OK VEREY IMPORTANTA! THIS CHAP IS MATURE NOT SUTABLE FOR WELL SOME PEOPLES!

RATED M: for bad words acough verey suggestive topic at ending/middleish part other then that not much more

ok this chap was kindda hard to write since i am not one to write this stuff easly i blush to much while writing this

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Discalmer: blah blah blah i own anything NOT EVERYTHING ! I write because i don't own.

know ON WITH THE STORY!

"Gaara…Gaara? Gaara are you ok!" Gaara quickly got back to reality

"Oh yes um..."

"We would like to talk to you about important matters that are arising in your village"

Tsuande spoke for the woman who at the time was having trouble getting Gaara's attention.

"Oh yes thank you Tsuande-sama"

"No problem", Tsuande responded yelling was a talent of hers

"Goman I just have a head-ach is all",-right a head-ach is all it is-

"I understand that Gaara but we do need your full undivided attention"

Gaara nodded he understood but his mind wasn't there he was still felt a bit buzzed from last night he didn't know what it was in that drink, 'sake' they called it, but it made him feel good he couldn't understand why his head heard hurt so bad though.

He tried his best to keep his focus in check but it was very difficult when other issues where on his mind. His sister was recently talking to him about her and their brother coming to Konoha to visit see how Gaara is doing and then possibly for Gaara to come back to sunagake with them. Gaara wanted to stay a bit longer just a bit longer he felt it was a bit too soon for him to leave.

This was his eighth month in Konoha, and he still could not get around town once with out someone having to direct him to his path back home or Lee's and his home he supposed.

"So you see the real problem is getting the treaties to be singed."

The young woman finished her rant what was wrong in her view and her village's view.

"huh'" he nodded in understanding

"We will need your signature here if you think it is ok"

Tsuande looked to Gaara she know he wasn't really listening to a word she turned to back to facing the woman

"Can I and Gaara- sama have a moment to discuss this matter please?"

"Um yes but Tsuande-sama you can not tell him if he should sign or not your kage of your village and he is kage of his",

and with that the woman left to wait out the judgment. Tsuande, right off the bat, was stunned to hear what she heard no respect at all well that is fine she thought I do not have to sign the slip that allows you to be here.

"Gaara-san"

She spoke in a hushed tone

"hn'" he grunted in his normal voice since it was not too load anyway.

"I need to know are you ok?"

"yes yes fine"

Tsuande sighed

"Gaara something is up isn't it"

"What I...I don't know what your talking about"

Gaara was trying to avoid the situation. He did not want to talk he wanted some time alone to think.

"Gaara you are not fooling me," she stated with a concerned look

"I… what does it mean…"

"Huh" she questioned

"To..."

"Yes" she tried to get him to continue

"To…never mind forget I even said anything" and with that he looked away

Tsuande placed a hand on his shoulder Gaara flinched slightly. The sand in his gourd was starting to rattle a bit.

"Gaara you don't have to tell me, but if you want to talk to me about it I will listen"

She pulled her hand back she had good intentions but she did not want to destroy anything she was not sure of how badly the sand would react if she left her hand there for a second more.

"It's… it's…not that simple to talk about" Gaara finished his sentence quietly

"Is it more of on a personal level?"

Gaara nodded

"Oh don't sweat it I know what you're talking about"

"You…do…?" Gaara questioned

"Yes and it's perfectly normal for boys your age-"

"Eh?"

"Yep wet dreams it's ok I know ja-"

"That's …not what I was talking about…."

"oh it' not? Welllll……….awkward"

"No what I was talking about was Lee and I"

Gaara blinked. "Lee" he said lowly and sighed deeply his face took a pained and confused expressing.

"Oh…Lee" she breathed out and regained her composer.

"Shunnaku talks to me you know…"

"Yes I know but what does this have to do with anything?"

"Never mind lets not talk about this ok?"

"Alright if you say so..."

Gaara thought over his own logic on his feelings, which at this time burned his mind with lots of thoughts he could not decipher. His brain was itching to know what it meant, these feelings meant, he knew he liked them, but at the same time he liked not knowing what they are, every thing was so much easier that way.

Gaara liked a challenge but this was not a challenge this was a choice…his choice.

-Dose he even like me like friend-

-Yes now will you please shut up, what the fuck does he see in you anyway?-

-I was not asking you shunnaku and what do you mean by see in me.-

-I mean what does he like about you; you are a brat who would like you?-

-Look I do not know, but will you please not live in my thoughts-

-I don't live in your thoughts I live in you-

-You don't live in me you dwell and feed on my humanity and sanity-

-Your point would be?-

-Whatever you are insane you know that right-

-Yep it's a great thing-

-you seem collected and stable at times, but you aren't nothing phases you, you can act so calm when your smile and your eyes deceiving-

-if I'm not mistaken that's what you are to aren't you, if I am not wrong for a while that used to be you and deep inside it still is except for the smile part sort of-

-That is right I used to be I am no longer needing to kill to breath-

-oh so suddenly you have a boyfriend and you have a fucking halo that's a bunch of bull shit-

-I do not have a halo I never will I have done to much wrong for that, not like Lee and he is not my boyfriend he- he is just a friend...-

-So that's his name Lee oh the freak with the eyebrows-

-he is a bit weird but he is not all a freak-

- He wears spandex-

-So...-

-You look don't you?- Shunnaku smirked his psychotic eyes and grim teeth showing with joy at this tid bit.

-Look?...-

-Bet you have him screaming all night huh?-

-No what do you mean?-

-oh that's right I forgot he is the one who takes charge, dominate he is the one to fuck not get fucked-

- This has nothing to do with that he is not doing anything with me are you insinuating that I am gay? Look I ne-

-What do you think you are? You want a man to screw you up the ass by the looks of it you want him to want you nah?-

- I never mentioned that or even talked about it, I have no concept on what sex of person I like or thoughts of-

-Right you'll be saying the same thing when he-

-Will you shut up and leave me alone?-

-I can't leave-

-Go to sleep or something then!-

- Whatever...-

Gaara got up and decided to keep him self busy apparently he could not have time to himself. Gaara read over a letter he had received from Temari

Dear Gaara,

Hey how are you doing just wanted to remind you that me and kunkonkuru and I will be

coming to Konoha in fact, we will be there on the fifth. Only 5 days ok we are just coming

to check up on your progress see you then

Your older sister,

Subaku no Temari

It was formal and to the point Gaara noticed that the letter was a three days old. He gathered his things and placed his gourd by his bed. He walked smoothly taking long strides with precision steps that looked like they where perfect, but in reality, it was just the way he walked.

Lee was up on the roof he had just finished his laps around Konoha when just as he was about to jump off he cast his eyes to Gaara's room for a moment. Lee's eyes traced the pattern in which Gaara was walking, in the sifting in his steps that looked like they where planed. As if each step was thought about before hand giving it the grace as he lightly stepped, each foot seemed to touch the surface of the wood flooring and to Lee it was like Gaara was blessing it.

Lee always liked the way Gaara gave every room he was in a sense of peace. The way he made the room like brighter he made everything more vivid he loved the way Gaara made him feel alive breathing like every time he set eyes on Gaara it was like looking at a model a beautiful person, because that was what Gaara was to Lee, Gaara was beautiful. His hair his endless eyes his skin his body his mind his movements his- Gaara was like a stream that flowed through him giving everything life yet at the same time making Lee feel a bit down that it was to much to ask Gaara to feel this. Could Gaara feel this? Lee asked himself.

Lee slipped through the window that was on the roof entering Gaara's room. Gaara had long been gone from it he probably left to go finish something or another. Lee looked at Gaara's stuff the gourd was placed to the left of his wall

"He mustn't have gone to far or he didn't leave at all", he said to himself a bit hopefully to find him.

"Is that what I think it is...?" Lee soon heard someone turning the doorknob to the room

"is that you Gaara?" he asked softly then he heard

"Little brother hope you don't mind we came a bit early"

"Temari!" He yelled in a hushed voice and covered his mouth his eyes franticly looking for some place to hide.

"Yeah two days early..." Konkunkaru grumbled

"Oh shit", Lee looked for the closest place to hide he hid in the restroom. He sighed as he closed his eyes at finding a safe place to hide. He felt soapy water lightly drizzle over him. What-what was all this steam doing all around him steam? Wait a sec. water, soap, and steam so let's just draw that in our handy dandy notebook and what have we got here.

Water could the water be eating soap making steam? No no no that's not it...then that means...(A/N: Ok ok I know enough with my blues clues antics XD could not help it I am taking care of my sister's 2 year old and I just thought of blues clues anywho back to la story!)

"Oh shit," He cursed under his breath (he was not one to cuse but the time does call for it)

No not shit you get

"I'm in the shower and-and-and"

He then saw a naked Gaara cleaning him self and worst of all in front of him.

Lee stayed silent as a mouse, Gaara did not really notice he was lost in his thoughts eyes closed. Lee tried to look away but it was harder then it looked, ha looks looked well if he could say Gaara did look ravishing and he had looked and it was taking every once of his power to not move and every once of power to look away.

"I'm in here with Gaara!" bingo there you go!

Gaara's eyes fluttered still not open though the noise not taking him out of his trance like state, but breaking the educing power his thoughts had on him.

Lee slammed his hands over his mouth, -Crap!-

"Oh he is in the shower...well while just wait and surprise him," Temari stated though her voice was unheard by the two inside the shower due to the water.

"Do you know Gaara has been telling me he is becoming friends with lee?",

Temari thought it best to make some kind of idle chit-chat she figured they where going to be waiting a while.

"Really? Super brows and no brows?" Kankunkaru smirked at the irony.

"Ha but ototo seems happy they are yet he says it's strange. You know being him never had anyone he just is not used to being friends with someone"

"Right they are weird both of them I mean I thought just Gaara but I mean Lee does give him comp."

"Kankunkaru will you stop are brother has finely found a true friend, and we should appreciate that"

"Yeah...I guess..."

"After all I mean it's good that he has a good friend I'm sure Lee can show Gaara what friends do." Temari stated in a kind tone meanwhile in the shower-

- Gaara reached to turn off the water Lee's hands where shacking he clamped them over his mouth as blood started to drip from his noise and his face went red at the sight of Gaara's back side.

Gaara turned to reach for his towel Lee ended up grabbing the towel because Gaara still had his eyes closed and wasn't touching the towel he was touching Lee's chest not that he didn't like it but if he blushed anymore he was sure his head would explode.(A/N:Lee was still wearing spandex! Don't think nasty XX This coming from me ' ? the person writing it?)

Gaara took the towel that lee held out to him but instead of tacking just the towel he took the arm that was holding it as well. Gaara dried his hair first then he slid the towel over his body he gently slid it over his back and stomach as he thought to himself

-I maybe...-

Lee was now as red as the sun (Note sun looks yellow) he could only watch as Gaara guided his hand over his own skin.

"Man I mean it's cool he has a friend but Lee?"

" Like I said before it's good that he has a good friend I'm sure Lee can show Gaara what friends do."Temari said indifferently.

Suddenly Gaara let the hand that held the towel dip lower and lower, the towel fell down leaving it only his hand dipping lower Gaara held the hand at his hip still thinking it was the towel. –May-maybe I do want him ...to touch me...like this...-

"Kankunkaru I'm going in there this is taking to long"

"But what if he is still getting dressed?"

"He is our brother"

Temari and kankunkaru stood at the door and opened it to a very flushed Lee and a very into it Gaara as a certain hand that belonged to a certain ninja was inching closer to what was between said persons legs (Gaara's legs).

"WHAT THE...!" Temari shouted kankunkaru just snickered and laughed at the whole thing

"Yeah Temari Lee Will show Gaara what Good friends do!" kankunkaru laughed

"Uhhh..." Lee could not get word out of his mouth really he did not even know what to say. Lee's mouth hung open and he continued to trip over his words.

"Temari it is not what it looks like..." Gaara said finely after getting the whole scenario in his brain.

"Yeah...-yeah it's not-yeah"

Lee's brain was malfunctioning at the moment he really had no idea what to say only "yeah" and "it's not" seemed to fit the mood.

"Then what are you two doing?" kankunkaru asked finding the whole situation both weird and amusing though Temari's expression was making ten times funnier.

"Well it um I umm ...it's kind of a long story and Gaara had nothing to do with it I just ummm you two should sit down it is really a complex story..." Lee got words out a little jumbled but hey, it was the best he could do.

"Lee you ARE TALKING TO ME IN PRIVITE!" Temari made it very clear tell me or die was what she meant.

TEN REALLLY LONG EMBERSSING MINUTES LATER WAYYY LATER

"So yeah um Temari...please don't kill me!" Lee pleaded for his life quite literally.

"Oh...so you two...weren't but wait what about Gaara?" Temari was almost done but only one question remained that was

"Why where you ..." She coughed "Er doing what you where doing Gaara?"

He sighed

"Well I was thinking about" he looked away "something..."

"Well that is obvious you where thinking of something..." she coughed again this really was a weird topic "And I just want to know what exactly IT is?"

"I was thinking of Lee..."

"YOU...where thinking about...Lee..."

"About the way I feel like I want him to want me...about him touching me...and him holding me close"

"Well I know which one you where thinking of heh"Kankunkaru added with a small laugh. Temari hit him in the arm.

"I just think you should come back with us..." Temari sad softly

"No I...why is it because of Lee?"

"No it's not like that just..."

"It's Lee right? You...you don't think I should stay because of what happened and Lee?"
"Look maybe just some time for you to grow apart I just"

"No Temari you just ...not me I...he...doesn't know" Gaara was not giving up! Never.

"About the way you feel?" Temari placed her hand on his shoulder

"He doesn't know...I mean I don't really either but...yet I wish he did so...so I could find..."

" find ...love...?" Temari said in a sympathetic voice, Gaara didn't need to say it she saw it in his eyes.

"Temari please don't fake empathy for...me you know I don't care for that but let me say what if this is lo...lo..lov..love...l..o..ve..." Gaara got up still in his room. Lee was waiting outside the door to see what was going to happen.

"Gaara..." she smiled weakly she understood her little brother did deserve or should at least should try this out with Lee.

"You don't have to come with us you stay... here with Lee, and just promise me when you are called back to suna that you will come no...no going half way that you will go to suna then after a while you'll come back to Konoha...stay for now". Temari hugged him close Gaara was a bit startled but he knew what his older sister meant. He could stay until they called for him to be Kazekage then he would go back to suna then he would be able to come back if he wished.

"Gaara if they do call for Kazekage you know you'll be leaving in the blink of an eye?" Temari smiled glad that her little brother was not so little anymore, but she still had the power to be a mother figure.

They walked out of the room well Temari did to discuss things with Lee

"Lee I trust you will take care of Gaara AND please take it slow he...is not used to affection..."

"What do you mean Temari?"

"Any one with eyes can see what you can't Lee...he...he is worth the world to you, and to him your worth every star he ever wished on that he would finally find someone...".

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Ok umm this to me seemed a little short and i have keept all my readers waiting but i had to re-write the whole thing!Oh and i am going to poast a short oneshot soon it was a request so be preparid! YESH now lee knows that gaara does you know the whole point that she told lee was she wants him to make the frist move. Comments all of my lovly commenters ! Oh how i thank you for all your support and encouragement to keep writeing this story! oh and i have finally gots me a plot so YESH i have been looking for one and it hit me at night i was in bed just about to go to sleep when out of no where i was like "OMG THAT IS SO PERFECT" and so i got up and typed out to remind me what to write. I LOVE YOU ALL READERS AND COMMENTERS ! ALL OF YOU GET CAKE!

ARIEL>H.

OVER AND OUT :D ! oh and look it's me and my mark on my forhead just like gaara & hahaha it's an and mark haha