Chapter 4 up and running!
Disclamer: Do not own do not ask
Don't know what to right here guess I'll just put who much I hate writers block,
and it took 4 ever to get rid of it but it's gone and thanx to all my commenters and there nice things they wrote I was encouraged to get over this mental block and know it is gone ha TAKE THAT YOU EVIL WRITERS BLOCK!
Now stop reading my notes! Read the story!
On with the show! oh an yeah -this is lee-, -this is gaara-
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Lee looked up at the ceiling in his room he felt like an insomniac he could not sleep or think.
It had been a month since the first training between Gaara and lee, they made it a priority to train every day, and that made lee very happy extremely happy 1.he gets to see his friend and he gets to spare all in one.
He was beaming with joy he could not stand not talking to Gaara even if sometimes he was the only one talking. He was happy but how he wished he could get some sleep back he wounded if Gaara felt this way being he could only sleep 5 hours but then lee was going on no sleep for days on end lately. He did not get it. His mind was wondering lately just drifting like when Gaara was talking, which was rare, he would stair at his face and instead of looking at him he stared into his eyes or at the way his face was the deep pools of light green his red maroon hair that looked soft and Gaara's flawless skin so nice and smooth and fine looking. Whenever he got a chance to talk to Gaara, it was the same thing all of these confusing thoughts would run though his mind and all of this thinking meant running a lot of running he had done about 6,000 laps this past 6 days.
As if, the running helped much or at all.
Gaara now well you see Gaara did not know how to explain it or this or whatever it was.
like when ever lee gave him one of his looks it just makes him feel something deep deep deep deep deep deeeeeeeeepppppppppppp down inside I mean really deep down but that didn't mean he didn't feel them because he did and he didn't know if it was a good or bad thing. Yet despite how much he thought about this feeling he did not understand it, it felt like well like there was a hole in him in his chest and it hurt when he breath he didn't know how it just did, and when lee was gone for missions and who knows what it, it felt worse and he just couldn't wrap his head around that feel and he wasn't sure he wanted to know what it was. Gaara got out of bed and jumped on the roof and looked longingly at the moon he put his hand to his heart and breathed out then looked at the moon again.
-why do I feel this way like my heart hurts but not in pain but …in some type of loneness-
He heard a soft sound hit the roof he snapped around to see who the sound belonged to it was lee. He relaxed a little bit as lee sat besides him making Gaara tense a tad.
They sat in complete silence no sound but just looking at the moon
Lee broke the silence
"You couldn't sleep either"
Gaara gave him a look that read
–I-slept-five hours- already-does-it-look-as-if-I-can-sleep-anymore?-
"Sorry"
he responded a little uneasy he forgot Gaara had took a 3 hour nap and took only 2 hours of sleep at night
"It's ok,"
he mumbled quietly
Lee wanted to rejoice this was the most talk he had got from Gaara in a few weeks he was starting to think his friend had become mute though to one who did not know Gaara would think he was some kind of mute.
Lee knew something was eating at Gaara's thoughts he slowly formed a question
"Sooo…." Lee started
"So what?"
"I was just..."he stopped to think
He gazed at Gaara's face.
"What's bothering you?
He asked slowly
Gaara looked a bit dazed as he thought of what to say, how lee could read him so well he didn't know.
"…hn…"
Gaara grunted
"Well…"
Lee waited for an answer
"It's nothing..."
Gaara lied even though he knew lee could see right through it.
"Gaara what's wrong"
"Nothing is wrong I..."
Gaara looked at the moon
"I ...Why did you look at me that way…?"
Gaara drawled calm and slowly taking his time to say the words. He sapid so low that lee couldn't hear it
"What?" lee asked
"Lee why do you run so much"
Lee was caught off guard he blushed a little
"Oh um because running is good for you and I have had some stuff on my mind lately" -like you Gaara-
"Like what?"
-Like you-
"Oh nothing important"
-Liar Gaara is very important-
"I take it as running doesn't help- much"
"It does"-not-
"Well then why do you run that much to clear a few thoughts even if they mean nothing to you?" Gaara asked
-I run to clear my thoughts and the reason I run that much is that they won't go away and they won't because they are not a few thoughts and they are really important because there of YOU! Therefore, they MEAN EVERY THING TO ME! Moreover, they will not go away and I do not want them too!-
"Oh just out of habit I guess"
-So now you lie even more to the person you love! Wait love? Did I just say love? It is more of thought but yes! You love him you know it! Gaara me love Gaara? Yes. Do I?-
Lee looked at Gaara's face as Gaara was thinking
-Ok so what if I do…-
Gaara gazed at the moon as lee was looking at him and tried to find something to ask him about
-He has nice smooth skin the sun and moon reflect off him so nicely-
"Lee are you ok?" Gaara asked as he caught lee's stair
Lee snapped out of his dream like stair to answer Gaara's question
"Oh yeah I am fine"
-Ok, so maybe I love him a lot-
"….hn'…" Gaara responded in a grunt
"Sooo you like to come up here at night?"
"Yes it helps me think and clears my mind"
"That's nice but isn't it a little too I don't know"
"What?"
"What nothing..."
"What do you think it is?" Gaara asked
"What do I think what is" Lee questioned playing dumb and put a innocent face on
"You know what I'm talking about lee"
"Well isn't it a bit too…boring?"
"It beats running"
Lee smiled and chuckled at that comment
"Well it does" Gaara grumbled under his breath
"You know what?"
"What..." Gaara asked
"We should go do something"
"Like what?"
"You'll see"
Lee got up, grabbed Gaara's hand, and started to run
There it was again that feeling in Gaara's heart as if Lee holding his hand was not enough he was not even holding Gaara's it wasn't meant in that way.
"Lee where are we going?" he asked as lee ran to the destination
"Some where I think you'll like it a lot"
Lee spoke a bit load since the wind was chopping his voice down
"I doubt that"
"Just wait and see where we are going"
Gaara could not see where they were going he was not from Konoha he could not tell this from that even if he had been there a month. They slowed down and soon stopped lee put his hands over Gaara's eyes Gaara froze at this action
"Lee what are you-"
"Look!" he removed his hands so Gaara could see
They were at a point where you could see all Konoha clearly as it bathed and basked in the moonlight it made every thing look magical Gaara stood stunned at this sight.
Some of the streets that where light seemed to glow in fact it looked like all of Konoha glowed under the moon light it was so hypnotizing and entrancing
Gaara stood eyes fixed on the view mouth a bit gaped
"Lee this view is stunning and so peaceful and so beautiful"
"Yes it is" lee spoke softly as to not ruin this moment though lee was not looking at the view he was looking at Gaara
"Lee"
"Yes..."
"You know when we were running back there?" Gaara began
"Yeah?"
Gaara did not dare tear his eyes away from the view
"It didn't clear my thoughts did it clear yours?"
"No, but this always does when I really need to clear my mind and running doesn't do the job"
"Oh...Lee"
"Yeah"
"Not there is anything wrong with this but..."
"What is it?"
"What is what" he was using a page from lee's book
"What is it you are going to say?"
"Oh it's nothing"
"What is it?"
"Oh I don't know isn't it a bit too..."
"Too what"
"Boring?" Gaara questioned
"No it's not"
"Why?"
He looked at Gaara
-because you because you're here with me alone talking to me-
"Because it's a better view here"
"It is isn't it?"
Gaara looked back at the view
Lee gazed at Gaara
"Yes I suppose it is"
he walked over right by Gaara and looked at the view he played around with his thumbs then when Gaara was talking he asked a different question
"Gaara I was wondering that maybe you would want to maybe have lunch with me"
lee asked oddly
In addition, Gaara blushed a little
"Ok that sounds good that sounds nice"
and with that they left to head back to the apartment thingy.
Once they entered the building, a few doors down they heard
"Sasuke! MORE"
"Ohh naruto"
They stared at the door where the noise was coming from
And decided maybe they should pretend they never heard that as the waked into the apartment room acting as if they never heard the sound of what was going on in the other room
"Righhhhhhhhhht" lee said
"Let's never talk about what we just heard again," Lee continued
"Agreed"
They went into there separate rooms to try and get some rest.
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A/N: well that's all I wrote man it took for ever to right and get rid of this writers block but like hell it will defeat me I wanted to write 7 pages and I got close to it and I think I did write 7 pages good yeah! Well this was a hoot to write, I look forward to writing the next chapter thanx to all my lovely comment's from lovly people who review this thanx for your support, and I hope you liked it and i will soon pu the next chap up i hope
Ariel over and out!