I turn on the news, choosing a decent channel. It seems that there's a heated discussion on which TSF the IJA is going to buy next. The F-15 versus the F-16, huh. It is an obvious choice here, the F-15 is the better machine and is close combat ready. The journalists go on and on as they debate, passing over many topics in a very simplified manner.

Well… This is about done. To think that I would settle for something so simple… Anyways, I can only do my best. I'm sure Yohime-sama wouldn't leave someone like me here for too long.

Ring! Ring!

Hm? The phone? At this hour? Who could it be?

"Hello, Shirogane residence."

"Good evening, Maya. I hope everything is fine?"

"Y-Yohime-sama! Forgive the rude greeting!" S-She called me! Finally, my new orders! Can I return at long last? I can't keep my hands from grasping the receiver tightly and close to me as they shake a tiny bit.

"Do not be so alarmed, I have taken no offense. Now, Maya. Can you tell me how have you fared until now?"

I meticulously inform her of everything that has occurred in my time here. From the important details such as Takeru's awful performance in school and his usual routine, and my and Takeru's relation with the peasants, to the more mundane ones like the peasants opinions and customs, and the attitude of the boy towards my teaching efforts.

"I see. I thank you for your efforts, Maya. Please be more patient with the boy, I can sense you're displeased with him but do not let that get in the way of your work." She says with her kind, silky tone.

"Yes, Yohime-sama. However, allow me to ask you. Until when will I stay here? When will another caretaker be sent?"

"No other caretakers will be going there, Maya. Why do you ask this?" Her tone changed to an astonished one.

"I was referring to my stay here, my liege. When will I return to my post in the Royal Guard?"

"Maya, you seem to be misunderstanding something. You won't be returning to the Guard."

…

Huh? I must… I must have heard that wrong.

"Excuse me, Yohime-sama. Did you just say I won't be returning to the Guard?"

"Yes, that is what I said. You're Takeru's caretaker. I won't send a replacement nor will I call you back." Her words left me apalled. I'm no longer… I'm no longer…

My shoulders dropped, the cold cascade again fell on me. Despite having my glasses on, my vision grew blurry. I parted my lips but no sound came out from them.

"Maya, I entrusted you this duty. I believe you're the most fitting person for this task, so please do not be so shocked." She said in a matter-of-fact way, almost… almost as if she were scolding me.

"…Why? Why have I been sent to be a peasant's caretaker? Was I not trained to be one of your guardians?" Please, tell me. If you give me a reason… If I failed to meet your expectations, then I'll surrender to my fate. But please…

"Maya, please be calm. You seem to have taken offense at this mission so allow me to tell you, you should not be ashamed of this, for it is a task I can only ask of you. Now, my time is running short. Do not worry about money, I will be sending you the same amount every month. Do take care of the boy. That shall be all. Goodbye, Maya."

…

She was clearly upset. I angered her. Something she can only ask of me? Something only a reject of the Guard could do? No other member of the Guard would disgrace its name with this task.

The dead tone resonated from the receiver and into me as I stood there in silence. After a few moments, I put it back and went to the table. Slumping into a chair, I buried my face between my arms, hitting the table with my chin. The ants again start crawling all over my back, I quiver in place trying to bite back the frustration.

I'm not even worth a confirmation. For someone of the Tsukuyomi family to be such a failure… They must want to erase my records, leave no trace of this unworthy student. All I'm good for is to be the nanny of a peasant. When? When did I make a miss?

…

Drawing a long breath I somehow calm myself. It could be worse. I could be dead. Or sent as a 'comfort corporal' to a base. All I have to do is deal with the boy. But, what about his father? Why hasn't he come to take care of him? Maybe the man… asked for me? Was I sent here as his next spouse? The idea made me clench my fists in anger.

…No, banish the thought out of your head. I'll never allow a peasant to lay a finger on me, much less the father of that crude boy. I'm not… I'm not…

"Maya-nee?" Looking to my left, I saw Takeru looking at me, eyes downwards and worry painted all across his face.

"S-Sorry. I was just resting my eyes. Dinner is ready, allow me to-"

"You're lying." He said glaring at me, slowly getting a bit closer.

"Takeru, it is rude to interrupt people when they're talking. Haven't I told you that?"

"You're crying. Are you hurt?" He didn't budge and remained looking at me with worry. He's right, however. For me to be so weak to shed tears… Maybe Yohime-sama saw this weakness of mine and that's why she sent me away? A blade that bends so easily cannot be trusted, perhaps.

"That is none of your concern. Come on, let's have dinner." I stand up and try to go to the kitchen, but Takeru stops me as he grabs my arm. "Takeru, let me go. I cannot serve us our food if you-"

"I do care." He says as he pulls my arm, clearly angry this time.

"What?"

"You said I didn't care, but I do. Why were you crying?" His tiny hands grasp my arm tightly. Sigh… Don't make this more difficult.

"As I said, you shouldn't worry about that. Let go off me, now."

He slowly lets go of my arm, but after that he hugged my waist, laying his head on my stomach. I try to release me from him, but she grabs my dress strongly, not wanting to let go

"Takeru, stop this foolishness at once. If you don't, I will have to hit you." You're usually a bother, but this is too much. All because of you… If you weren't here…

"Maya-nee, why are you sad?" He looks up at me, furrowing his brows. Why does he care? It's because of you that I'm…

"I am not. And for the last time, I am not your sister. Takeru, let go off me. Now." I push his face away, but he starts struggling.

"I won't let go until you tell me." His tiny hands tug at me with surprising vigor.

Why do I have to waste my time with you? Why won't you listen?! I always… I trained… I lived for… I didn't spend my whole life training… to end up as the servant of a coarse peasant!

"I told you to release me!" I raise my hand and slap his face away. He falls back with a loud thud, the sound making me conscious of what I just did.

I smacked him seriously. I hit a children. There was no reason for me to do so, I could have got him off me easily without resorting to violence. The ants again crawl on my back as I shudder.

I'm calm and composed all the time, I didn't knew I could… Yohime-sama must have seen through me, she must have noticed during my bouts with Mana how I bottled up my feelings, how someday they would release, and decided that I wasn't fit to be on the Guard.

If I snap so easily, and at a children no less, how could I ever protect Yuuhi-sama? Or anyone of the Koubuin family? I always thought it was my best trait, that I could remain cool regardless of the situation I was confronted with, and yet now… I truly am not fit to be on the Guard. I'm… When did I…

Takeru was rubbing his cheek on the floor. As I tried to take a step towards him, my throat dried up. He looked at me trembling as tears started to come out of his eyes. I tried to speak up, to move towards him, and yet my body didn't react to my commands. Until the noise pierced my ears.

"Oooh… Waaaaaaaaaaaah!"

He started crying, quite strongly at that. W-What do I do? How do I calm him down? A stinger struck on my heart, making my chest hurt. I go to his side and I place my hands on his shoulder, telling him to calm down. However no words seem to reach him.

All I was taught to do was to get results. I was trained in every thing a Royal Guard or a retainer might need to know. Dealing with sad children is not something I was taught, feelings were never part of the equation. I was not taught how to overcome this kind of situation. I learned how to aid others in case they were troubled, but it was related to my mission in the Guard. How to guide Yuuhi-sama, or the Mitsurugi girl, to her full potential, to support her from the shadows, and to be her consultant when she needed advice.

However, I was never taught to deal with a crying children. I can't just send him to sleep. I can't just tell him to stop crying, and there is no advice to give him. What… What can I do for him? Is this… the trait that I lack? Am I too cold to be a retainer?

"Takeru, please… forgive me. I didn't truly wish… to hurt you. Please don't cry."

"Oooh…. Waaaaaahh!" He remains on the ground, crying nonstop.

What can I tell him now? My mind searches pointlessly for words, my arms feel heavy all of a sudden. I wasn't trained for this. I… How can I calm him down? There isn't a surefire way to… Wait… Right before I hit him, he was…

I slowly sit by his side and wrap my hands around him, pulling him to me. He puts his tiny hands around my neck as he continues to sob. I never really gave a hug to anyone so I don't know if this is enough to calm him down, but I have no other idea right now. I'm such a failure… to release my frustration onto a child…

"Takeru, it's alright. Please don't cry, I won't hit you again. Please… forgive me."

"Maya-nee, are you going to leave too?" He didn't break our embrace, so I could hear his tattered voice right on my ear. I do not wish to cause him more pain, and I'm not going back it seems.

"No, I am not leaving anywhere."

"Liar." He sniffed, I patted his head and broke our hug, bringing him to face me.

"Takeru, I won't be-"

"You said you wanted to go somewhere on the phone." He looked at me, hands and eyes shaking.

…He was listening? I doubt he knows what the Royal Guard is but… He must have heard me complaining about him. He may have seen how apalled I was after the call. Is that why he approached me?

"See? You're leaving, right?" He clawed at my dress, and once more tears ran down his cheeks. I gulped as I closed my eyes. I have to give him some reassurance, I did enough wrongs today. I clear my throat and speak up in my usual, calm tone.

"Takeru, I am-"

"Is it because I'm bad? Do you hate me?" He kept staring at me worriedly as his voice seemed to break again.

"No, it's… Sigh… It is true that you leave much to be desired. But I-"

"Please don't leave!" His scream froze me mid speech, I couldn't look away from his pleading eyes as he cried, grabbing my dress. "I-I'll get better! I'll study more! So please don't leave!" His voice was muddied by the tears, his hands trembled on me. The stinger fell deeper, making my chest hurt more with every word he uttered.

I was careless to say I wanted to leave on the phone, but I never expected him to be listening. But what can I… D-Don't look at me like that.

"T-Takeru, I'm not going anywhere. So don't cry anymore." I pat his head, talking to him slowly. But his tears don't stop and he doesn't let go.

"Dad said the same. A-And he left too."

"Your father will come back."

"When?" A knot forms on my neck as his eyes stared right back at me. "See? He left too." His tears fall down unrestrained.

I have no idea where his father is. For all I know, he might really be dead. Then, what can I do? He doesn't seem to be listening.

"Takeru, I don't know where your father is, but I am not leaving."

"Liar! Mom said the same, Dad said the same. You're gonna leave me too! Ooh… Waaaaaaaah!"

I once more try to hug him, but his wailing doesn't stop. His trembling frame on my arms, how sad he sounds… How did I not notice this? How did I not see how sad he was?

During this week we spent together I wasn't truly looking at him. I'm sure there were signs in his behavior, signs I didn't pick up. No, the very first day… He asked me if I was going to leave him. And he insisted on treating me like his sister, he always did everything he could to go play with his friends. It was in plain sight, he didn't want to feel alone. And all I did… was push him away. And yet, he still worried about me after hearing me wanting to leave him, and then I harmed him. I… I truly am a failure if I couldn't see something so obvious, letting my frustration control me.

"Takeru, it's alright. I'm not leaving you." He looks at me, his eyes made a tempestuous ocean.

"R-Really? You promise?"

"Y-Yes, I promise. I won't go anywhere. So please, calm down."

He again hugs me, but his sobbing is now more calmer. I don't know how much time passed, I just remained hugging him, sitting on the ground, stroking his hair slowly in silence as the stinger drove itself into my heart. At some point I also had to start taking breaths to calm myself down.

"Takeru? Have you calmed down?" He nods. "Forgive me. I didn't… mean to hurt you. I am not used to… well, dealing with other's feelings."

"So you won't leave?" He breaks our hug and looks at me, his eyes reddened as the mark of my hand on his cheek.

"No, I will stay with you. C-Can you forgive me for hitting you? I swear I will never harm you again."

"Yes." He said between sobs, and then he moves back and rubs his eyes slowly.

"Well… Let me go warm our food. Please wait a moment."

He didn't speak up, not even when I served him his food. We ate in an awkward silence, since I'm now used to him always talking about something at the table. When he finished he took his plate to the sink, and then came to my side hesitantly.

"Um… Thanks for the food, Maya-nee."

"I-It is alright. It's my duty to take care of you." I never thought talking to a child could be so hard.

"Um… You really won't leave?" His eyes again locked on mine.

"No, I'm not leaving." He took a step forward, rising his tiny fists up and spoke up with a creaking voice.

"I… I'll get better. I'll really study more, and I won't fail any more tests! So… So please…"

"Takeru." He flinched when I addressed him with my usual tone as I tapped my glasses.

"Y-Yes?"

I shouldn't chase after dead ends. Yohime-sama was clear, I am not returning to the Guard. Even if I mend my mistakes, even if I grow from this experience, she may already have made her decision. So… If I am to remain here, I shall perform my orders to the best of my abilities. For a Tsukuyomi, failing like this is nothing short of a punishment in and of itself. However… I found a stain on me. And I do not like this side of myself I saw today.

So, my first step to overcome it is to help him honestly. I pat his head and return his stare. I am his retainer and guardian, regardless of who he is I have to try my best. And… baseborn or not, I was trained to protect my fellows, I won't keep dirtying the Tsukuyomi name with my inexcusable behavior.

"If you wish to get better, you can rely on me. I am here to take care of you, I am your guardian. So, forgive me for harming you today. Let us do our best together from tomorrow on." His eyes regain a bit of light as he nods.

"Yes, I'll do my best. So… Can I keep calling you Maya-nee?" His stare again changes to one of worry. I suppose… that trying to give him some emotional support is going to be my first real challenge.

"Yes, you can. I… will not object to you calling me that."

"R-Really?"

"Y-Yes, really. You can… refer to me as your sister, Takeru." He jumped at me, hugging me tightly again.

"T-Thanks, Maya-nee! I love you!" He may be a kid… But it's still embarrassing to hear him say that so honestly.

"A-Alright, it's fine already. Calm down, please?" He nodded and let go. "It's really late, so you go to sleep. I'll clean the plates. Even if tomorrow is Sunday, you shouldn't stay up late. So, don't cry anymore. I will remain with you."

"Yes, I won't cry. So you don't cry anymore, Maya-nee. A-And if you feel sad, just tell me. I'll give you lots of hugs when you feel bad." Hugs? Did his mother gave him hugs when he was sad? I… suppose physical contact does work as a form of reassurance.

"Takeru, why do you like hugs so much?"

He looks at me confused at first and then rather annoyed, and puffing his cheeks he answered something I did not expect him to say.

"Because that's how I can give you my love so that you can feel better." Wha… What did he just…

"L-Love? Takeru, why do you… No, who taught you of this?"

"Dad did." Ugh, what was the man even thinking?! "Dad told me that hugs give people the power of love, and that I should give hugs to the people I like to give them strength when they're sad." Huh? Strength? Was this his father's way of cheering him up?

"And you'll give me strength when I feel sad?" Such a childish idea. Though I suppose that for them their families and friends are all they have. But still…

"Yes, because I love you." He doesn't even know what he's saying, but even so I deserve no sign of affection from him. How can you show me kindness after I… "You're always talking with me, you always cook super good things for me, you help me with my homework and you're my sister! So I don't want to see you sad. A-And I will do my best in school too! So please smile, Maya-nee." Is he… praising me? Despite his shivering frame, he still looked at me with the same kind light his eyes had all these days.

"Smiling is… something I don't do. I do thank you for your compliments." It is nice to hear he isn't ungrateful. I suppose he was taught a good thing or two. Despite what I did to him… he still…

"But you never smile and you always look so sad. And after the call you were crying. Why? Did someone you like go away?" Go away? He did say that he didn't want me to leave him… Is he talking about death, perhaps? Did his mother cry in front of him before passing away?

"No, no one has left. But… Why do you ask that?"

"Because Mom cried a lot when Grandma left somewhere, and Dad cried a lot when Mom didn't come back from the hospital. They took me to this really weird place and there was a rock with Mom's name. Dad told me she went with Grandma." His tone changed and grew small, as it was clearly painful to him to say this things. I slowly stroke his hair for a brief moment.

"Takeru, do not worry. I was… merely shocked. It was a grave mistake on my part to have harmed you. Can you forgive me?"

"Yes. So… You really won't leave?"

"No, I will keep living with you here. Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere."

"And you're not sad or angry?" I give him a nod. I won't falter again, I will not let my temper hinder my judgment ever again. And I definitely won't harm you or let you cry again.

"I am not. Now, let's go to your room." I grab his hand and we go to the stairs together. He grabbed my hand very tightly and leaned on my arm. He refused to let go and asked me to stay by his side until he fell asleep. I remain by his side, softly stroking the cheek I hit him with the back of my hand.

I can't believe myself… Takeru, I'm sorry. I won't… I will do a better job in taking care of you. Regardless of my standing, I have a mistake to mend.

A Saturday around month later. 07:12 AM.
(Takeru's House.)

Breakfast is almost ready. The news drone on the same usual stuff with their anti-nobility propaganda. How do the common folk not get tired of these blatant operations?

"Takeru, breakfast is ready."

…

Why isn't he answering? I already woke him up. Sigh… Is he upset that I made him do so much homework yesterday? I go to his room and knock on the door, but he doesn't answer. I open it, and yet I'm met with an empty room showered by the light that comes from the window.

"Takeru? Is he asleep again?" I go towards his bed but… those are just his sheets and pillows tucked together.

I look inside his closet, under the bed. He's not here. W-Where did he go?!

…Did he run away? What am I… What will I do if anything happens to him?! I have to find him! No, deep breaths Maya. Maybe he went to the Kagami's house because he was bored.

As I go down the stairs, just before I went to grab the keys, I noticed the door to the backyard was slightly open. As I went towards it, I could hear something hitting the ground. Looking into the backyard from the opening, I saw Takeru holding a wooden sword, one that was too big for his tiny hands, trying to swing it very awkwardly.

"Takeru, what are you doing?" He flinches at my words, as he turns to look at me I see him tense up and his hands trembling a bit.

"N-Nothing. Just playing outside."

"And when did I allow you to do so?" I say, tapping my glasses. He looks down to the ground, as he speaks up in a low tone.

"…You didn't told me I couldn't go outside." Sigh… Takeru being Takeru. At least tell me you're going outside.

"So, you were playing with a sword?"

"Y-Yes." He averts his eyes, slightly moving the wooden blade to a side.

What am I gonna do with this kid? Imagine what he could do with this if he took it with him somewhere. I can see him attacking someone in one of his random fits of anger.

"Takeru, give me that sword. I do not know where you got it, but you have to give it back." He takes some steps backwards, hiding the blade behind him.

"No, it's mine." He says firmly, returning an angry glare.

"Takeru, do not lie. I know there is no such thing in this house, breakfast's ready too so hand that over to me now." Why, you're always causing trouble. I'll have to lock the backdoor too. I can't believe I made such a miss for so long. What would I do if you got hurt with that thing?

"I'm not lying, Dad left it for me!" He pouts at me, puffing his cheeks. His father?

"What are you saying? Did your father practice kendo?"

"Kendo?" His looks at me curiously as he tilts his head sideways. He doesn't even know what that is?

"I'm asking you whether your father knew how to use a sword."

"Oh! Yes, he did. He told me that Uncle Koetsu taught him when they were in school. He said that he thought that the samurai rangers were really awesome, and that's why he learned to use a sword." He says with a smile. Are this 'samurai rangers' the Royal Guard? So his father admired them, huh. I thought he would be like the rest here, who despise the nobility.

"So, you admire the samurais? Did your father also look up to them?"

"Yeah! He told me once that the blue ones are the smartest and strongest people in the Empire! And that the purple Grandpa is the one that takes care of all of us!" Did he just…

"Takeru, you can't call the Shogun a purple Grandpa. It is extremely rude and unproper to refer to our ruler in such a way." How did you get raised to end up like this? Going from admiring the Guard to badmouthing the Shogun… That's par for the course for you, I guess.

"But he looks like a Grandpa and is always dressed in purple…" I tap my glasses again, making him flinch.

"Takeru! I do not wish to hear you saying that again, understood?" He nods nervously twice. At least he listens sometimes now. "Anyways, breakfast is done. Let us go back inside." He looks at me fidgeting a bit.

"You won't take my sword away?" Sigh… Why did his father left him that blade anyways? Did he not think all the problems it could cause? I mean, I'm sure he knew his son better than me.

"No, I will not. Come on, let's go." I go up to him, grab his hand and take him inside again.

As I took him to the bathroom to wash his hands, I noticed his arms were full of bruises again. I didn't see those when he got back from school yesterday.

"Takeru, where did you get hurt like this?" He looks away pouting as he drops his wooden blade near a wall.

"…I was practicing and fell over."

"Why were you practicing with it? Do you want to learn to use a blade?" He looks at me as we enter the bathroom, eyes shining.

"…Maya-nee, do you think that I'll see Dad again if I'm good with a sword?"

"Why do think that?"

"Dad told me he was going to fight with the samurai rangers, and that only people that are reaaallyyyy good with a sword can go with them." So that's what he told him about his induction in the Royal Guard. "So if I'm good, do you think I'll be able to see Dad again?"

…The chances of him joining the Guard are nonexistent, with his bad attitude and average skills. Yet, who am I to crush his dream?

"Maybe, if you train enough. But just like with your homework, if you don't put in effort daily you won't truly excel at it."

He washes his hands, looking to be thinking about something. Hmm… Couldn't I use this to motivate him a little more? It's not like I lose anything by trying.

"Say Takeru, would you like me to train you?"

"Huh? Train?" He closes the water and looks at me confused.

"I could teach you how to use a blade properly. That way, you could get closer to seeing your father again."

"Really?!" He comes up to me, staring at me with stars in his eyes. It took some effort to speak up under his gaze.

"Yes, but only if you promise to be a good boy, do your history homework and reread your lessons everyday with me. What do you say?"

"Yes, I'll do it! Thank you, Maya-nee. I love you!" He jumps at me and hugs me tightly.

How many times have I told you to stop doing this? He seems to be truly happy… so I suppose I can let this go this time. I certainly didn't expect him to start showing his thankfulness in this way. I pat his head slowly as he looks up at me.

"Alright, you can release me now. We can start your training after we eat."

"Yes, I'll do my best!"

We went to the table and as usual he devoured everything in his plate. Now he looked honestly happy, unlike the first week were he was happy but also somewhat sad, and I didn't got a clue. I suppose I could try to teach him the basics of swordsmanship, but I should take it slowly. I do not think he could learn how to fight with the necessary skill, he's too rough, has not an ounce of grace on him, and with his temper I cannot see him being able to attain the mindset needed to truly master the sword. But it might do him good to learn what discipline is. And I prefer him when he smiles like this, even if it means more hugs.

"Thanks for the food." He says as he finishes and then leans back on his chair, eyes closed.

"It's good to see you never lose your appetite."

"Um… Maya-nee, you really will help me train?" He again stared at me with those glowy eyes again.

"Yes, I shall train you. But I expect you to be serious about it and to keep your promises. Are we clear?"

"Yes! Thank you, Maya-nee."

"Now, let's go to the backyard." He nodded in excitement as he followed behind me.

Though, it is a relief to have learned that his father saw the nobility with good eyes. I suppose they did check his background before inducting him. Takeru will eventually have to serve in the army too once he gets older if the situation doesn't improve, so this might be a nice chance to give him a head start.

A few hours later…

"Sei! Hya!" Takeru cried as he kept swinging the sword.

…I can't believe my eyes. He's… He's good. At first, he was truly rough, his movements were as unconnected as they could get, his footing was nonexistent, yet after seeing me move twice and heeding my advice… By the late afternoon, he's already following a pattern on his slashes, his steps now are somewhat coordinated, even if his overall stance is still rough. He learns fast but most importantly…

"Urya!"

He doesn't seem to want to stop. Determination is the core of everything, but it alone isn't enough. Yet… Seeing him right now, swinging that sword despite how tired he seems to be, I somehow think I might have lacked motivation when I started. However, as his guardian, I have to prevent him from overworking himself.

"Takeru, this is enough for today. You did very good for a first day." He smiles at me as he comes closer.

"Really? So, you'll keep training me?"

"I suppose. Will you start studying history seriously?" I tap my glasses, which is something that usually scares him, but this time he smiles widely at me, stars filling his eyes.

"Yes! I'll do it!" How odd, to see him so motivated. But it is good, I found his trigger.

"Then we have our deal. I shall train you, Takeru."

"Thanks, Maya-nee!" And again he hugs me. W-Well, if it makes him happy…

"Well, let's go back inside. You need a bath and I have to prepare dinner."

He nods and we return inside. It truly is surprising, he does have potential to be a decent swordsman. That alone is not enough to join the Guard, but I suppose that it's enough to keep him motivated. He has been doing an effort to study more so with this I'll round up all of his weak points. Fixing his manners does seem to be an impossible ordeal though. Sigh… If only he could show a tiny bit of respect… Well, he's still a kid. I'm sure he'll change once he matures.

Ring! Ring!

"Hello, Shirogane residence." I said as I picked up the receiver, but the voice who replied was one I certainly didn't expect.

"Maya, is that you?"

"M-Mana?! Why are you calling?!"

"Why are you so surprised? D-Did I call at a bad time?" She sounds concerned as she spoke in a hushed tone.

"No, it is fine. But why are you calling me?"

"Ahem… Well, Yohime-sama ordered me to call for you. She wishes you to return to the Main House tomorrow."

"…Huh? She wants me… back in Osaka?"

"Yes, that is what she said. I wasn't told of where you were or what you were doing, but I suppose it must be an important mission. I'll be waiting for you at the train station with a limo, just tell me at which hour you-"

"Mana, I'm… I wish to speak with Yohime-sama, if it's possible."

"Um… She's in a meeting right now. I was told to get confirmation from you, so will you call us back or-"

"I have a… report for Yohime-sama. I wish to tell her of this before I return." What am I saying? Why… do I feel the stinger on my heart again?

"Understood. I will inform her of it. And, you're alright I hope?" Always so kind. Now that I think about it, she might have been a better fit to be his retainer than me. No, that would have meant me staying with Yuuhi-sama. Sigh… She was better after all.

"I am fine, yes. How is Shion?"

"No changes. She's still beating Mion soundly and is still giving us quite many problems. You were the only one she ever listened to, so she's been very quick to show her anger as of late." That is nice to hear. Shion coming out clearly on top is a good sign, even if her temper is still giving her problems.

"Thanks for the data. Well, I shall be awaiting my call. Goodbye, Mana."

"Yes, goodbye." She hangs up and I rest the receiver down.

…Why did I refuse to go back? Because of Takeru? I mean… I just found a way to motivate him, he's showing decent results on his studies, and today's training was…

His crying face resurfaces within. The stinger picks at me, making me bite my lips.

I promised I wouldn't leave him alone. Despite how much I loathed being here, he taught me a valuable lesson and he has been doing an earnest effort to be better. And… I do not like it when he cries, and if I leave he will cry like that again. It is most foolish, I resented this from the very beginning and now that I have been given the chance to return to my old life…

No, all these days we've spent together left a mark in me. All that came before that should stay aside, for I must decide whether I wish to… to remain here with him. I mean, if I was called back to Osaka there are two different outcomes. One, she's calling for me to pick up my belongings and to never return, or she wants me back in the Guard.

But in the second, what will happen to Takeru? My trembling shoulders, my tense breathing… I let out a sigh as I drop my shoulders. Why do I feel a knot on my chest? Why can't I stop tightening my lips?

Deep breaths. I will worry about that when-

Ring! Ring!

Seems like now's the time.

"Hello?"

"Hello, Maya. Mana told me you had a report for me?" Despite her voice sounding with her usual silky tone, I could feel a hint of annoyance lurking behind.

"Yes, Yohime-sama. I wished to inform you of what has transpired since our last talk." I told her of what happened this weeks, yet I couldn't bring myself to tell her that I hit him.

"And Maya, why is this worthy of my attention?"

"B-Because you're calling me back to Osaka, my liege. What will happen to Takeru while I'm gone?"

"I thought you didn't want to be there?" She replied instantly, showing her blade through every word.

"…It is true that I did resent this mission you've given me at first. But these days I've begun to see some merits in the boy. I believe he may be worth the effort. As I said, he adapted very quickly to my teachings these last few weeks. And, if I were to leave, who would take care of him? Will his father come back?" Her tone remained slow, but now I felt no anger in her.

"So, am I right to assume you wish to remain as his retainer?"

"I… I just wish to know who-"

"Maya, if I ordered you to return to your duties in the Guard right away, what would you answer?"

…Is there no middle ground available? Isn't this an irony? If… If it's one or the other, then this is my chance to return to-

"Please don't leave me!" His voice echoed within me, making me clench my fists bitterly as I bit my lower lip softly.

He taught me much, he isn't an ungrateful boy like the other peasants, to leave him alone… The damage it would do to him… I…

"Yohime-sama."

"Yes?"

"Are you… telling me to choose between returning to the Guard or remaining as his retainer?"

…

"That shall be enough, Maya." Eh? What is she- "I shall be expecting you to visit me tomorrow. I wish to speak with you here. You can bring the boy if you wish. That is all."

"W-Wait, Yohime-sama. What do you-"

"Maya, you shall remain as the retainer of Takeru. However, allow me to tell you that I used your doubts to test you. You were never kicked out of the Royal Guard."

"Huh?! T-Then, why was I sent here?!"

"I shall answer that question tomorrow. Well then, I will be expecting you two. Goodbye, Maya." She hung up before I could interject.

I was never… kicked out? That means… I lashed out to him unnecessarily? I put the receiver in place, breathing a large sigh.

What a fool I was. I truly was blinded by my pride. In a way, this might have been for the best. If I ever had to deal with peasants I would have reacted very aggressively to them. But now that I got to see and interact with them, I can see them a bit differently. And more importantly, I learned that just because I thought I was better doesn't mean I actually am.

Takeru is in a way stronger than me. From his eyes, he lost all of his family and when I hit him instead of growing resentful, he tried to apologize for a wrong he didn't commit, and once I started to properly support him he began to show results. He's also very kind, most of the time I have to go make him sleep, if I don't he would just stay talking with Sumika all night long. The Kagami already know Sumika's father died during an accident on his base, and Takeru is always keeping her company. He's also lonely and yet he's always doing his best to make others smile. Giving others strength with the power of love, huh. As foolish as it sounds, he does seems to be able to do just that.

Well, enough introspection for today. Dinner has to be made, and tomorrow we have to go to…

…

For the Holy Emperor, I have to take Takeru to the Main House. He's going… He's going to go around greeting people like he usually does, maybe even giving them hugs. No, what am I going to do when he calls me sister?! Considering what I heard of Shion, if she hears him calling me Maya-nee or sees him hugging me… or both…

"Sigh… Tomorrow will be a tough day…"

The Next Day. A bit over noon.
(Osaka Train Station.)

"So, where are we going Maya-nee?"

"Takeru, please. I told you to not call me that for today." He pouts again. What am I gonna do with you?

"But you're Maya-nee. And where are we going?"

"Sigh… We're going to meet the person that sent me to be your caretaker. So please be polite and behave well. If you don't I won't train you."

"Eh?! Why?"

"No more questions. You be a good boy today, yes?" He seems troubled as he gazes at me but he gives a nod.

We leave the station and I look for either a limo or Mana. Nothing's on sight. Maybe they're still not here?

"Maya-nee!" Takeru pulls at my sleeve.

"Takeru, I told you to-"

"Look! A samurai ranger!" Hm? What did he-

I see towards where he's pointing and see Mana walking to us dressed in her red dress of the Guard. Compared to her, I must look like a… No, banish those thoughts.

"Long time no see, Mana. We're ready to depart." I greet her as she got closer, but her eyes weren't focused on me. Is she… Is she blushing?

"Maya… Who is that?" She spoke in a hushed tone, staring at Takeru.

"Hm? You weren't told of him? He's Takeru Shirogane, am I currently his retainer. Takeru, introduce yourself."

"I'm Takeru. Who are you?"

"Takeru…" I tap my glasses, he flinches and gives Mana a bow.

"M-My name is Takeru Shirogane. Who would you be?" Finally. See? It's not that hard to be polite.

"…I'm Mana Tsukuyomi, I'm a cousin of Maya. It's a pleasure to meet you, Takeru." Mana spoke to him softly, smiling and blushing all the while. What is wrong with her?

"You're Maya-nee's cousin? Maya-nee, are you a samurai ranger?!" He looks at me with stars in his eyes. I told you to not call me that! Sigh… Takeru being Takeru.

"Sigh… Yes, one that was recruited not so long ago." His eyes widen as I see a galaxy on them. It's… surprisingly hard to endure his glistening gaze of adoration.

"Maya-nee?" Mana looked at me in shock, with her mouth slightly open.

"Ahem… You see, Mana. Takeru likes to address people informally, and despite my best efforts he does not want to change his ways of speaking. He also decided to call me that and no amount of scolding could change his decision." I tap my glasses as I spoke. Mana switched glances from Takeru to me.

"I see. Well, let us go to the limo. This way." I nod, and grabbing Takeru's hand we go towards our ride.

We enter and we start making our way towards the Main House. Takeru tried to stare out the window, but I grabbed him and kept him in place. With two rows of seats opposite to each other, Mana was in front of us giving her back to the driver, as I tried to keep Takeru in place.

"So, Maya. Can you explain to me what is the reason for you being his retainer?" Mana seems… weird. She was slightly leaning forward, clearly staring at Takeru.

"I wasn't told. Yohime-sama said she would explain that today."

"Well… Takeru, do you like living with Maya?" He drew a big smile and, without surprise, he hugged me again.

"Yes! Maya-nee is the best sister ever!"

"…Sister?" Why is Mana looking at him with that weird glow on her eyes?

"Y-You see, he said he wished to have a sister, so I agreed to let him call me that."

"…So Takeru, can you come here?" Mana patted the side of her seat and Takeru slowly made his way to her. She started to stroke his hair with a smile as she gazed at him. "Takeru, can you tell me how's your life?"

He nods and starts telling her of what he usually does. Surprisingly, he said only good things about me. It is… truly nice to hear him describe me as someone 'awesome'.

"And yesterday she taught me how to use a sword!"

"Oh, I see. So you want to learn swordsmanship?"

"Kendo." He corrected her instantly.

"Yes, indeed. Say Takeru, can we be friends?"

"Yes! Let's be friends, Mana-nee!" Sigh… Of course he would call her that. The boys knows no-

"Ah! How cute!" Mana's reaction left me speechless. Her face filled with flowers, she stroke Takeru's cheek with a wide smile on her face.

"Mana-nee, it tickles! S-Stop…"

"Oh, did that tickle? Forgive me, Takeru. Say, can I be your sister too?"

"Yes! So I can call you Mana-nee?"

"Why, of course you can!"

…

"Thank you!" Takeru went and gave her a hug.

"Just look at you. What a cute, soft, little cinnamon roll you are." She tightened her hug as she pulled Takeru closer.

"M-Mana-nee, it hurts…" Reacting to his words, she loosened her grip on him, but didn't let him go.

"Takeru, are you alright? Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." She spoke to him softly, slowly stroking his cheek.

"Y-Yes… But you hug to strongly. Hugs have to be soft, you can't give people your love like that!" He scolds her, pouting. He had to go and say it. Sigh…

"…Giving love?" Mana's eyes shone with a weird glow again. Takeru then explains her the same he said to me. "I see. Then, can you show me how to give a hug properly?"

…

"Takeru." I sent him a glare, tapping my glasses. Then, I pat my side. Takeru comes to my side again as Mana sent me a bothered glare.

"Are you angry, Maya-nee?"

"No, I am not."

"You look angry though."

"Takeru, I am not upset. That being said… Mana, a Royal Guard cannot act in such a way. Please, do try to behave according to your rank." She returned the glare, just as she did during our bouts.

"Maya, I am just being friendly with little Takeru." What is going on here? Why is she acting like this with him? "So Takeru, can you teach me how to hug?" He looks at me, I let out a sigh and give him a nod.

Takeru goes again to Mana's side, as she smiled widely. He put his hands over her neck, and just like he does with me he slowly tightened his grip. "See? This way it doesn't hurt." Takeru's innocent voice contrasted with Mana's flushed face, she looks like she's in Heaven right now. What… is wrong with her?

"Y-Yes, you're right. You're so smart, Takeru." As Takeru broke the hug she started petting him, smiling like a fool. "You're so cute…"

"Takeru." I call him as I tap my glasses, he flinches and comes back to my side.

"He's a very good boy. You must be so happy to be with him, Maya." Mana smiled sweetly at Takeru. I didn't knew she was like this.

"Yes, he has been making good efforts everyday."

"I was referring to receiving his hugs though. Sigh… I want a cute little brother too." Her shoulders dropped as she kept gazing at Takeru.

"You want… to have a brother?"

"Yes, just look at how cute he is! Mion is a good girl, but she's too polite. She's always so stiff and formal with me. And even if I have had to look after her since you left, Shion is… well, you know." I nod slowly in acknowledgment "I would like to have a cute brother like the ones in the mangas. I mean look at how affectionate he is! I couldn't get Mion to give me a hug even if I asked her." She now looks genuinely sad. Considering how much she works… I suppose everybody has their own ticks.

"And what is this about manga?" Mana slowly strokes her hair as she looks up.

"Well, it's one of my hobbies. Reading cute mangas is one of the few things that I use to loosen up. You do not have hobbies?"

"Cooking, I guess? In my case, I just rather read a history book if given the choice." Mana sighs shaking her head.

"That does sound like you. But well… Ever since I've started reading manga, I started to want to have a more affectionate relation with Mion, but Father is teaching her very harshly since she never wins against Shion. You have no idea how jealous I am…" She said as she gazed at Takeru, who was now hugging my arm again.

After some more time the car stops, signaling our arrival at the Main House. We got out from the limo and passed through the gates after the security checkup. As we approached the building Takeru gazed at the place in wonder.

"Maya-nee, why do they have a pond there?"

"It's for decoration, Takeru."

We arrived at the main entrance to the house, where a few guards in black greeted us. Behind them right besides the door were Father and Shion waiting for us.

"Welcome back, Maya."

"Good afternoon, Father. How have you fared since we last spoke?"

"I have been fine, mostly. Let us go inside." He shot a glare at Takeru, who was holding my hand. Of course they wouldn't approve of him. As we went inside, Shion kept looking at me and Takeru with a frown on her face and fire lurking within her eyes. I knew they wouldn't see him well, but then, why was I sent to him?

We reach the head's room and Father nods at me. I go to the door, and taking one last breath, blinking a few times, I open it and go inside along Takeru. Within the room Yohime-sama was waiting for us, and sitting besides her was Yuuhi-sama. Both of them wearing a matching white and cyan dress.

I go in front of them and bow, petting Takeru's head to make him do the same.

"I have returned, Yohime-sama."

"Good afternoon, Maya. You may sit." I do so and Takeru sits by my side, looking at them curiously. Please, don't say anything rude. "First, you're Takeru Shirogane, right?"

"Y-Yes." He looks at her in awe, maybe she reminds him of his mother? "W-Who would you be?" Sigh… He did it, for once.

"I am Yohime Koubuin. I'm the one who sent Maya to you, and this is my daughter. Yuuhi, dear, introduce yourself." Yuuhi-sama gives Takeru a bow before speaking up softly.

"My name is Yuuhi Koubuin. I am pleased to make your acquaintance, Shirogane-sama." Perfect. So graceful, so serene…. Yuuhi-sama is truly a wonderful example of-

"Don't call me Shirogane, my name is Takeru!" Aah! He had to do it!

"Takeru, do not be rude!"

"But my name is Takeru. Yuuhi got it wrong." He pouted as he crossed his arms.

One thing is to scold her because you don't like to be called by your surname, but you can't call Yuuhi-sama by her name without any honorifics.

"Takeru, you shall address Yuuhi-sama with the proper respect." He narrows his eyes at me, pout still in place.

"But she isn't an adult."

"Takeru…" I tap my glasses, making him flinch.

"Now, Maya. There is no need to scold the boy so."

"Yohime-sama, Yuuhi-sama, please forgive his rudeness! He's too used to speak informally." I bow at them, and again I make Takeru bow too.

"Um…" Yuuhi-sama tried speaking up as she stared at him. "Forgive me, Takeru-sama. I didn't mean to insult you." She gave him a bow. She's so well mannered. She's just perf-

"Takeru is fine, Yuuhi. I'm not an adult." Why must you scold her like that? Don't give me that pout.

"…I see." Yuuhi-sama said and remained staring at him silently.

"Well, why don't you tell me of how you have been these days? Now that we're comfortable, tell me the details." Yohime-sama said as she smiled at us.

I send a gaze at Takeru, to tell him to remain quiet. He tenses up a bit, and I proceed to tell her of our daily life and answer the questions she sends. I can't help to notice that Yuuhi-sama kept firmly staring at Takeru as he looked around the room. When he noticed her stare, he waved at her, making her widen her eyes and try to imitate him. Yohime-sama raises her hand, signaling me to stop.

"Well, that was enough from you. Now then, Takeru-kun?"

"Y-Yes?"

"Can you tell me how you felt living with Maya?"

"Maya-nee was really kind to me." He had to go and call me that. "She was really sad at first, but she was always good. I'm really happy to be with her, she cooks really tasty food, she always helps me with my homework, and she's gonna train me. She's the best sister ever." I am happy to hear him say that… But I do not know how they'll react to the training.

"Train you? What is she teaching you?"

"How to use a sword! I wanna see Dad again, so I have to learn to do Kendo." He says smiling brightly.

"Maya, what is the meaning of this?" I explain to her what happened yesterday in detail, and instead of growing angrier I saw her complexion soften. She gazed at Takeru sweetly as she smiled.

"And he showed decent progress for a first training session. I believe he has potential." Takeru smiled as he hugged my arm. Sigh…

"So Takeru, would you like Maya to keep training you?"

"Yes! I wanna learn!" His instant reply made Yohime-sama giggle a bit.

"I see. Maya, how about you come back here once a week to train in the dojo?"

"Huh?! B-But… But the dojo is for-"

"It would be more fruitful to train there, wouldn't it? And you could spend some time with Shion again, she has been very upset since you left." I know it would be better, but to allow him to train there… Takeru isn't one of us. He's a commoner, I doubt the rest will treat him well. And… I do not know how I would react to that.

"I can see what you mean, my liege. But he isn't one of this House's vassals, many people would-"

"Do not worry about that. His father has been performing above our expectations, so I believe this is nothing more than a just reward."

"Dad? You know where Dad is?!"

"Takeru, do not raise your voice!"

"But…" Don't give me that sad look, I do not like it on your face.

"Maya, be at ease. Takeru, I do know your father but he isn't here. He'll go to meet you sometime in the future." His eyes shone brightly at her words.

"Really? He'll come back?"

"Yes, I promise. So, would you like to come train here?"

"Yes!"

"Takeru, what did I told you about manners?" I tap my glasses and he opens his eyes wide. He then gives Yohime-sama a bow and asks her again, this time a bit more politely.

"I see, then you can come here to train with Maya. Now, Takeru. Can you keep Yuuhi company? I have to speak with Maya in private." He nods and Yohime-sama stands, gesturing towards the doorway.

We leave towards the garden as I hear Takeru approaching Yuuhi-sama and addressing her as rudely as always. Takeru, please do not hug her.
"So, Maya. It seems you have grown attached to the boy." Her smile melted my defenses, I had no retort to her sudden words.

"Huh?! That's…"

"You see, his father was broken when his wife died." She looks towards the garden, speaking slowly as we walked. "He was very adamant about dropping out of the Guard to go back to his son. But Takahisa-sama did not wish him to leave, for he is a crucial part of his squad. It took us a great effort to convince him to stay."

"Excuse me, Yohime-sama. Takeru's father is a member of Takahisa-sama's personal squad?"

"Yes, he is his favorite Strike Vanguard. Kageyuki Shirogane was truly a surprise, despite his rough manners he has a natural talent to adapt himself to new situations very quickly." So Takeru is just like him, huh. "So, of course he wished for him to stay. But we couldn't leave his son in the hands of someone untrustworthy. We needed someone who could protect him, tend to his needs, support him in his studies. That is why I suggested sending a retainer to him, and why I chose you in particular. Someone as serious and dedicated as you would make a great retainer for the boy, who was innocent, inexperienced and probably as rough as his father. While you took offense at it, I decided to keep you in the dark. I had never seen you showing displeasure so openly, so I thought that perhaps you could use this as a learning experience."

"I see. It has been a nice experience indeed." She stops and looks at me again, with shadows emerging from her otherwise kind eyes.

"But I had my doubts after our last talk. I contemplated who could I send instead of you if you were to grow resentful towards the boy. So, that is why I made Mana call you yesterday. However, it seems my worries were unnecessary. I am most grateful to you for finding patience for him." She smiles kindly at me. No, Yohime-sama. He was the one who had the kindness to forgive me.

"So, I am to remain as his retainer?"

"Yes, I shall rely on you to take care of him. It is rather refreshing to have people like them around, compared to all the buffoons we have to deal with daily, who only try to shower us with compliments." I guess… I can see how it is nice to have honest people around, even if their manners are coarse.

"Understood. So, when will I be allowed to come to the dojo?"

"Hmm… How about during weekends? You can either come at night during Friday or early during Saturday, and leave on Sunday. We can arrange your transportation so do not worry about the train schedules." Even if he is the son of a promising Guard… And even if I see talent in him…

"Yohime-sama, why are you giving him this privilege? Is there a reason I don't know about?" She gazes at me softly, closes her eyes, and then returns her gaze towards the room.

"Takahisa-sama simply told me to aid the child, so I decided to do what I could for him." Yohime-sama is going overboard again. Even so, he might… truly accomplish his dream this way. I couldn't have hoped for a better outcome.

"I see. I will do my best to aid him."

"I surely hope you do. Now, let us go back to the children. I wish you to take him to the dojo, and maybe you could introduce him to Mion and Shion. Shion in particular has missed you much."

"So I was told." We make our way back to the room, where we found a surprising sight.

Takeru had somehow managed to bring a spinning top with him without me noticing and was showing it to Yuuhi-sama, who stared at it in wonder.

"See? You need to put some force in your fingers to make it spin more, Yuuhi." Did he just… call her by her name without any honorifics again?!

"Takeru!" He flinches at my voice, his eyes widening in shock as a drop of sweat went down his forehead.

"Maya-nee? Why are you angry? You didn't tell me I couldn't bring toys."

"Well, yes, I didn't… But let's leave that for when we go back home. Takeru, you have to show Yuuhi-sama the proper respect." He furrows his brows at me.

"But-"

"She's a noble, Takeru. She's the daughter of one of the blue samurai you like so much, so you have to-"

"Really?! Yuuhi, you're a blue samurai?" He looks at her with stars in his eyes, ignoring me completely.

"Um… My Father is one, I'm not a samurai. Takeru-san, do you like the samurai?" She spoke to him without signs of being offended. Yohime-sama patted my shoulder and put a finger on her lips, gesturing me to remain quiet.

"Yes! They're amazing, right? I mean, they're the most awesome people here. But I told you to call me Takeru."

"But it would be rude for me to-"

"If you don't call me Takeru, then we're not friends." He pouts and looks away. Yuuhi-sama looks down as clouds appear on her eyes as she hangs her head down. She then hesitantly spoke up with her silky voice looking straight at him.

"Then… Takeru? Can we be friends?" He immediately looked at her with his usual smile and nodded.

"Yes, let's be friends Yuuhi!" Yuuhi-sama in turn smiled widely at him, her eyes regaining their usual shine.

"See, Maya?" I looked at Yohime-sama, who was smiling as she looked at the kids, who were again trying to make the toy spin. "Takahisa-sama saw in Shirogane someone worth our trust despite his origins. And I think that his son might be someone who Yuuhi can rely on when she grows into the head of the Koubuin House. She will need as many trustworthy people by her side as she can get. So, can I entrust him to you?"

"You wish me to train him to be one of Yuuhi-sama's retainers?"

"No, I just wish him to be her friend. A confidant, if you may. If he's as skilled as his father, then he might be a good addition to our guards, but we already have many retainers with you four. However, you will need people you can trust, and if he sees you as his family, then I suppose he may become someone you can rely on to protect Yuuhi when the need calls." She then gazed at the kids kindly again.

Of course, the future does not look good. If things continue like they are… But… This still feels wrong. Using his dream to see his father to induct him into the guard? I mean, if he wishes to fight… I look at him as a strange oppression finds its way to my heart. He looks so happy, teaching Yuuhi-sama how to use the toy.

"See? It's really fun once you can make it spin fast, then you can see which one stops spinning first, and if you guess you keep the candies!"

"Candies?" Yuuhi-sama tilted her head to a side, making Takeru look at her rather surprised.

"Yuuhi, you never ate candies?"

"No, what are they?"

Yohime-sama laughs as they continue to talk. I have never seen Yuuhi-sama being so curious about someone, I certainly didn't expect her to like him despite his usual attitude.

"He really is very relaxed. Maya, just to be clear, I do not wish to force him to enlist into the Guard. Only if he wishes to join us we'll induct him. However, even if he doesn't become our fellow, I wish him to be someone who Yuuhi can consult. I'm sure you realized how far apart we are from our common folk during your stay in Hiiragi." She says as she caresses her ponytail slowly.

"Indeed. So you wish him to be a bridge?"

"Yes, sort of. Well, I suppose you should go to the dojo now." She approaches the kids and pats Yuuhi-sama's head. "Yuuhi, Takeru has to go now. Say your goodbyes." Yuuhi-sama looks a bit sad as she looks at her mother, but then looks back at Takeru and grabbing his hands she says her goodbyes.

"Thanks for visiting, Takeru. Goodbye." However, he frowns at her words. Takeru, what are you going to say? Please don't give her a hug.

"Yuuhi, that's wrong. This isn't goodbye. When you can't play with your friends anymore, you say 'See you later', because you'll see them another day to play again." He put his hands above hers and smiled brightly. Yuuhi-sama seemed astonished at his words, even Yohime-sama was looking at him a bit surprised as she brought a hand to her chin.

"So you'll come visit me again?" She asked meekly, blinking in wonderment.

"Yes! Maya-nee, can we come visit another day?" Sigh… Look at him, being his usual self with the daughter of a noble. I guess his kindness is his best trait after all.

"Yes, we can come visit someday." He smiles widely and then faces Yuuhi-sama again, moving his hands up and down.

"See? So it's 'See you later', not 'Goodbye'. Oh right! Yuuhi, I'll give you the top. You didn't have one, right?"

"Eh? You would truly give it to me?"

"Yes, don't worry I can get another next birthday. And Jouji has two, so we can keep playing. So this one is for you." He grabs the toy and places it on her hands. Yuuhi-sama remains looking at the toy, eyes filled with stars.

"Thanks, Takeru. Um… When is your birthday? Mother, can we give him a present then?"

"Why, of course we can." Yohime-sama was watching their exchange with a pleased smile. "Takeru, when is your birthday?"

"Um… It's on December 16th." Huh? But that day is…

"My birthday is also on that day." Yuuhi-sama said as she got a tiny bit closer to him.

"Really? Then, let's celebrate it together!"

"Takeru, what are you talking about?" He looked at me with a wide smile so clearly happy one could see flowers around him.

"I mean, we can come visit and then we can have a party, and share cake, and then we can play together!" How do peasants celebrate their birthdays? I mean, we are given a small present and we do meet up with our close relatives, but it's nothing like a party and there is no cake.

"Mother… Can we have our birthday together?"

"Haha… Do you want to, Yuuhi?" The little one fidgeted a bit, looking at the toy in her hands. Then she looked at her mother and nodded.

"Yes, can we… can we celebrate our birthday together?"

"Well, if you want to. Takeru, will you come visit us during your birthday?"

"Yes! My friends can't come visit me back home because they live far away, except Sumika. So can we celebrate together?" He looked at me and Yohime-sama. I sighed while she gave him a nod. "Yay! Then it's a promise! Let's celebrate our birthday together from now on, Yuuhi." I shouldn't be so surprised at his usual… Wait, from now on?!

"Yes, let's have our birthdays together. Um… Thanks for being my friend, Takeru. I will find a nice present for you." Yuuhi-sama… I've never seen her smile like that. She's genuinely happy.

Now that I think about, she never had 'friends' in the same sense Takeru has. She only interacts with Mion, Shion, and the sons and daughters of the people that come to the meetings here. No one has been this openly friendly to her. So, Takeru is her first friend. I didn't think… she would need something like this. I had Mana as a rival and later as a form of confidant, but Yuuhi-sama didn't have anyone who treated her like an equal.

"Don't worry, I'll bring you a nice present and then we can play together!"

The kids remained talking happily for a while, Yohime-sama didn't want to interrupt them so we waited until they said their parting words. Giving people strength with the power of love, huh. Yuuhi-sama never looked as happy as she did now. He might be rude and stubborn, but he's a good kid deep down. He does show thankfulness and he's kinder than I originally thought he was.

My protegee, huh. As we make our way to the dojo, Takeru is happily humming a song. I suppose… I could get used to being his retainer.

…And his sister.

March 17th, 1989. Near 5 PM.

(Koubuin Main House. Meeting Room.)

[Mana]

I stood in front of Father, who was sitting behind a desk. Words seemed to have ran out between us, the air in the room was so stagnant it could be sliced with a knife.

"Mana, my dear daughter, how many times must I remind you to stop this foolishness?" He had his hands entwined, leaning back onto his seat.

"I do not believe I am being foolish in the slightest, Father. Praising Mion's efforts is not a mistake."

"She has done nothing worth of praise so far. Her veneer so easily bends when in front of Shion, her voice is barely audible as she suffocates in her own insecurities during the lectures. What can I do, other than make her realize her own shortcomings?"

"Mion is doing a great effort to measure up to Shion every day. Her scores are not that far behind her cousin's in the subjects she surpasses her in. In most of their classes, they are evenly matched. And Mion never gives us trouble, Shion's anger is an issue we have no idea how to solve. The teachers of the school say she tends to get upset at the smallest details, you should know how many times Kazora-sama has been called by the Principal. I believe you're being unfair with her, Father. Mion deserves our support, she is not as spineless as you believe her to be." I tense my brows downwards. He does the same, letting some air out from his nose.

"Shion is still the one on top, and her personality isn't an inconvenience to me. She has to learn to restrain her temper, that is true, however she is what all members of the Tsukuyomi House should aspire to be. Imposing, resolute, and above all… unforgiving. We are guardians of a Regent House, we show no mercy to our enemies. You should know that well, my Mana."

"However, what would we gain by pushing Mion so harshly? You barely speak to her of matters not related to her studies, you keep her in the dojo after the lessons end when she's exhausted… Why must you do so, Father? You were not such a relentless teacher with me." He was harsh, he put great expectations on me during my time in school and in the dojo. I managed to pierce through my weaknesses and answer to them, earning his praise.

However, the current situation cannot be compared to what I experienced. Maya was never as aggressive towards me as Shion is to my sister. I never was harmed during our bouts, yet Shion has left Mion with bruises on many occasions when you and Kazora-sama made them spar without any protective gear. To continue to push her so… What good can come out of this? Mion won't improve with more shouts and berating, if she's bending under the pressure it is because she's being overwhelmed. She needs your acceptance and support, Father. You cannot make that something she has to earn.

"You know it well, my Mana. We are few in the Tsukuyomi House, therefore all of our heirs must be as capable as they could be to guide and support our leaders." He sends a gaze upon me, what but a myriad of arrows flying into my eyes. "If Mion is lacking, I, as her Father, must force her to redouble her efforts. Undeserved praise will only make her complacent, it must be made clear to her that she's disappointing us with these meager results."

"Father, with all due respect, I do not think her efforts are such a let down. Shion is merely ahead of her, and if you compare Mion's to mine own efforts at her age you'll see she is progressing fine." I bow deeply to him, clawing at my palms. "Please Father, could you kindly consider revising your approach to her training?"

Father closes his eyes and vanished the storm clouds in his face. Breathing in tranquility for a moment, his eyes opened and he leaned forward slowly with the serenity of a leaf down a river.

"Mana, dear, can you tell me what boons you think your proposition would bring us?"

"As I said before, it would lift a great deal of unnecessary pressure off her shoulders. Mion already knows how important her training is, by further pushing her to match Shion's performance we are only eroding her self-esteem. Mion does not need to fight like Shion, just like how me and Maya found our own styles and preferences. There are certain aspects and details that she does better than her cousin, but those are ignored by you because the end result she gets is not as good as Shion's. Mion needs to hear, to see you accept her. Her place in the family cannot be tied to her performance." Father shakes his head, grimacing.

"Winning is everything, Mana. The will of those who lose is forgotten by history. Our Empire would have been a different land today had our ancestors not prevailed on the Battle of Sekigahara. If Mion is not up to skill, I shall push her further. Until I see her cleaving through her own phantoms, I will not recede."

"What good will it do to her to receive more abuse, Father?"

"She should know we do not tolerate failure here. Mion will be trained as I ordered until she attains the necessary skill."

"…Mother wouldn't have agreed to this." An effort equal to enduring my first time in a sim pod I had to make to restrain my tongue.

"I am the one who decides how to train my heirs, I am the one with Tsukuyomi blood in his veins. I am your father, and you should know better than to use an emotional argument against me, Mana. Is this how you plan to defend our rulers? Shame on you!" His eyes squinting, fire stronger than the sun's burned my stance, melting the plating of my resolution. Before I knew it, I had bowed in apology. I had surrendered to him. "Good, looks like you understand."

"No… Father, please reconsider. Why won't you heed my words?"

"I do heed them, I am not dismissing your worries after all." He folds his arms, the sun setting in his glare. "However, I must make you two strong. My lack of determination almost costed Takahisa-sama his life when his brother betrayed us. And…" Taking a moment to breathe, his hands constricted as if he had touched a source of electricity. "It was my own lack of skill what caused your mother's death. My hesitation took her from you and Mion, when the little one was but a year old. You surely remember all we've been through since that fateful day of treason."

"Father, do not continue to punish yourself. That… Nobody could have defended the House against such amount of adversaries. That you protected Takahisa-sama and our fellows was a great feat in an of itself." To employ such an attack, under the guise of a duel, was nothing short of madness. To think all of our cousins in the Tsukuyomi House took Jinkuro's side… It is truly a miracle that Takahisa-sama's faction was the one to prevail.

"And yet, I lost my partner forever that night. You two lost your mother forever because of my shortcomings and complacence." A full eclipse reached his gaze, his brows tensing strongly as his fists. "It is my obligation as your father to make sure you two are as strong as you can be before I pass away. I am sure you have heard many a great deal of unpleasantries being said about you behind your back during your brief time as a Guard."

"…Yes, that is true. But that has nothing to do with-"

"Yes, it does my dear. You two are women and our fellows will not admit to you being superior to them so easily. Those of your same age may not hold such prejudices in their hearts, but those who are older won't look kindly at you. I must ready you to guide Takahisa-sama and Yuuhi-sama for when I am gone. And if I have to harm the gifts your mother gave me to prepare them for what is to come… I shall do so unwavering."

"You will not change your mind, Father?" He closes his eyes again, letting a sigh out. After a moment of pondering, he opens them again and locks his gaze onto mine. This time, however, I resist the recoil and return his stare.

"I suppose you could try to show me if your ideas are right." He raises his hand, extending a single finger upwards. "One month, that's all I'll give you my Mana. You have one month to prove to me my approach is mistaken. If Mion doesn't show positive signs, I will continue with the current regime once more. Do we have an agreement?"

"Yes, thank you very much for giving me this chance Father." I bow to him, he gestures me to raise not a second after.

"Now then, regarding this matter of the Mitsurugi girl… Why do you wish to take more books to her again?" His tone sharpened this time, hands entwined yet again he leaned forward.

"As I have said before, Meiya-sama needs to know more of the world if she is to play her role one day."

"Yes, you said so last time. However, aren't the books you already took more than enough?"

"I find her education lacking in the matter of common sense. It would be quickly noticed if she were to not know of something that is obvious to anyone who has lived in contact with society. For that reason, I believe I should teach her about how to deal with people outside of formal meetings and the customs of our peasantry."

Father narrows his eyes, staring at me in silence. Shards of glass danced around my hands, making them quiver. Nonexistent pebbles found their way to my feet, some to my throat. A pressure tantamount to the cascade where Guren-sama once had me meditate falls upon my head as Father extends the silence.

"…Mana, you know well who that girl is."

"Meiya-sama is someone we must protect."

"No, she is someone we must keep under surveillance. She might one day bring ruin to this House, just like how Jinkuro did. You should keep your heart locked, my Mana. I do not wish to see you being led astray by that accursed child."

"Father, with all due respect…" Enduring the waterfall, I feel a geyser surge from within. "Meiya-sama would never do such an atrocity. Her kindness is just like Yuuhi-sama's."

"Mana, you risk making the same mistake I once made. What would you do if she ever wishes to become the Head of the House?"

"Meiya-sama needs a guide, were she to harbor such thoughts. Scorning her for a sin she didn't commit will only drive her to despise her roots. I am of the opinion that she needs to learn our values, so that she is never led astray by anyone wishing to use her against us."

"Is that so?" He narrows his eyes at me, resting his chin on his hand. "You wouldn't be influenced by those strange books you've been indulging in as of late, my Mana?"

"…Perish the thought, Father. My hobbies are just that, pastimes to entertain myself with. Nothing more."

"Good. Regardless, I shall review myself the books you desire to take to her. And, as much as it pains me to say, you should remember something my dear." He stood up and walked up to me, staring at me with a scowl on his face. "Were you to take that accursed girl's side in rebellion, I will not hesitate to end you in mere seconds. Do not forget where your loyalty lies, Mana."

"And you would do well in not judging a little girl with the same eyes as you would a traitorous pig. Meiya-sama is not Jinkuro, she will not be a traitor. I myself will make sure she remains on the right path."

"…I see." He holds my gaze for a second, the sun burning my skin. My eyes started to hurt under his stare yet I refused to blink or look away. "Then, that will be all. Mion should be returning from school soon. I will be leaving her in your care for the coming month."

"Understood. I shall take my leave then." I bow to him and then exit the room.

…I let out a long sigh, my mouth remaining open. Why, Father? Why must you despise Meiya-sama so strongly?

She hasn't done anything to deserve anything of the sort, nothing but kindness lies in her heart. How could I convince him of her innocence?

I go towards the gate, sitting by a window as I await for the two little ones to return from school. I look up, this day has been buried under clouds just like this last week for my endeavors. Maya left somewhere, I wasn't told why or where, I have been tasked to monitor Meiya-sama, and I also need to oversee Mion's and Shion's trainings after they come back from school in our dojo. Sigh… I know this is what is expected of me, but it is tiring.

I have been trying to show kindness to my sister yet she remains as stiff and formal, afraid of upsetting me. And Shion doesn't listen to me. Kazora-sama also is at a loss on what we should do. She's getting good grades in all subjects, her efforts in the dojo are going well. Nobody has anything to complain about her, yet she's always in a bad mood.

The sound of the wooden door being opened pulls me from my worries. Our retainers bring them both to the entrance. Mion was, as always, looking down with not a hint of emotion on her face. Shion was the opposite, her brows arched and her lips plucked, she walked with strong steps as she had her arms tightly folded.

"Welcome home, Mion, Shion. How was your day?" I say, opening the door and stepping outside. Both of them bow to me.

"I am back, Sister. Today was another good day." Mion's voice resembled our weather. Her eyes could not meet mine.

"It was the same as always, Mana-sama." Shion said, displeasure floating in her unchanged expression.

"I see. Come on in, the dojo should be getting ready as we speak."

After they leave their bags in their private quarters I take them to the dining room, and us three are served a light meal.

"Tell me Mion, how were your classes today? I believe you had a group project to present today." A brief, isolated tremor assaulted her hands.

"…It went well, Sister."

"Liar, you scored below 90." Shion said with the same poisonous sting of Maya's anger. Mion's head lowered again, her hands halted movement.

"Now Shion, if she passed with a good score isn't that good enough?"

"Father says we need to be at the top. Mion again failed to be in the top ten of our class." 'Failed'. Why does she insist on using that word?

"Shion, that is no failure. You two go to the most prestigious school in Osaka. If she's scoring good grades there, she's already meeting our expectations."

"Father says the opposite. Bazora-sama also says the same as Father. I scored a 96, Mion is the one who isn't studying enough." She says with a wide grin, rising a finger upwards. My sister's lips began to twitch.

"Mion, it is alright. You only need to keep improving. Have you scored a higher grade than your weakest performance?"

"Yes, I have. My lowest in geography was an 83, I got an 88 today." Eyelids falling like a rock slide, her head crashes down in the depths of a canyon. "I'm sorry, Sister… I still didn't score what I should. Some of my partners got an answer wrong during our presentation and our total score got lower because of that." I see, all members of the group share the same score… Even if she did her part as good as she could, blaming her for other's faults is pointless. And regardless of that, an 88 is a marvelous score for how harsh her course is.

"You should not apologize. It is a good score, Mion. Your efforts were not fruitless." I smile at her, nodding in approval. Mion recovers a faint smile, and as slowly as dawn break fills the land with light she starts to eat again.

"Excuses won't get you anywhere. Shame on you." Shion's frown got bigger, and, just like Father had done to me, she was staring at Mion with a gaze that could melt mountains. My sister avoided it and looked down, sweating a flood of tears, eating in silence.

"Shion, that is no excuse. Mion did well and you would be well served in not being so adamant in finding faults in others." Why is she like this? Maya is very critical, but only when asked for her opinion. She rarely shows her harshness so openly.

"I did better than her, I am the top of the class. And I study with the same books she uses."

"Stop comparing yourself to her. You are not Mion, each of you have your unique strong points."

"I always score better grades. Mana-sama, Mion doesn't deserve special treatment. We should both be compared using the same rules." She pouted, despite keeping her manners she was still pointing that lone finger around.

"Sigh… It's not special treatment Shion. You two are different, that is all. Mion doesn't have to match your performance. Your attitude leaves much to be desired, you should know better than to be this hostile to your family." She frowns, looking away. "Mion, do not take Shion's words as an insult. You still have room for improvement, use this small pebble that got in your way today as a learning experience. Next time, you would be well served in aiding your partners so that this doesn't happen again." I smile at her, gazing into her eyes.

"Yes, Sister. I will try harder from now on." She sits up upright, her gaze again not meeting mine. Sigh…

The rest of our time in the dining room was spent in silence as I watched the news while we ate. Once we finished and the girls had some time off in their rooms, I took them to the dojo. However…

"Sei!" Shion shouted as she again sent a barrage of swift attacks at Mion.

I had told Mion to not overworry before, that she should just focus on trying to counter Shion's moves. Looking at her stance, Mion is again doubting. Her feet are distancing themselves too far from each other, her posture isn't as it should be. She's barely parrying the attacks… Shion then took a step forward and knocked Mion to the ground with one downwards slash.

"Alright, that will be enough." However, before I could even more…

"Stand up!" Shion shouted. "You weakling… Stand up, the match just started!"

"I already gave up! You won this match." Mion said, not standing up and covering her head with a hand despite how she's wearing the protective gear.

"Stand up already. I'll show you what a good performance is like, Mion." Shion's eyes took a hawkish tint, as when me and Maya do when we become truly upset.

"Shion, you're behaving horribly. Shame on you, how can you be this coarse?" I go to Mion's side, sending a glare at the turquoise one. "The Mugen Kidou should never be employed to harm others or to further one's own goals, it is used to protect our fellows. You should not let your emotions cloud your actions."

"Why are you scolding me? I won! I'm better than her!" I approach her and place a hand on her shoulder, shaking my head.

"Winning isn't everything. The method that takes you to victory speaks volumes of your inner self." Biting her lips, she held my gaze. "Is this how you wish to live, Shion? Screaming at everyone else? Harming your fellows because they are less than you? We taught you better than this, you should know this isn't the right path." Hanging her head, she clutched the bamboo sword tightly. The frown and wrinkles spread like wild fire within the headgear.

"…I'm the better fighter. Why do you scold me, Mana-sama? Mion is the one who isn't good enough."

"Shion, Mion is doing what she can to measure up to the gap in skill. You, on the other hand, are not keeping your poise and have not yet learned to restrain your strength. This is not your limit, I know you can keep your emotions in check. No one is faulting you for your performance, Shion." She, however, shook off my hand and walked away back to her position. "Mion, can you stand?"

"…Yes, Sister. I can still fight." Mion stood up slowly. She dusted her red gi and took her position again, retaking the Mugen stance. Despite the visible quiver in her hands, her feet were firmly planted on the ground.

"Shion, please manage your strength this time around. Was I clear?"

"Yes, I heard already." She was again gritting her teeth. Why is she so upset?

I take some steps away from them, returning to my position. Shion is obsessed with high grades and power, if she continues in this way she'll end up being a close minded, prideful person. This month's task is not only for Mion, I must also try to aid Shion in her troubles.

Sigh… If only Maya were here to aid me…

"Alright… Begin!"

Some time after that.

(Yohime's Room.)

"So Mion can't even force a draw?" Yohime-sama asked, combing her hair.

"No, she couldn't. Shion also was unable to restrain her anger once Mion seemed to be getting her off guard." She again tried to harm Mion's arms, thankfully I had them use arm-guards in case this happened. When I scolded her, Shion once more began to scowl at me, saying I was being unfair. "I do not know why Shion is obsessed to such degree with results nor why she dislikes Mion so strongly. If it weren't for her temper she would be a role model. I cannot see what causes her to flare up in such a way."

"Do not worry so, Mana. I do not believe this issue to be tied to her grades or training, it seems something is troubling Shion's heart. If only her mother were still here… However, that will soon no longer be a problem. Mana, here." Yohime-sama handed me a small piece of paper. It had some numbers written on it. "Please contact Maya and tell her I wish her to return here tomorrow."

"I see… Yes, so I shall do Yohime-sama. However, where is Maya at the moment? Should I use a secure line?"

"Yes, you should. Her mission's details are a secret but you should limit yourself to informing her of my order." She finished tying her lily hair once more. "Now Mana, might I ask how your endeavors with Raiden-sama have been?" She closed her eyes, resting her hands on her lap.

"They have been fruitful, Yohime-sama. The Mitsurugi girl is learning in a similar pace to Mion and Shion in her sword lessons, I have confirmed her education has been progressing as fine as what one would expect of her. Worry not milady, she is learning as well as she should."

"I see. Takahisa-sama will be pleased to hear that. Now… How is she on her everyday life? Is Mei… the Mitsurugi girl healthy, I hope?" Yohime-sama bit her lips as she halted her speech, her eyes were still closed, her hands softly intensifying their hold atop one another. If you suffer so for her, why must it be this way?

"She is well accompanied, Raiden-sama is always keeping watch over her. She's a healthy young girl and she herself has said she is pleased to be with her grandfather. In these few days we've spent together, I could see she is a very kindhearted soul. Very curious about the smallest details but also surprisingly stubborn once she gets an idea in her head. Mitsurugi is in good hands, Yohime-sama."

"That's…" She finally opened her eyes, inhaling slowly, submerging the ripples in her complexion. "That is good to hear, Mana. I shall report this to Takahisa-sama. You can go now."

"Yes, milady." I bowed and exited the room.

This is such a sad state of affairs. Yohime-sama does not wish to keep Meiya-sama away from us, that much is obvious to me now. If Takahisa-sama sent me to aid her, it means he also isn't entirely pleased with this arrangement. If only we could surpass this old superstition… Well, I shall do all that's in my hands to aid Meiya-sama.

Now, I am to call Maya. That day… She was most strange, going as far as saying she enjoyed our sparring sessions. It is so odd to have her be open about how she feels, Kazora-sama has imprinted his stoic side into her since we were little after all.

I can only hope she is alright and that my call comes at a good time. I dread thinking that I might be interrupting her when duty is calling, even more to receive news of her being injured or worse. Well then, I shall know soon.

After going to our private phones and making sure everything is in working order to not leave traces of this call, I dial the number I was given.

Next Day. Around 3 PM.

(Koubuin House. Dojo.)

"Shion! You're putting too much force in your swings. Mion, focus on your footing."

Yet despite Mion's attempts, she again finds herself overwhelmed by Shion's assault. Nothing has changed. Mion is still doubting, I can't break through her facade. Shion's temper has been flaring up as usual, but today she is in an even worse mood. Seeing little Takeru with Maya must have struck a wrong nerve.

…You do not know how much I envy you, Maya. To be by that kind boy's side… I wish I could have managed to reach Mion's heart, what wouldn't I give to be able to give her such reassurance. I do not know how you did it… but I wish to learn how you managed to get that boy, a peasant no less, so attached to you. I sigh as Mion once more succumbs to Shion's attacks.

"Alright, that is enough. Mion, are you alright?"

"Y-Yes… Do not worry about me, Aneue." She slowly stands up using her bamboo sword to support herself.

"No, that I cannot do. Are you truly unharmed?"

"Yes, I am fine. Forgive me, I cannot give Shion a good duel." She bows deeply, as she always does. Raindrops reverberating in her tone, afraid of seeing disappointment in my face, just like in Father's, she cannot lift her face.

"Sigh… Very well. Shion, I believe we had a talk about how you should fight." She looks away, clicking tongue.

"…Why am I the one who always gets scolded?"

"You know it well, you are too aggressive in your approach."

"But I win. And I get better results than her. You should be praising me!"

"…If you only care about the result, then you are right. We should be praising you." For a moment, I think she smiled behind her headgear. "However, that is not all that matters. The way is almost as important as the goal, if not more."

Shion looks down, gripping her blade tightly. Why is her so fixated with results? If only she wasn't so prideful… What could I do to aid you in this matter? To see beyond this, to allow you to understand why you can't be so individualistic… What can I say to you when you have reacted badly to any and all advice I've given you?

My thoughts are interrupted as the door to the dojo opens. Me and the little ones stand in attention and bow to Kazora-sama as he enters, Maya and little Takeru following behind.

"Mana, how has the training been going?"

"…As usual, Kazora-sama." He sends a look at Shion then shakes his head.

"I see. Yohime-sama has ordered for Maya and the boy to train briefly with you today. I shall be overseeing this myself." He then shot a glare at Takeru, taking some steps from us.

A moment… The boy will train with us? I look at them, Takeru was curiously looking around, his mouth slightly open. Looking back, Mion was staring at him while Shion once more was letting a frown spread in her face.

"Well… Maya, what's going on here?" I ask, getting closer. She taps her glasses and takes a moment to inhale.

"You see Mana, Yohime-sama has allowed Takeru to come train here on the weekends." Simple and direct, as if she were talking about nothing but a formality.

"Eh? Truly? Why has she decided such a thing? Is he well trained?" Maya's lips pursed for but a second.

"…He has potential. So, since we shall be coming every weekend here, she suggested that we took this chance to give Takeru a taste of what's to come." Every weekend… However… What happened to you? Saying you're his retainer, bringing him to train here… This feels as if I had been awakened by a splash of cold water, I just cannot compute how she's keeping her composure at this turn of events.

"Maya-nee…" Takeru pulled Maya's sleeve. "Why are those two in that armor?" He pointed towards Mion and Shion, who were taking off their headgear and getting closer to us. Shion was still frowning at him.

"That is the gear that one must use when practicing Kendo, Takeru. You will be using it too from now on." Maya answered with her composed tone, making little Takeru puff his cheeks.

"Why? It looks hard to move in that."

"Takeru, the gear is there to protect you." I say, crouching near him. "If you were hit with a sword it would hurt much, wouldn't it?"

"Yeah…"

"So, that's why you must use it. Did Maya not tell you about it?"

"No, Maya-nee only told me she would train me. Maya-nee, will I use one of those things back home?"

"No, Takeru. You will only use them when you come here."

It is… rare to see Maya like this. Being this patient with a kid that uses the commoner's speech. He also insists on calling her Maya-nee, and she isn't opposing him doing so. Sigh… How come you, the cold and direct one, could attain such closeness with an unknown face and I cannot do so with my own sister?

"…Well, should we start the training Maya?"

"I don't see why not. Takeru, let's get you inside your gear." Maya grabs Takeru's hand to guide him to the changing room that's nearby.

"Maya-nee, who are those two?" He asks, looking at the two girls who were now right behind me.

"Oh… I suppose we should introduce you to them." I step towards them and direct a finger when referring to each. "This is Shion, Maya's younger sister. And this one is Mion, my younger sister. You two, your greetings."

"Good afternoon, I am Mion Tsukuyomi. It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance." Mion stepped forward and gave him a bow.

"…Sister, who is this crude peasant?" Shion, however, had not an ounce of patience for Takeru.

"Shion, I believe you were introducing yourself." Maya said, tapping her glasses. Shion stood in attention, still glaring at Takeru, and gave a short bow.

"…I'm Shion Tsukuyomi. It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance."

"Hi, I'm Takeru. Let' be friends!" He stepped towards them and gave them a handshake full of vigor.

Mion was befuddled, eyes wide open at the clear show of friendliness and the little care the boy had for her personal space. Shion…

"I'm not your friend. I am a noble, a member of the Tsukuyomi Family. Who do you think you are to be like this towards me?"

"…I just told you I'm Takeru." He said as he narrowed his eyes at her. I had to drown a chuckle at the way he answered. Maya let out a sigh, bringing a hand to her forehead. "Maya-nee, why is she this angry?" Shion's brows twitched, her lips shook for a moment.

"I've told you many times you have to be polite, haven't I Takeru?"

"But she isn't an adult."

"Takeru… Sigh… Shion, please do not mind him. He simply refuses to be polite." Maya said as she got closer and tenderly put a hand on the boy's head, forcing Takeru to do a short bow.

"Sister, why are you with this… peasant? Why does he refer to you in such a way?" Shion stared straight at her, Maya closed her eyes for a moment.

"…I have been tasked with the duty of looking after him. I am his retainer as of now." Shion's eyes slowly widened, she dropped her blade. "Takeru refuses to be polite and proper regardless of my efforts in teaching him to speak properly, so please do forgive his rude speech."

"I'm not rude, I'm just being friendly!" He says, pouting at Maya. Her eyelids slowly descend as she ruffles the boy's hair.

"Sigh… Regardless, you two shall be joined by him in your weekend trainings from now on. I hope you can treat him as well as you would to another fellow."

Shion silently lowered her head. Maya then took Takeru to the changing room. It seems Kazora-sama said something to her when she was near the door, she stopped and threw a glare at him before entering.

…What is the meaning of this? Maya never liked our common fellows much. Regardless of what I was told when we went to speak with Yohime-sama, why was she tasked to look after a commoner? Even if his father is a member of Takahisa-sama's squadron… It is rare. She didn't even mind his displays of affection when we were coming here.

Shion is staring right at the door to the changing room. Seeing Maya being this supportive of a peasant, after how she's been acting these days… I gulp once and approach the little turquoise girl.

"Shion, you-"

"I know. Don't get angry, don't lose your poise. I know, Mana-sama." She folded her arms tightly and shook my hand off her shoulder.

"Shion, you shouldn't be like this. Maya has been tasked with this mission for a reason."

"…That boy is a peasant. What can he know? Why was he calling Sister in such a way?" She looks at me as her tone creaked like an old door that needed oil.

"You shouldn't judge a book by its cover. I'm sure Maya can explain why this is the way it is."

"I wonder about that…" Kazora-sama said, folding his arms as he got closer. "It does look like you two are too soft."

"…Kazora-sama, whatever do you mean?"

"Heh… Do not play dumb, Mana." For a brief moment we stared at each other, his squinted eyes saying what Father said without pronouncing a single word. "Shion, face that peasant with all your might. Show Maya she's wasting her time with him."

"Yes, Father."

"…And what do you expect to gain from this course of action, Kazora-sama?"

"…My daughter. Maya should return to her duties as a Royal Guard, it is an embarrassment to the Tsukuyomi Family for her to be turned into nothing but the nanny of a baseborn. I am merely going to show her the boy doesn't belong here, that it is better for him to not involve himself further with the nobility. Shion… I am expecting you to perform as you should." The girl stood in attention, readiness in her stance as if she were to pounce upon prey at a moment's notice.

Shion will end up misguided… Mion is looking down, not saying anything. Sigh… What will Maya do when Takeru gets hurt by Shion? I do not believe the boy is as skilled as these two. Should I stop this? If I do… Kazora-sama will assuredly report my 'misconduct'. What do I do?

They come out of the room, Takeru is still complaining about the gear.

"I can't see well, Maya-nee. How can I train with this?"

"You'll get used to it eventually." She said as calmly as always.

"But why do I have to use a skirt? I'm not a girl."

"To conceal your legs' movements. I shall tell you about it later in detail." She said, patting his headgear and leaving his side. "Well, should we start? Who will Takeru face first?"

"Shion shall be his opponent." Kazora-sama said, going towards a wall. "Let's see if this Shirogane is worth our time."

"I'm Takeru! Don't call me Shirogane." The boy loudly complained, moving a hand towards Kazora-sama. Maya sighed yet again.

"Very well. Takeru, you do remember what I told you?" He nodded at Maya twice in quick succession.

"Yeah, don't worry." Maya then handed him a bamboo sword and he took his pose, an unpolished version of Chudan.

As Maya comes to my side, I get closer and speak in a hushed tone.

"Maya, are you sure this will end well?"

"Of course not. However, Takeru is very stubborn. I doubt he'd give up even if Shion defeats him soundly in mere seconds." She said as he tapped her glasses.

"You sound… strangely confident in him."

"…Do I now? What do you mean?"

"It's as if… you had changed. You didn't speak in such a way when you were training Shion before."

"Well… I've learned a few lessons while I was away." She layed her eyes upon the boy, who was trying to do his pose well despite how uncomfortable he seemed to be.

"He might end up hurt. You know how aggressive Shion can be."

"Mana, there is no need to worry. I think… No, I am sure Takeru won't be intimidated by a few hits. He is in the protective gear, there is nothing to fear. Shion might have trouble with her temper but I refuse to think she would lose herself in anger to the point of harming someone." Well… It is true she hasn't injured anyone. So far. However, if she says as much…

"Well then… Begin!" I shout and Shion goes on the offensive not a moment later.

The boy barely manages to parry her first two attacks, but then Shion manages to break through him and delivers a strike to his chest. Takeru ends up on the floor, rolling to a side.

"Uuh… What was that?!" He loudly complained as he tried to get up.

"Is this all you can do?" Shion looked at him, resting her sword on her shoulder. "Sister, why is he so bad? He doesn't even know how to wield a blade!"

"Maya, if he's a novice I think it would be for the best if he didn't-"

"No Mana, you are mistaken." She narrowed her eyes at me, then she directed her gaze towards the boy. "Takeru, are you giving up?"

"No, I'm not!" He was already back on his feet, taking his pose again. "I didn't lose yet!"

"…You think you can defeat me?" Shion took some steps back, taking the Mugen Kidou stance this time.

"Maya, they boy might truly get hurt at this rate."

"Mana, I am thankful for your kindheartedness. However, you shouldn't underestimate Takeru. Defeats are more empowering than victories, after all." She said, smiling for a second.

"…How have you trained him? What is the secret to have such bond with your trainees?" If I could do the same with Mion… If I can show some results before this month passes… Maya, just what methods did you employ?

"I am afraid you are asking the wrong person." She said as she tapped her glasses.

"Eh?"

"Mana-sama, should we begin?" Shion asked, as impatient as ever.

"…Yes. Begin!"

…Takeru kept challenging Shion, yet he kept losing in mere moments to her. He was able to parry a few of her strikes by the end, but it couldn't be called a good result. That being said…

"One more time!" He got up once more, pointing his sword at Shion.

"Fine… Just one more." Shion returned to her position. I looked at Maya, who gave a nod, then I sighed and allowed them to begin yet another duel.

This time, however, Shion's attacks took a slower approach. Going for his left side, she delivers a softer than usual blow. Allowing Takeru to reply and attack for the first time, they start exchanging a few blows.

However, when Takeru when for a frontal strike Shion took a step back, just like Maya does, and then lowered her blade as she did. Pressing forward, she sent a rising slash at the boy. His sword knocked away, Takeru staggered backwards. Shion didn't let up the pressure however, and before we could stop her she took one step forward and sent a downwards attack at the boy. Hitting his head, she sent him into the floor.

"Shion!" Maya hurried along me to their side. "There was no need to push for another strike, you had already defeated him." As I scolded her she avoided my gaze.

"I merely did my best effort. Shirogane should have known when to quit, he should have seen I was better and that he stood no chance of winning."

"Shion is right, Mana." Kazora-sama said, smiling faintly. "This only proves the boy shouldn't be allowed to train with them, he would only hold them back."

"Kazora-sama, with all due respect, there is no reason for such hostility. This is setting an awful example for both Shion and Mion. Would you have them treat all peasants in this way?"

"…If they challenge us, we should remind them of why we have a position of privilege. Shirogane has nothing to do here, he shouldn't be allowed to train alongside us."

"…Father, did you order Shion to do this?" Maya slowly stood up, helping Takeru. I felt as if a trickle of cold water were running down my back. Maya's eyes were sharpened as blades towards her father.

"Do you have a complain, Maya?"

"Yes, I do. As Mana just said, it is embarrassing to see this… petty vision of yours and how you try to taint Shion with it. Should I report this to Yohime-sama?" Kazora-sama flinched at her words, his arms slowly undoing the cross they were in.

I couldn't help but to stare at her just like Shion was doing, Maya never contradicted her father before. Never, no matter how harsh he was nor what he was ordering her to do.

"Maya, what is wrong with you, my daughter? Can't you see he's but a peasant?"

"A peasant that managed to deflect the attacks of Shion after mere minutes of sparring with her."

"Anyone could parry a strike or two, we do not fight with deadly intent in our style."

"I have to agree with Kazora-sama, Maya." Feeling as if a chain was pulling at the nape of my neck, I could no nothing but lower my head as my lips moved to produce my words. "While I do think he doesn't deserve this treatment, I do not think it wise of you to wish for little Takeru to train here. This won't do him good." He'll end up like Mion if she forces him to train here. That sweet, kind boy… I do not wish to see him getting hurt. We should look over our fellows, and we shouldn't push unnecessary burdens onto them.

"Takeru is still not giving up. Isn't that right?" Maya's tone was brimming with confidence, with such fierceness as if she was a recently lit bonfire.

I looked at the boy and was surprised at his expression. Furrowing his brows and puffing his cheeks as much as he could, his nose full of wrinkles and his eyes returning Shion's gaze squarely.

"Yeah! That hurt a lot… But I'm not giving up! I just need to get better and that's it."

"…Just get better?" Mion perked up at his words. "You barely can lift your sword, what can you do against Shion?"

"Maybe not today, but someday I will win! I'm not giving up. You just wait, with Maya-nee training me I'll beat you one of these days Shion!"

Shion's hold on her blade again tightened, not longer able to stop it from shaking. Mion was left with her mouth agape, as I am, at the boy's defiance and sheer confidence. Or should I say foolishness? Maya remained as composed as usual, however.

"You heard him, Father. Takeru is not giving up yet. So, since he still wishes to train… I see no reason to not allow him to try."

"…You will make yourself responsible for him, I suppose?" Kazora-sama squinted his eyes at her, Maya nodded. "Then it's none of my business. Shion, one last match."

"…Yes." She again took her stance.

"Takeru, are you sure of this? You might get hurt." I do not know what is wrong with Maya, but I can't just let this continue. He's but a common kid… He might get injured.

"Don't worry Mana-nee, I'll be fine." He returned a smile my way, coiling his small hands into fists.

"…Mana-nee?" Mion again reacted at his words. She first took a glance at me, her lips trembling as much as a ladybug's wings when they fly, then she gazed at him, narrowing her brows in confusion. "Why do you call them in such a way? You're not related to us."

"Huh? Maya-nee is my sister and Mana-nee said it was okay." He simply answered. Such simplicity and warmness is something I would welcome in my daily life, however… someone wasn't that pleased with his answer.

"Pah! What have you been teaching him in this month, Maya?"

"Father, please keep quiet. The match should have began already. Mana, if you would." She glared at me, tapping her glasses with only one finger right in the middle.

"…Takeru, you truly wish to keep fighting?"

"Yeah, I'll keep trying!"

"…I see." I take a few steps back once more. "Then, take your stances… Begin!"

And again, Shion pressured Takeru with fast attacks. Yet, this time… Takeru kept his feet firmly planted on the ground and limited himself to just parry her attacks. I saw him moving his lips, opening them a bit… as if he were counting aloud.

Once Shion had to take a step back, he went after her in a frontal swing. Sadly, Shion could deflect his attack without much effort. Even if he is a boy Shion is probably in better shape than him, he won't be able to overpower her. In a fluid motion, Shion sent another upwards slash at him and got him off balance once more. However, he didn't let go of his sword and tried to not fall back. Shion had to settle for a hit to his chest again. She once more put too much force on her swing, the boy once more ended up on the floor.

…He could tell when Shion would take a step back. If… If he were on equal terms of skill… I look at Maya, who simply remained staring at him. The glint in her eyes told me she was as satisfied as when we used to finish our day of work. She… What did she teach him?

"See?! I'm better than you! I'm better!" Shion, who wasn't satisfied yet, raised her sword again ready to do a follow up but I reacted quickly and reached her side, grabbing the blade.

"Shion, there is no need to continue. You won, that is all." I could see her eyes taking the shape of those of a wolf from within her headgear.

"…I won. He should know when to quit. He's nothing but a peasant, he should pay for even trying to duel with-"

"Shion!" Maya raised her voice, making her sister fall silent. "It is disheartening to see how little you seem to retain of my teachings about poise."

Shion's hands slowly, oh so slowly, started shaking. They fell down as I loosened my grasp on her blade, free from any hostile intentions. Maya went to the boy's side as he tried to stand up.

"Takeru, you did well. I do think this was more than enough to prove your point." She helped him up as she held his hand, Takeru was groaning again. "Are you unhurt, Takeru?"

"Yeah… I'm fine, Maya-nee."

"Good. This last time you did better than before. It is good to see you remembered my advice about waiting for the right moment to attack." She took the headgear off him, ruffling the boy's long hair.

"…Why do you praise him?" Shion said as she removed her headgear. "Sister, why do you praise this peasant? He didn't do well, all he did was flail his blade around! I was the one who-"

"Shion, you didn't restrain your strength in front of a clear novice. And I see no changes in your technique. That is all."

Shion lowered her gaze as her hands started to shake once more. Shion has been always pursuing the best result she could achieve. To be told such words after these bouts, by Maya no less, must be a shock to her pride. A most odd tincture made its way to my mouth, a taste of mint mixed with too much salt made me bit the inside of my lips as Shion was performing a great effort to not show her tears.

"Why do you scold me? I'm doing… my best…" She barely managed to squeeze out the words. Had I not been by her side, I would have missed them. Hanging her head, she tightly clutched her sword again.

…Could it be? Scolded… Wanting to be praised… When was the last time we praised Shion for something she did? We have been pushing them to be better, but when did we congratulate her efforts openly? Is she… the same as Mion? Do both of them look for our acceptance in their own way?

Then… if that's the case…

[Maya]

It is a shock, to see that Shion hasn't improved. Mana did tell me her temper was still giving her trouble, and I didn't expect her to treat Takeru well, but to show such aggressiveness? Mana is right, this will only make her resent our peasants. She'll end up as I used to be a month ago. I cannot praise her efforts, not when she has this attitude.

I inhale deeply, searching for a way to convey to her what Takeru taught me that night where I allowed my weakness to control me. Perhaps a talk in private before we leave would do her good, so that she can reflect on what she did.

"Shion, do not look so upset." Father said. "You fought as you usually do. Maya, I find it most odd. What could this boy gain from this? It is clear he isn't on their level."

"Father, I am Takeru's retainer. And so, I shall decide how I teach him. If you desire to speak of it, we could share a cup of tea later." I cannot allow Takeru to be put in his sights. He is very emotional, after all. And knowing him, he will probably speak up against Father if he were to get upset.

"…Yes, that is a good proposal. Should we be going? I doubt sparring with Mion will make a difference appear."

"I have to agree." Mana said as she caressed her hair. "Maya, I believe this was enough. Perhaps you could give Shion some advice regarding her endeavors? I believe she could use some time to speak with you now." Shion's head slightly arched up at her words, Mana gave her a pat in the back and then she took a few steps forward.

I inhale through my nose again and veer my gaze away from my sister's. She might misunderstand my words and I cannot explain to her why I am with Takeru. And until now my words weren't of use for her, I never managed to find why she fails to restrain her feelings. Not now, let her anger die down. Once she's calm again, then I'll approach her.

"Shion is still the same as she was, and I already have given her advice while she and Takeru fought. I have to speak with Father for the time being." Upon hearing my words, Shion's gaze again sank. Her shoulders also descended as slowly as a feather that had went on a ride with the winds of spring.

Sigh… Maybe I will have to speak with her before I leave. At the very least I need to bestow upon her what Takeru taught me. I cannot let her fall into the same hole I-

"Shion, you were amazing!"

I flinched at Takeru's voice. He had suddenly gotten closer to her and, after grabbing Shion's hands, he looked at her with a gaze that could stare right back at the sun.

"Huh? Amazing…" Shion remained still as Takeru shook her hands up and down with a smile on his face.

"Yeah, can you keep practicing with me when I come visit?" He asked her as earnestly as he usually does.

"…Why would I? You're just a peasant." She released herself from his grasp, folding her arms and looking away. Sigh… As much as I wish to stop him, perhaps this will do her good. If I can let her learn by interacting with him, it will be easier than to explain what I realized that night I hit him.

"But you're really good. I wanna get better so fighting with you will help a lot. Come on, don't be mean!" Takeru again got closer, perhaps a tad bit too close, and Shion was once more at a loss of words at his forwardness.

I threw a glance at Mana, shaking my head as I saw her moving towards them. She pursed her lips and nodded. Father, however, had a hand in his chin, some of his displeasure vanishing from his face.

"…I don't want to. You're weak, and you're just a normal person." Shion again looked away from Takeru's eyes as she released herself from his grasp.

"I'll get better then!"

"…You won't get better than me. I don't know why Sister is training you, but you're weak."

"Well, I'll do my best. And Maya-nee is with me, so it'll be fine." Shion's brows arched downwards at the words.

"Why does she have to stay with you? Leave Sister alone, you're a waste of time!" She pushed him back with quite some force. However, when I was about to scold her again… Takeru puffed his cheeks but didn't seem to want to fight with her.

"I'm not a waste of time. It's not my fault that you're awesome with a sword." He folded his arms and looked away, pouting. It's… endearing, how honest he is. Instead of getting upset, he's praising her honestly.

"…Awesome? Are you making fun of me?" Shion, who didn't understand commoner terms, took it as an insult as her frown got bigger.

"Shion, it means he thinks you're truly good. Takeru is praising you." Mana told her as she put a hand on Shion's shoulder. "He's only trying to be friendly with you."

"Yeah, that's true." He nodded at the words. "I wanna get better with a sword, so will you train with me?" He again got closer and stared at her with that shining gaze of his. Considering how he was around Yuuhi-sama I shouldn't be surprised.

"…Why? Why should I train with you? Why are you coming here?"

"Yohime-san told me it was okay." Did he just…

"Takeru!" I went to his side, pulling his ear. "How many times have I told you to be polite?"

"I used a -san this time, Maya-nee!"

"It's Yohime-sama for you, Takeru. You have to address her with the proper respect."

"But she didn't say anything when we talked."

"Stop being so contrarian." He puffed his cheeks at me, I cannot help but to sigh. "What am I going to do with you?" I let go of his ear, patting his head softly.

"Sister, why are you this kind to him? I am… I am your sister. Why are you with this boy? Why do you-"

"Shion, that matters not. You have your own mistakes to polish, as does Takeru. We shall be coming here every weekend to train. I hope you can start to act as you should when we do." Shion bit her lips as she hanged her head once more. I was about to say something else, but then Takeru pulled my sleeve.

"Maya-nee, why are you angry?"

"I am not."

"But you haven't praised her. She was awesome!" He narrowed his brows as he said that.

"But she was too aggressive." I know you are stubborn to a fault, but I can't let Shion keep going on like this. I will have to have a talk with her later.

"Yeah…" He rubbed his head as he narrowed his eyes. "But she still was awesome." He said, rising a fist to the air. "And why does she call you Sister? Your name is Maya."

"Takeru, that is the proper, formal way to refer to one's older sister." He squinted his eyes as he tilted his head.

"Why? Why can't Shion call you Maya-nee?"

To let Shion… Hmm… I suppose I could try to be closer to her and support her as I do with you. Perhaps some kindness will help her with her anger? Hmm… Would Father even allow me to? I do not wish to keep getting into arguments with him, considering how he sees you. And… she might begin to think less of me were I to suggest such a thing. Shion is very dedicated to her training after all.

"Well… That would be inappropriate. She should address me with respect." I tap my glasses again, Shion's eyes narrowed as I did. Once more, the ants march on my back at the sight of her face.

"But I call you Maya-nee all the time." Takeru didn't let go of the idea, however.

"That is true, however-"

"And why can't you praise her? She's your sister, right? She fought really, really well too!" Takeru again puffed his cheeks, my lips twisted slowly as I looked at him.

Giving you emotional support was my first hurdle to overcome… And I suppose you weren't only receiving said support this month. I do think Father will oppose this, quite strongly at that. Sigh… But Shion is my sister, and she… also needs me just like you do.

"…Fine, you are right." He smiled and then I went to Shion's side.

The little one slowly looked up at me, a foreign shiver running on my chest as I gazed at her. I slowly placed a hand atop Shion's head and caressed her hair. She flinched when I did, as I had never done this for her. Her eyes looked up at me, wide and surprised as they never were before while her mouth remained slightly open.

"You fought well Shion. You should still try to manage your temper, but it is clear you're still as sharp as you always were. You… must have been training with all your might to retain your edge with me gone."

"Yes… I have been doing my best, Sister." Returning my gaze, Shion's lips betrayed her mask and rebelled against her formal act, twisting their edges in hopes of drawing a smile. So she did need some kindness…

I gulp what clogged my mouth, though it was not physical what tormented my throat into constriction. You can say it, Maya. Even if Father is against it… there are things you have to teach her. I cannot fear their rejection, not when it's about my duties as both a retainer and a needs to be bestowed kindness without it being tied to her duties as a member of the Tsukuyomi family.

…Hm? Without it being tied to…

Who said those words to me? I squint my eyes, trying to recall. And then, as if it were so simple… I remembered. There was someone who used to give me such warmth when I was younger. Someone Shion never got to meet.

…Mother. Mother used to argue with Father about how harsh our training was. She used to comb my hair whenever I was resting from my bouts with Mana as we read some books. I… Why did I forget about it?

Shion… I never gave Shion anything of the sort. No one ever did. I inhale deeply to calm the raging salmons that were jumping at my heart from within, shredding themselves and my composure with every passing second.

Giving people strength with the power of love, huh? It seems your words held more weight than I gave them credit for, Takeru. In that case… There is only one path I should follow going forward.

"…I suppose you could call me Maya-nee, when we're within the walls of our house." I said, eyes closed as I tapped my glasses again while letting some air out softly.

"Huh? I can… Sister, do you mean it?" Her tone now incredulous, her gaze widening. I then crouched by Shion's side, still patting her head.

"Yes, I am your older sister after all. That makes me your guardian too, even if Father is with us. It is clear you have continued to excel while I was gone, Shion. I hope you can make an effort to calm that temper of yours, otherwise you're on the right path. Well done, my sister." Shion's eyes stared back at me unblinking, her lips folding inwards.

"I… Thank you, Si… M-Maya-nee?" Shion awaited my response, her legs slightly swaying and her lips tightly sealed. When I nodded at her words and ruffled her hair once more, Shion finally allowed herself to smile, even if it was as small as a spark. "I will keep doing my best. Will you train with me again, Si… Maya-nee?"

"Yes, I shall. I'll come on the weekends so please keep up the good work during the week."

"Eh? Why… Why can't you come back home? Why are you with that peasant?" Shion shot a glare at Takeru, who simply tilted his head again as he rose a brow at her.

"Shion, listen. Takeru might be a peasant but that doesn't make him any less important than anyone else. We train to protect and help our fellows, no matter their standing. Takeru needs me by his side for now. Can you help me train him, Shion?" I stopped petting her, stood up and tapped my glasses once more.

Shion looked down, bringing her hands together. Delaying an answer, she looked over at Takeru. Narrowing her eyes, her lips plucked a bit. She finally looked at me again, her brows still low.

"If you want me to, I'll help you. Maya-nee…" She grabbed one of my hands as she came a bit closer. "…Will you look over my tests before you leave?"

"I suppose I could. Could you keep Takeru company while I speak with Father?"

"…Yes, if you so want I will do it."

"You won't be harsh or rude to him?"

"No, I won't. I promise." Seeing she was being honest, going by how she held my gaze, I patted her head one last time before turning around.

"Takeru, let's go get you changed."

A few minutes later.

(Tea Room.)

[Mana]

Sitting by Maya's side with Kazora-sama in front of us both, each of us drank some tea that was just served. I looked at my cousin, who returned her usual blank, cold stare.

"Well then…" Kazora-sama spoke up. "Maya, can you explain yourself? What is the meaning of this? Why are you content with being the nanny of a peasant?" The moon had appeared, the wolves howled deep into the forest of his complexion.

"I am not a mere nanny, Father. I am Takeru's retainer. I suppose Yohime-sama has informed you of why I've been entrusted with this mission."

"Yes, she did allow me to discuss it with you." He lowered his cup, groaning for some moments.

"Excuse me, but I still don't know what's going on here." Maya finished drinking and looked at me.

"As it turns out Takeru's father is a member of Takahisa-sama's squadron." Yes, that was what I was told just as we arrived. "Due to his mother passing away, his father wished to quit his post in the Guard to be by his son's side."

I don't know how to feel about that. On one hand, I can understand his feelings. Being the one who looks after Mion and Shion, I can sympathize with his intentions of caring for his son. On the other, I feel somehow… betrayed. To leave us in such short notice, despite how hard this situation must be on him, is nothing short of a betrayal to the trust we placed on the man. He could have hired a caretaker to look after little Takeru. Wait… Maya is Takeru's retainer now… So, how did this happen? She then tapped her glasses before continuing.

"However, Takahisa-sama wished him to stay in his post, and so he requested someone be sent to his son to look after him. Yohime-sama simply chose me to take that role."

"You are the last person I would think of to perform such a task." I say as I caress my hair.

"Do you have a complain, Mana?" She narrowed her eyes at me as she usually did in our bouts.

"No, it's just… You never liked to be near the peasantry. What made you change your mind?"

"That is a good question indeed, Mana. Could you explain yourself, Maya?" Kazora-sama then picked up his cup and drank without letting go of Maya's gaze.

"Well, one could say…" She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. "I learned a valuable lesson during my stay in Hiiragi. Father, Takeru taught me we should not be so harsh towards commoners. Nothing good will be gained through such actions. So I must ask you, why do you oppose him so strongly?"

"…Commoners and nobles should not mix. Maya, I have taught you that since an early age. The boy doesn't belong here."

"The same could be said for his father, yet he's one of our best pilots." I say, gaining Kazora-sama's frown on me. "When I asked around after my return, I was told many things about him. But regardless of the rumors about his manners, everyone agreed that Kageyuki Shirogane is one of our best men."

"…Even so, his son's situation is a different one. The boy should be left alone in his life, we should not grow too used to mingling with the peasants. Should we do so, we one day might falter when confronted with a problem that has no easy solution." Me and Maya frown at his words. "What could he gain from this? What good will it do to him to come here to be soundly bested time and again? What do Mion and Shion gain from this 'training'? Nothing, that's what this leaves to all of us."

"Father, I am sure you saw how Shion reacted to his praise." He grimaced at Maya's words. "Shion needed recognition. We never tried being kind to her, we only evaluated her based on her performance in school and in the trainings. If not for Takeru, I doubt I would ever have tried to bequeath her with kindness and simple praise. It is clear she needed us to be by her side, not only physically."

"If I may add, I believe Mion also needs the same. Seeing her reaction to Maya's talk with Shion, how she couldn't stop staring and twiddling her thumbs together while twisting her lips, I believe our faults have met an answer at last. Mion and Shion require us to be more than mere teachers to them, they need us as family as well."

He folded his arms, groaning. After a moment, stroking his beard and looking upwards he let out a long, heavy sigh.

"I am sure you know who we are. We cannot be flaccid in our teachings. We need you four to be as strong as you can as the guardians of the Koubuin House."

"And we also should be able to guide our lords in all matters that they might need. Shion cannot do so in her current condition and Mion also won't be able to do so if she doesn't gain some confidence." Maya nodded at my words, making her father squint his eyes even more.

"Mana, the one who has been watching over them, believes we should proceed in this way. Father, is an opportunity so much to ask of you?" Maya then silently returned her father's gaze.

"…If Yohime-sama allowed it, my opinion doesn't matter. However, you two will be responsible for anything that might happen. If Shion and Mion lower their performance, if the boy is unnecessarily hurt, you two will be made to bear the punishment. Even so, why must you stay with the boy Maya? Why can't his father hire a caretaker himself?" I also look at her, she moves her fringe out of her face as she waited a moment to answer.

"Well, Yohime-sama said she was entrusted by Takahisa-sama with the duty of choosing a caretaker. So if you have any complains, you could voice them to her, Father." The man again grimaced, grabbing his cup and drinking.

"That I shall do. That will be all. You can leave."

"You… do not wish to discuss anything with me, Father?"

"You seem to be in good health. That's all I need to know."

"Maya, shall we be going?" I said as I stood up. She nodded and after we bowed to Kazora-sama we left the room.

Walking towards the room where the kids were taken to, I sigh loudly after some steps.

"You seem unusually tense, Mana."

"Can you blame me? I have never seen you contradict your father. What happened to you, Maya?" She looks down, slowly relaxing her gaze.

"What do you speak of?"

"Please… What has made you change your mind in such a way?"

"I… Could you keep a secret?" I nod. "One day, Yohime-sama called the house." She stopped walking, closing her eyes. "I had believed she had kicked me out of the Guard due to her words."

"Huh? You, kicked out? Why did you even ponder such a thought?" She of all people getting kicked out? Preposterous, how could she ever reach such a conclusion?

"Well, you see… I didn't take the orders well at first."

"I see… Yes, considering how hard you trained I can see how hard you could take it." It is a surprise she even accepted the orders, to be honest. "Then, how… What made you change?"

"That night… I cried." Maya's eyes wander away, her shoulders descend in synchrony with her chest. She… She cried? Maya? Crying? "Takeru saw me and tried to ask me why I was sad. I was most upset at the situation I was in. I couldn't control my emotions… and I hit him."

"Huh?! Maya you… You hit a children?" Seeing her bitter smile as she winced made me feel as if I had just swallowed a thousand needles. Maya… never allowed her emotions to surface in her complexion. Just… What vile parasite had nested itself on her heart?

"I did. He cried loudly his pain out, and yet in the end he apologized. He simply… didn't want to be alone. I cannot explain what it felt like, hearing him pleading me not to leave him in between his tears." I lick my lips over, inhaling slowly, as Maya chuckled for some reason. "Takeru taught me how foolish I was being. I looked down on him, I didn't try to understand his woes, and I leashed out to him to ease up my own suffering. Yet, he didn't scream at me, he didn't grew resentful. I'm sure you realized it on the way here but he's… perhaps too kind for his own good." Maya tapped her glasses and returned to her usual demeanor.

"So… What happened after that?"

"I promised to aid him earnestly, and since then he did many efforts to be better." We resumed walking towards the room. "He still gave me many troubles, mind you. However… I started to see good traits in him, despite his manners. Since then I started to see him and our neighbors differently with the passing of the days. And…" Closing her eyes, she again played with her hair. "As shameful as it is to admit, I do believe he wasn't the only one who received help during this month."

"What do you mean? Don't you tell me you enjoy his hugs, Maya." I was merely poking fun at her… Yet, she closed her eyes and nodded. "…Are you being serious?"

"I hadn't pondered it until moments ago, however… No one ever bestowed such kindness towards me. Not since… Mother died."

"…I see. Yes, since they passed away… our fathers have not been the same."

"At first I was truly upset when he kept hugging me out of the blue. However, for some reason, I stopped complaining at some point. It is shocking, to be honest. I hadn't made the connection but… To act like a family, to be by my sister's side made me remember Mother. I suppose Takeru simply noticed how sad I truly was, how fixated I was on my duty and tried to be kind with me."

"…He sounds like a good boy."

"He is, despite his manners."

"I suppose that means you wish to give that same kindness to Shion?"

"No, not only to Shion. As retainers, we also need to provide emotional support to our rulers. They won't be able to openly show their feelings, so it falls to us to accompany them in their privacy if they were to require guidance when their hearts are afflicted."

"It's good to see we finally agree on something, then." I finally relax and allow a smile to form.

"Indeed. Then, what do you plan to do regarding Shion?"

"That's what I want to ask. I do think having Takeru visiting them may do them good, but Father only gave me a month to prove to them that we can train them differently."

"I see…" Maya closed her eyes and rearranged her glasses as she thought and we took a turn. "Mana, what day is today?"

"Huh? Today? Isn't it March 18th? Why do you ask?"

"What happens in a week's time?" She asked as she looked into my eyes. One week from now… That would be the-

"Oh! Shion's birthday is next Saturday. Are you coming to visit her then too?"

"Yes, however I believe… Takeru might have an idea to help you." She joined her hands together again, stoic and composed unlike that small inkling of shine that was present in her voice now.

"So you think he can help us with the little ones?"

"Considering our talk with Yohime-sama before we went to train with you, I believe our sisters need a… friend. I'm sure that Takeru can make Mion realize how good she truly is and give Shion someone who she doesn't need to compete against. With him simply being himself and us watching over them, I'm of the opinion he can be that presence that they lack in their life. Someone who they don't need to be on their guard all the time."

"…It's truly nice to see how you've changed, Maya."

"What do you mean?" She now lowered her brows at me.

"Well, I never would have thought you would consider someone's feelings so throughly."

"I am more than capable of such a feat, however." She narrowed her eyes at me, I smiled at her.

"That seems to be the case."

"Why are you smiling in such a way?"

"I'm just… happy to not be alone in this anymore." I stop walking, looking upwards.

"Mana? What do you mean?"

"Well… Father hasn't been very… supportive of my ideas as of late. I'm working until night all the time, I haven't seen those two improve at all since you left… I'm glad to see I can count on you two helping me now."

"…Were you that preoccupied?"

"To be frank, yes, I am. Seeing Shion lost in anger from time to time, seeing Mion's gaze sinking deeper every day…"

Feeling the food clogging my stomach, unable to properly sit down to eat as work kept piling up. Constantly arguing with Father and Kazora-sama about my teaching methods. Seeing Meiya-sama trapped in the basement, hearing what is said of her by Father every time I made a report.

"At times it feels as if I were trying to reach the stars by climbing a mountain, only to realize that they where farther away than I thought as I reached the summit. Unable to aid Mion and Shion or have my words reach them, as if I was left on the shore and they sailed away to the horizon, Father's acceptance equally distant… I truly feared you would agree with them." I said letting some air out, feeling the trickle of cold water all over my back as it did during my training on that mountain.

"You… feared it?"

"Yes… If you agreed to them, Shion would follow your example. If she did so, nothing I could do would be enough to aid Mion with her self-esteem. It is truly a relief, to see you share my thoughts." I smile at her honestly, Maya's brow furrow slightly.

"I see… I never noticed you were under such pressure while I was here."

"No, while you were here I was managing fine. Who do you think is doing your share of work while you're gone?"

"Wait, you aren't getting any help?"

"We don't really have any hands to spare for the work you used to do. I do not know how you managed to file all those reports on time."

I frankly don't. Not only I can't read your handwriting but those odd signs and drawings you use to sort the reports are simply beyond my understanding. And that's not delving into what I had to do when your program stopped working all of a sudden. The code you wrote to automate the mails and computer related tasks you did is simply beyond my understanding.

"Well, you'd do well in learning how to automate the simpler tasks." Look at you, taking pride in having your code in such disarray.

"Sigh… Well, in any case it is good to hear you're on my side for this. Can you tell me what Takeru might suggest for Shion's birthday?"

"If he reacts the same as before… I believe he'll suggest us to bring a cake and presents for her." Maya said as she caressed her fringe.

"Cake? Oh, maybe I should bake one myself?"

"Hmm… That would make it more personal, I suppose. I do not recall if Shion liked such sweet food however."

"I am sure she will be pleased, and since a cake can be shared we could try to have her give some to Mion. Perhaps then they could use that to start becoming closer." Maya nods at my words. It is truly good to see we can now talk in this way. Finally, with a long sigh in the middle, the boulders that were bound to my shoulders eased up their hold on me.

"In any case, I am sure Takeru will insist on having cake on her birthday. I will leave it to you if you can do it, but if you don't have the time do contact me. I may not be as good a baker as you but I can manage."

"Hmm… Yes, receiving a cake from you would be the best present Shion could ask for now. I will let you take care of that then." Considering all I have to do I won't have the time.

However, I should prepare in advance for Mion's birthday. I am sure she will be happy, and if I can show her how much she means for me that will do wonders for her confidence. And if Shion can also start to be a bit more supportive towards her I'll be able to prove to Father that there are other pathways available to us in regards to their training.

Approaching the room where the children should be, an attendant came to our side and gave us a bow.

"Tsukuyomi-sama, we have been awaiting you."

"Thank you for your hard work. How are the children?"

"They seem to be fine. We brought some sushi for them to eat just moments ago."

"Sushi?" Maya's brow's twitched. "By any chance, did you bring natto rolls to them?"

"Yes, I believe some were brought to them."

"Maya, what is this about-"

"Who is watching over the children as of now?" Maya took a step forward, the attendant lowered his gaze at the sharp tone of her words.

"I was watching over them, but I was told you were arriving shortly and they were behaving well so-"

"You left Takeru. Alone in that room. With natto rolls near him?"

"Maya, what's the matter?"

Before I could react, she dashed to the door. And as we entered, we saw little Takeru sulking on a chair as he ate a natto roll. He looks so cute…

"Oh, Maya-nee! Where were you?" Noticing us, he came to our side.

"Takeru, how many of those did you eat?" Hm? Why is she so worried about that? Little Takeru's brows arched as he looked away.

"…Just a few of them."

"Shion, how many did he eat?" Maya asked her sister, she got closer as she had her arms folded.

"He ate most of them. Only two or three are left. I cannot understand how he could eat so much with the smell they have." Shion grimaced at Takeru, who puffed his cheeks at her.

He ate… most of them himself? Maya pulled his ear and he started complaining.

"Takeru, what did I told you about moderation?"

"They told me I could eat them if I wanted to!"

"Just because you can do something doesn't mean you should. Your stomach is going to hurt much later." Maya released him and glared at him. He looked away as he rubbed his ear.

"But they were tasty…" Aww… Just look at those eyes…

"Maya, I believe you could be a bit more lenient with him?"

"I am his retainer, Mana."

"Well, but you could try to be less abrasive in your scolding."

"If I do, he wouldn't mend his mistakes."

"Were I his retainer, I would approach him in a more patient, understanding way. I fail to see what good will pulling his ear do for little Takeru."

"…Thank you kindly for your suggestion. However, I will teach Takeru in the way I find most appropriate."

"Hey, aren't you going to eat?" Takeru pulls Maya's sleeve, breaking the clashing of our stares.

The children were taken to a small living room where guests usually wait before meetings, they had some tables, a few sofas and a bookshelf filled with varied offerings. Some food was still on one table, and we sat down and ate for a moment. I couldn't help to notice how the boy seemed unwilling to look at the girls for some reason. Mion and Shion had opted to sit in front of him, they were also avoiding looking at him.

"Takeru, what is the matter? It is rare for you to be so quiet." Maya said as she looked at him, he remained sulking however.

"…I lost all the times."

"Lost? At what?" I asked but soon got my answer as he pointed towards another table. A Shogi board was set up, some pieces already moved.

"I won all the matches. He is severely lacking in his Shogi skills." Shion said, arms folded and with an air of superiority as if she were merely gazing at an animal doing tricks to her whim.

"Even I could beat him without much trouble." Mion said before drinking some water.

"But I then bested you too." Shion quickly retorted.

"Shion, do not act in such a way." Maya directed a gaze at her, Shion tensed up and sat straight as she did. "You should always remain humble regardless of your results. Now, why don't you try your luck against me?"

"Truly?" Shion quickly dropped her edge, happily moving to the table to spar against Maya.

I instead moved to sit near the still sulking boy. Looking at him, he looks so innocent. To think Maya hit him… Even if she felt left out, how could she harm such a cute boy? Look at him, who would ever harm such a sweetheart? It's the same with Meiya-sama, I cannot comprehend why people would scorn them.

"Say Takeru…" I say and he looks at me. "Have you ever played Shogi before?"

"Yes, a few times with Maya-nee."

"I see. Did you have fun as you played?"

"Yeah… But I lost." He slightly puffed his cheeks.

"Well, you can always try again. By the way, did you know that next Saturday is Shion's birthday?"

"Eh? Really?" His eyes immediately regained light as he rose, all displeasure cleared from his face as if a sudden wind had banished all clouds from the skies. "Are you having a party?"

"Party?"

"Yeah, a birthday party. Like with books, and music, and cake. What are you going to give her as a present?" So Maya was right.

"Hmm… That's going to be a secret."

"Huh? Why?" Hehehe… He really does look cute when he furrows his brows like that.

"Well, it's not going to be a surprise if she knew, right?"

"Ooh… Yes, you're right."

"Well, you will come visit next Saturday, won't you?"

"Yeah! Ah… I can come, right? The old people won't get mad?"

"No, it is alright. So, you'll be here for her birthday?"

"Yes, I will. Thanks for inviting me, Mana-nee." He then got closer from his seat and gave me a hug. Uuh… Patting his back and feeling his small hands on me pikes at the stones on me, sending them crashing away from my body. If only I could do the same for… Hm?

"Say Takeru, what do you say of playing some games with Mion while Maya is busy?"

"Are you sure? She didn't seem to have fun with me."

"Mion, would you like to play something now?"

"Eh? Play?" Mion was sitting some distance away from us, her hands joined by her lap. Again, looking down and expressionless as usual.

"Yes, why don't we play some Shogi? Or would you like to play something else?" I went to her side, trying to pat her head. However, my hands halted as I once more saw her tense expression as if she were frozen in place.

"No… I don't want to bother you, Sister. Please rest easy, I am fine."

"Why is she calling you that?" Takeru came to my side and peeked at Mion with his brows furrowed.

"…That is how I should call Sister. I am not as rude as you."

"I'm not rude, I'm friendly. So, you wanna play something else, Mion?" He also got closer, Mion's gaze trailed towards her own lap as her lips formed a line.

"I am fine. And please, do not call me by my name. You're not my family."

"Then can we be friends?"

"…Friends? What is that?"

"You know… Friends. People you have fun with." Takeru scratched his head as he tried to explain it to her with his clumsy words, to which Mion only furrowed her brows as she tilted her head.

"Mion, it won't do you any harm to spend some time with us, right?" She looks at me and, after her hands shuffle around themselves, she gave a nod.

"If you're not busy…"

"Then let's play something!" Takeru grabbed her hand and got her off the seat.

Mion's eyes widened yet she didn't release herself. Takeru said we should play something other than Shogi, however we do not have any toys or games to speak of here. On his suggestion, we instead played a guessing game with one of the books we had on the room where we were. I had grabbed a book about some of our traditional stories and he managed to guess many times before Mion when I asked them about our folktales.

"How can you not know what happens to Issun Boshi?"

"I haven't read the story in a long time." Mion answered in her polite voice, still as stiff as ice.

"I mean… What do you do to have fun, Mion?" Mion's gaze fell down at his question, my heart feeling a pressure tantamount to having a blade riveted on my throat. I delayed a breath as her eyelids descended and her shoulders tried to make themselves smaller.

"…Fun? I… I am busy studying for school and practicing my swordplay. I do not have time to slack off."

"Mion, relaxing for some moments isn't slacking off. I myself read some manga from time to time. I believe it would do you good to find a hobby you like."

"No… Sister, I am behind in my lessons. Father would be most upset at me."

"That is not true, Mion. Haven't you been doing your best efforts in school and in the dojo all this time?"

"I'm not good enough, Sister."

"Why? You're good in Shogi and you fight with Shion all the time, right? You must be really good then!" Takeru comments with a smile.

"Maybe to you, but I can't best Shion yet. I always lose in our practice at the dojo."

"But you're not giving up. Only one can win so it's not that bad to lose from time to time."

"Eh? Only one can win?" Mion pondered his words for a moment, seeing how her lips plucked at him… I could use this to get her out of her cage.

"Yes, only one can win. Losing doesn't make you bad." He said as he rose a fist again.

"Even so, I can never give her a good duel."

"Mion, think about what Takeru told you. If you were to best Shion once, would that mean she wasn't doing enough in her training?"

"Huh? I… Um…"

"Can you see it? Were she to lose, Shion would still have her good grades in school, like you do as well. Honing each other together does not mean only one has to win, doesn't it? If only one could triumph over the rest there would be no point in training all four of us to work together. We all are to cooperate so there isn't a single winner in the long term. Would you not agree?"

"I suppose…"

"I don't know why you're so down, you just gotta try again until you win!" Takeru told her, getting closer and grabbing her hands. "I mean, I lost super bad with I'm still going to try. You just gotta do your best until you win. But you can't overworry or get sad. That's why you should have fun once in a while."

"…Please release my hands. You don't know how hard it is, to fight with Shion." She looks away, her head hanging lower once more.

"I got hit in the head today. And I could barely do anything. You're better than me, right?" She nods slowly. "Can you actually hit her sometimes?"

"Yes, I can. But I always lose in the end."

"Then you just gotta hit her harder!" He released her and rose his tiny fists upwards.

"Huh? Harder?" Her eyes widened as she tilted her head at his simple advice.

"Yeah, if you can only hit her once then that hit has to count!" He furrowed his brows and puffed his cheeks. "If you can only hit her a few times, then you gotta win with those hits!"

"…If I can only hit a few times… then I have to win with those few hits…"

"Mion, his words do have some merit behind them." I pat her shoulder, caressing the back of her head as she looked at me. "You don't have to do the same that Shion does. You can fight how you find it most comfortable. Me and Maya don't use the same approach after all."

"Truly?"

"Yes, that is the case." I pat the top of her head like Maya did, Mion seems to be shaking a bit. "Why don't we practice together in my style, to see if you find it useful?"

"Would it be alright? I don't want to trouble you."

"You're no trouble, my sister. Would you like to train, just the two of us together?" Usually, she would have receded inside her shell. However, she now was tapping her fingers together, her lips twisting. She finally returned my gaze, the small flickering of a candle blistering behind the thick layer of ice that had covered her eyes as of late.

"Um… If you're not busy…"

"Of course I'm not. Do we have an agreement?"

"Yes… Yes, we do." She finally nodded. She agreed to do something new. Sigh…

"So, aside from your studies, how do you have fun?" Takeru asked again.

"Well, I read mangas." Seeing Mion was still unwilling to answer, I did so myself. "What do you do, Takeru?"

"I read folktales with a friend back home. There's also a book of poetry I got for my birthday that I haven't read in a long time. And that giant book of the monkeys and that weird island." He puffs his cheeks as he said the last one. Mion put a finger to her lips, narrowing her brows.

"Monkeys? Oh, do you speak of the Malediction of Monkey Isle?"

"Yeah, that one! It's so long… I'm not even near half of it and I've been reading it for a long time too." He folds his arms as he pouts.

"Mion, do you know of that book?"

"Yes, we were once asked to read a foreign book that was translated into Japanese and that series of books was in the list of options. It was a large book so I didn't choose it, but it did seem interesting. Shirogane, what do you think of the book?"

"Ta-ke-ru, call me Takeru. That's my name."

"Um… It would be rude for me to call you by your name."

"But aren't we friends?"

"Well… Sister? What do you think?"

"It won't harm you, at the least." He looks at him, Takeru smiles at her and she looks down, tapping her fingers together. She finally nods at him. Uuh… They look so cute… I take a deep breath to calm myself down before speaking up. "So Takeru, what do you say of talking about it with us? Maybe you could bring those books here when you come visit and read them with Mion?"

"Oh! Yeah, I'll do that if Maya-nee lets me bring it. Then we can eat cake as we read it."

"…Cake? Sister, what is that?" Mion tilted her head as she folded her arms.

"Mion, you… don't know what that is?"

"No, I do not. What kind of food is it?"

"Oh, it's really sweet!" Takeru said, again getting a tad bit too close to Mion. "It has all this cream, and it's really soft, and it also can have strawberries and chocolate!"

"I see… Is it really that good?" She asked, curiously leaning forward.

"Yeah! It's super tasty!"

"Well, you'll get to try it next weekend. Should we read some books until Maya finishes her duel?" Takeru nodded in an instant, whereas Mion hesitated as her hands fumbled together.

"Um… Sister, would it be alright to have fun?"

"Of course it is. Shion is also relaxing now, right?" We all look at the table were the turquoise ones were.

It looks like they just began another match. Shion no longer has that roughness in her movement, that tint in her eyes as if she was always ready to fight. Now it looked as if she finally was calm enough to properly practice her calligraphy or do some origami.

"See? Shion is also taking a break. So you should do so too, Mion." She nodded as she looked at her cousin. "You are reading the book Takeru will bring next week with him, right?"

"Um… If he doesn't mind…"

"I don't, so let's read it together." He again gave her a handshake with a bright smile. "Next time I come I'll bring that large book and we'll read it together as we eat some cake. So don't be so down, Mion."

"Why do you insist on calling me by my name?"

"I mean… Aren't we friends?"

"…We could be, but… Why?"

"What do you mean, why? I just wanna be your friend. If you wanna read with me then you're my friend, Mion. So, what do you want to read now?"

He and Mion debated for a moment on what to read next. She was still being polite to him but she had dropped her tension. I watched their exchange and then we all read the book they chose together.

How thankful I am to you, Takeru. I am blessed for you to have come aid me right in this moment. I surely hope you can be a good friend to both Mion and Shion.

I do wonder if Mion will like the cake Maya brings, but at the least she might be able to enjoy reading with you. If Shion can stop being so aggressive with you, maybe you'll finally be able to smile again. And who knows? Maybe she'll be interested in that book and I can use that to make them get along from now on.

Regardless, he's really funny to be around. I can see why Maya likes you so much, he is not very polite but he is very attentive, in his own way. And I am glad Maya thinks like I do regarding our sisters. I can only hope Shion's birthday goes well, for both of them.

The only thing that is left piking at my heart is… If only I could give Meiya-sama a good friend like you, Takeru… I only she could have one person she could treat as her equal…