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Ch 13 NC-17

John's body was laying almost completely on hers as he started kissing her with such force that neither of them could breath, his hands were making quick time with the buttons on her shirt and he felt her hands glide down his chest to his pants, she pulled at his belt till it pulled open and she smiled in between their urgent kissing.

John's mouth was moving it's way down on her neck as he finished the last of her buttons, he brought his hands to her breasts and started to squeeze them gently at first but quickened and tightened on them as he became more and more urgent for her, for her taste, for her body, for his to be inside her, he ran his thumbs over each of her nipples simultaneously over her beige bra as he heard the first sounds of pleasure come from her mouth.

Natalie sighed getting lost somewhere between his lips and tongue on her neck and his strong hands on her breast, his large thumbs as they teased and erected her nipples. She felt as if she couldn't breath, she had waited so long for this, for him, for him to realize he loved her, for him to express it, she had her hand on his pants, she undid his belt already and was to caught up in this pleasuring actions to move, she was laying still on the outside frozen because of his touch, memorizing all of his action, remembering what he did to her, she finally got up enough strength and unzipped his pants, pushed them down a little lower as he saw her trying so desperately to pushed them down even lower, he smiled at her, their blue to blue eye's locked and he stood up, so did she.

Face to face they stood in front of the couch, both smiling at each other as they both started taking their own clothes off, John started with the rest of his pants and she pulled her shirt off her shoulders, barely breaking blue eyed contact with in a few minutes they were both Naked physically and emotionally as they stood in front of each other. Natalie gave him a sexy grin, she grabbed the throw blanket from the love seat a few feet away, took it and laid down on the area rug on the floor.

John watched as her naked body laid itself on the floor with nothing but a smile and a throw blanket, he laughed as she gave him a smirk of annoyance cause he was taking to long, the thing was he was taking it all in, her, her beauty, everything that he had missed while they were apart, while she was gone.

"Are you going to join me or what? " she asked chuckling slightly and then raising an eyebrow when he purposely didn't move to join her. He smiled as he heard her call his name.

"John" she said and he had, had enough teasing, he laid down on top of her as he threw the blanket over them. John started at her mouth and then ran his lips down her neck, kissing and nibbling gently, he got to her breasts and he latched on one of them as he took her nipple into his mouth, teasing it with his tongue, Natalie wrapped her arms around his back as he descended down her body with his mouth and tongue. She let out a few loud sighs as she began to arch her back up bringing her chest up in his face more, John placed one arm under her back to aid in the arch, to aid in the pleasure.

Natalie was again lost in ecstasy, the things John did to her, all the things, every little touch, every breath she felt on her skin, he brought her to heaven and back so many times when they were together and now he was beyond it, beyond heaven an even greater place she thought, if there was even a place greater than heaven that was where he was bringing her tonight, where she knew he would be bringing her every night then after. She smiled to herself as she wrapped her legs around him and pulled his lower body and his penis towards her, she wanted to feel him, she wanted to be one with him in every way possible, she brought her mouth up to his ear and whispered in it.

"I Love you John," she said and she watched as he smiled, he pulled his head back from hers and he looked at her with the brightest smile on his face she had ever seen. He didn't look away and he didn't stutter.

"I love you too Natalie" he said as he watched her face as he entered her with his penis, pushing gently, gliding into her warm core, stopping once inside to adapt to the warmth of her, to readjust and get himself comfortable cause he planned on being inside her forever if it was possible. Their bodies quickly found their way back home to each other and they started moving in since as if they remembered what got the other going, what pushed the other over the edge.

Natalie started to moan, she started to hum, she verbalized with every action, every tender but deepening trust into her and John's ears never heard such beautiful music, her beautiful music got louder and louder as he finally couldn't hold it anymore, hold what he felt for her anymore, with a shiver he brought all the love he felt for here, all the love he had caged up inside of him for her and he released it into her as he felt her body willing to receive it with it's tightening and contractions till they both laid exhausted and humming their own tune to there love making. Natalie automatically found a spot on his chest as he held her close.

A few minutes later Still Laying on the floor and exhausted John pulled the throw blanket up and over, closer on their naked bodies, she was still on his chest, he was content but for some reason couldn't find himself asleep, he felt her chest rise and fall and he knew she was already asleep. He let out a long stream of warm air, he knew why he couldn't sleep, there was to much going on, the murder case, this serial killer who's killings were for Natalie, or some how about Natalie, would the killer be eventually coming after her, what did he want from her, were they all good enough to catch this guy, all three of them, if they all worked together. That led him to the next thing that was bothering him, the three of them, the musketeers, he laughed to himself, he and this guy Jake were nothing alike but were. They were both in love with her, both wanted her safe, were both proud of her, both wanted to give her the world, but.. Jake had made it very clear what his intentions with her were, what he wanted for them, John couldn't say the same.

John had no doubt that Jake, Lt Harrison would be with Natalie, Marry her in a heart beat, raise a family with her, grow old with her and never take her for granted ever. That was just the type of person he was, the type of guy he was. but was John? He asked himself as he began to feel insecure, inadequate almost, he started running a hand up and down her bare back trying to figure out if he was that type of person or could be for her.

There was a time, along time ago he wanted things, things with Caitlin, a family, a house, a quiet, simple family life but then his life ended up in the gutter so to speak, he became a brooding individual without light till he met her, once he met her undetected to him at first it lightened, his life, he fell and fell hard for her, she brought him much more than he thought he ever deserved, much more than he ever expected, she helped him in ways he couldn't begin to imagine, she saved him. She was saving him all over again. He let out another long stream of warm air as he felt her move her body to get comfortable on his chest.

"What am I going to do with you Natalie, what are we going to do?" he said out loud softly and quietly. He closed his eyes for a few minutes and then he heard her sweet soft half asleep voice.

"What do you want to do John, what are you talking about?" she asked feeling as if she was drifting in and out of sleep.

"It's not important Nat, go back to sleep"

"It's got to be important if it's keeping you from sleep, tell me"

"Just wondering what's gonna happen when this is all over that's all"

"What do you mean?"

"With us, are you staying here in Philly, will you be coming back to Llanview with me, should I maybe stay here with you, just not sure how all this is going to play out that's all and I guess it's got me feeling a little insecure" he told her and she was wide awake right now, she pulled herself up off his chest and looked at him as she sat up.

"Would you consider staying here in Philly with me?" she asked him all curious like

"Yeah, I wouldn't have said it if I didn't think it was possible, I told you once I wasn't letting you go, and well I did, didn't I? But now there's no going back on my words again, I'm not and even if I have to move here to Philly and get a job working for a jerk like Jake Harrison to keep my words to you I will"