Chapter 6:Dreaming?

Rin looked over the window into the garden.Her old garden...not changed a bit...It was like she...never missed...It was still confusing for her but she knew that she was here to stay.Forever.Forever with her lord.But yet she was afraid...She couldn't fight the destiny and she was scared to not be aparted by her Sesshoumaru once again.The last night facts were giving her chills again.She smilled and blsuhed at the still fresh memory...

Flashback...

'Sesshoumaru-sama?'

'Hai?'

'Why am I naked?'I asked and I blushed very deep.He looked at me surprised by my comment and he got off me.I grabbed the closest blanket and covered my body.It wasn't like I didn't wanted him to see me like that it was just...embarrassing...

'Many...things happend Rin...while you were gone...'he said in a low voice and then came to the edge of the bed taking my hands in his.His voice was...different...What happend to him while I was gone?This...this wasn't Sesshoumaru I knew...

'Sesshoumaru-sama...what's wrong?'I asked finally.

His eyes grew a little bigger and knew I hit the point.Then I thought it...I removed my hands from his and looked away.I just grabbed the blanket more over me,shaking by now.

'Rin...'

He tried to coup my cheek but I refused him.

'Is it...me?'I asked shaking.

'What do you mean?'he asked in his old-fashioned voice.

'You're voice...the way you are acting...like you're not that happy to see me...Was it wrong...I came back?'I asked to relieve myself of it.Then I looked at him and waited for his answer.I was praying for him to say NO but I wanted him to be honest with me,like he was before I...died.

'How can you say that RIN?'he said loudly and hugged me tight.'You coming back was the best thing for this Sesshoumaru.'

'I...am...truly...happy...my lord...This means that Rin can stay?That she musn't leave?'

'Rin shall never leave her lord again.This is my decision.'

'Rin will obbey'

Then he got up and went to the door.He tooked on him his shirt back,covering a part of his muscular body,lighted now only by the moonlight.He is truly...a god.

'Rest Rin.We shall talk tomorrow morning.'

'Demo...'I skipped the word and turned my back to him to hide my sudden blush.

'What is it?'he asked.

'Nothing,my lord.'I tried to make it up.

'Rin.Don't lie to me.'he said and felt him coming closer.

This was making me so nervouss...My heart was racing.

'Truly,is nothin'

He just came to me,veeeery close to me and felt his gaze over me.I rised my head and saw his golden eyes,glittering in the dark looking down to me.God I'm so small next to him...I feel like I'm six again...But I'm not six anymore...I look at my hands...I seem old enough...the age I had when I passed away...

'Sesshoumaru-sama...'

He just looked at me knowing how hard is for me to ask what he allready knew I shall ask.He knows me so well...I don't have to say it and he knows what I want...he allways accomplished my wishes...except that one.His silver hair gives him such a great angelic aura...He is so handsome...Like no other...No man is more beautifull and powerfull that him...But he is not an angel...He is a demon.My demon.Oups!When I turned to be so possesive?

'Would her lord...stay with her till she falls asleep?'I asked shyly.

'I think I told you years ago that you don't have the proper age anymore,Rin.'

I look sadly in a corner when I feel his hand around my shouldeurs.His hand touches my bare skin.I jump a little at the contact but I soon relax miself.Is just him.I look back at him and see the answer in his amber eyes.

'But I think this Sesshoumaru can make a exception for tonight.'

I look at him and soon I lower my eyes to a lock of hair wich is faling to his neck.I grabb it with my hands. His hair is so soft...Just like it was long time ago...And then...No way!I can't look there!His lips...yes... his lips... look so soft and so tempting...I feel heat inside me and I start see blurry.I look away but,yet again, I'm attracted by his lips.How long I had dreamed at this...my first kiss...with him...NO!His looking at me again!WHY?WHY SO INSISTENT?.I feel chills on my chest and on my back.I then realise...I look down and...Pull the blanket over me again...I droped it when I looked at his mouth...Baka Rin!Baka!Baka!Baka!I blush again...

'I truly missed you,Rin.'he sais again and taked my chin with one of his clawed fingers,easily,not to scratch me.He comes closer...and closer of me...

'My lord...'I whisper and,instictive I bend on my back,laying on my back,trying to run of the thing I allways wished for.But he still comes...My heart is pounding so fast and I'm afraid not to make a mistake...Or...am I dreaming?NO...I can feel his hot breath at a inch of me...I close my eyes and...

(normal story)

Sesshoumaru pressed his lips gently,on hers,kissing her softly.Then he brokes the kiss and meets her eyes.He goes on her back and wrapps his arms around her waist.He feels her dissapointment and whispers into her ear.

'Wait until you became my mate...'

She shiveres and looks back at him.

'M...Ma...Mate!'she repeats nervouss.

He nodds.

'Now,now,back to sleep.'

'H...hai...'

End of flashback...

"Well...my dreams are coming true..."she thought and turnes to the closet.She openes it and sees,for her surprise,only things she will never wear...

'What's this?'she looks at an article.'And this?'looking at a parfume.

She dropes the parfume and the botle brokes to pieces.Her hands are shaking as tears are invading her eyes.The door gets busted and Sesshoumaru appears in it.

'What is it Rin?'

But she doesn't answers.She just looks at him with painfull eyes.

'Nanda Rin?'he turnes even more concerned.

He grabbs her by the shoudeurs.

'RIN!'

'How long...did it...passed?How much?'she yells and pushes him away.'HOW?And...who am I?This is not my body!Not my true one!'

'Rin...you died...'he said in a lower painfull voice.

'I did,yes...Didn't you revived me somehow?'

'I couldn't...you said it yourself...'

'Demo...Sesshoumaru...'

He looks at her.It was the first time she had said his name without respect.But it was Ok...from her...

'Rin...you're still Rin...'he said.

'But...what about the girl wich has my body?'

He huggs her tight.

'It doesn't matter anymore...'

'But it does!'she screams and huggs him too.'We'll be apart again……'

'No,we will not!You're back….and that's the only thing that matters…'

'Let go of me…..'

His eyes frozed.

'Rin?'

"I said let go of me!'

This wasn't Rin….it was……Elissa…She was holding her head in her hands,shaking all,sitting in her knees,on the floor.She was breathing hard and her shaking was terrible.

Muahahaha………sorry for the shortness…….See ya soon!