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Chapter 5

"Ouch" Natalie said as they breathlessly continued to assault each other's lips.

"Are you alright?" he asked sort of with a chuckle as he saw her yet again hit her back on the steering wheel behind her, he had moved the seat completely back when she first sat on him but it wasn't able to go back any further. She didn't stop taking his lips urgently but he knew there was know way things were going further in this car.

John without words stopped kissing her, he smiled was he saw her open her eye's wondering why he stopped, he opened the car door with his hand and slid his body with her still on his lap out of the car, he stood and pulled her up on him as she wrapped her legs around him. Natalie was now kissing her way down his neck as he walked them closer to the door of the hotel, he peaked in thru the front window and no one was around, he quickly opened up the door and led them up towards his room.

As they came to the second floor, Natalie got herself down off of him, she stood in front of him, as they were in front of his door, John reached into his pocket for his keys with his hand and so did she.

Natalie put her hand in his pocket with his as he searched for his keys, she grazed his erection with her hand and she stared into his desire filled blue eyes. They stared for a second, no words were spoken to this point, no words were needed till this point. She stopped his hand from coming out of his pocket with the keys.

"No" Natalie said breathlessly

"My room, number 4, remember it" she asked and he smiled. He remember it alrightly, it was the room where they first kissed, the room that he occupied when he first knew he was in love with her, and when he knew in his heart their would never be another.

John walked Natalie backwards towards her room, he pushed her up against the door and she pulled out a key from her pocket, she brought it close to her chest for him to take and he did, also in t he process he purposely grazed her pointed nipple on her breast, he heard her let out a sigh and he smiled remembering how verbal she was when she was aroused.

John quickly unlocked the door and they pushed the door open with their bodies as they began the urgency again, the need again.

In the room John had her pinned up against the wall as he kicked the room door shut with his foot, he brought his hands on her waist and started running them up and down on her slides feeling her curves, feeling her beautiful body, his mouth held on to hers with every long, deep kiss, Natalie hands were in his medium length hair and she was pulling on it as he removed his lips from hers and they traveled. John's lips traveled to her neck, and were on a journey moving south as he heard her whisper.

"No" she said not being able to breath

"John, No" she said again and he continued to claim her neck with his lips. He felt her tense and then he stopped kissing her, he looked into her deep now tear filled eyes.

"I want you John, but I can't do this, it's not right" she told him as he continued to stare into her eyes'

"Nat" was all he said as he shook his head and released her from the wall, he didn't move away from her nor did she from him.

"I was an adulterer once John, without even knowing, I'm not a cheater John, I don't cheat, I may not Love him but for now.. It would still be cheating" she told him and he watched her eye's get even more filled with tears, a few tears escaped and he took his thumbs and wiped them away.

"I know, I know you're not, I wouldn't want you any other way," he told her as she said thank you with her eyes, after a few minutes she walked away from him and took a good look around the room. She smiled.

"We spent some good times in this room didn't we?" she asked as she looked at him, he smiled at her and shook his head.

"You saved me in this room a few times too" she said and he was quiet.

"You always save me' she told him as she saw the serious look on his face

"No, that's not true" he told her and slightly walked away from her for a minute, he turned and looked at her, straight blue eye's to blue eye's.

You've saved me just as much, maybe more" he told her as the intensity from the staring was a little to much to handle for John, he knew anymore staring and he might be tempted to push her to do something she didn't feel comfortable in doing. He moved over towards her bathroom.

"Come on you're tired, go get ready for bed and I'll tuck you in," he told her as he opened the bathroom door for her.

"I sleep in the nude John," she told him and she laughed to lighten the mood.

"You never use to" he said chuckling himself

"I guess if anything had to change, that was a good change," he told her and she laughed as she grabbed her nightgown out of the dresser.

Five minutes later she came out in one of the sexiest Nightgowns he had ever seen, it was as revealing as some he remembered she owned but.. But she just looked breath taking in it.

"You aren't making this easy on me Natalie, don't you have those kitty pj's you use to wear"

'Don't wear them anymore"

"Why not? Does your friend not like them?" he asked and he wished he hadn't, it came across snide and he didn't mean for it to, or did he subconsciously want it to come across that way.

"Come on, let me tuck you in before I leave" he said as he pulled the covers down. Natalie got into the bed and as soon as he pulled the covers over her she pulled them back down.

"It's not cheating to hold each other," she told him as she patted the bed next to her.

John didn't hesitate, he kicked his shoes off and climbed under the covers with her, pulled her to his chest and they snuggled comfortably as they drifted off to a sleep state.

John fell asleep easily as he smiled enjoying their closeness. He had missed her so much, so much more than he would ever have admitted to anyone, well actually he admitted it to one person, to Dr Crosby in one of there sessions.

It was pretty early when John woke, his arms never moved off her during the night and upon waking he pulled her in even closer, he gave her a slight squeeze to make sure she was real and he wasn't dreaming. He re-closed his eye's when he felt her warm breath on his chest, and as he felt her chest move up and down on him he sighed, a sigh of relief, a sigh that she was home, and that she still wanted and loved him, yeah there were a few obstacles for them to over come yet again but the main thing was still there, the love, the connection, the contentedness they both shared in each others arms, he shook his head slowly and knew, he knew that he would never be able to let her leave again, leave him, not without a fight she wouldn't, a fight , that if it came to it, he had all intentions of winning.

Natalie started to stir as she heard his cell phone ringing. John tried to quickly but calmly grab it off the nightstand next to the bed where he had put it last night before getting under the covers with her. He grabbed it, saw it was Bo and answered it while still holding her in place on his chest, he felt her waking and spoke quietly to Bo on the phone.

"Alright Bo, I'll be there in twenty minutes" he told Bo and hung up the phone, he placed it down on the nightstand.

"You've gotta go in?' she asked with her eye's closed and still half a sleep.

"Yep, in a few" he told her but didn't budge, he squeezed her tight after a few minutes passed, he didn't want to let go, especially when things seem to be going so well, they were connecting so well again, and they really did feel like there was nothing in there way, neither seemed bitter or upset with the other about the time that passed, it felt light and the feeling of being with her was amazing. He leaned his mouth down and kissed the top of her head before he climbed out of the covers and then out of the door as she continued to sleep.