June 7th, 2006

"Only four days until I can drink!" I shouted as I woke up.

"Ok Brian we all know the good news." Jack replied.

"I'm just…kind of excited that's all."

"I know you're lonely Brian, but remember…I'm here for you."

I was wondering how anyone could find themselves in this kind of situation. Most of them would never find me. However I made a commitment to find anyone else on here whether I had to kill myself or not doing it.

I would start in the morning.