June 1st, 2006
The first day of June signaled that my birthday was not too far off. I still asked myself, "Would anyone be around for me to share if with?" I laid there in bed thinking of things that would never happen. How my chance of becoming successful was out of reach. And my chances of finding a girlfriend that I would be comfortable with. It's not that I didn't want to think about them, but they kept coming back.
Getting back to working I started up a fire regardless of how warm it was. I knew that only time would tell if I ever got off this island. Electricity didn't seem to be on my mind anymore, I was being taken away from technology and most things I would take for granted.
I decided to take a break for a bit. Though I hadn't done a whole lot I know this wasn't getting my anywhere. I ended up sleeping again outside the unfinished hut hoping that help would come soon.