Reb: Well, I wrote this when my sister said she could not. I hope you all like it.
I hid forever in the shadows of my past.
My role as a mercenary.
Believing my friend's ideals were just.
After losing my family.
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I believed he'd died at the bottom of the cliff.
Never imagined he survived.
But the grave in his yard was unmistakable.
The woman I loved.
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I knew ever since then.
He was my son.
To keep him from trouble we left early.
Keep him alive.
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Trouble runs in the family.
And he was banished.
Like me, he was in love and followed his heart.
The heart of a warrior.
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I couldn't help but notice our resemblance.
And Noishe recognized me.
Being so scolding was all I could do.
I wanted him to become stronger.
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His ideals reminded me what the world was like.
I remembered how wrong I was.
Llyod, my son, taught me so much in our short time.
If only I'd known he'd survived.
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Raised by a dwarf and befriended by elves,
He had no source of discrimination.
He reminded me of myself so long ago.
So naive and pure.
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Yet I knew our journey would end soon
and I had to keep to my mission.
And I saw the look in his eyes when we fought.
Such betrayal as never experienced before.
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And he continued on his journey.
I knew he needed help.
Help and tricks wound closely together.
I only prepared myself.
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Sometimes I wonder what he thought.
Did he really hate me?
He was so upset when he found out I was his father.
I'm just sorry for what I did.
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I watched over him as best I could.
He was my son, I cared for him.
To make up for all I'd missed..
I'll help him out in the end.
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'To see your dream come true like mine could not.
To see you hope survive.
I saved your friends who defeated the man I considered a friend.
It's all over now.
To help you one last time I pray..
That you'll grow up differently from me..
Like the angel you really are..
And never die before me.'
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He was and is my only son.
I feel the pride of every proud father.
Maybe one day I'll see him again.
Lonely days like this I know..
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In appearance and spirit..
Form and skill..
He is my son.
