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" I was his angel? How could I be his angel? When everything was my fault...
How could he be so stupid? Climb up those rocks in the middle of the night? He was drunk...
Kaitlin shivered and everybody was scared. I feel so bad...empty. It was my fault he died? He didn't want me there... was it 'cause of me he drank that much? My letter?
That beutiful nechless I got... My birthstone. Angel. His birthstone. He really liked me... Did I like him that way? Was Kaitlin really right? Oh, God...He was so upset! So mad! And he fell... Maybee I should have gone up there? Would he have listened to me? Or was he so disapointed with me that he'd rather jumped himself then talking to me? Did I really brake his heart? Was it my fault?"