(A/N: Wow that's the longest chapter in this whole story…I said in the first chapters authors note that this story will be up within the week but I think I might just put the entire story up tonight so that I can start on my new one…not sure yet…)

How come everyone else got their happily ever afters?

Everyone except for me of course.

No, I, I got stuck with the abusive husband, aborted child and pathetic job.

Get this, Ginny Weasley and Harry Potter – Married, nice house, 2 adorable kids, Harry is an Auror and Ginny works with a dress-robe maker.

Cho Chang and Ron Weasley – Engaged, 1 beautiful daughter, Ron plays Quidditch and Cho is an author.

When I was a little girl, I always dreamed that I would marry a nice man, have at least 2 kids, love being alive, love life overall, but now, I'm surprised I even managed to last this long.

Take last night for example…my husband came home from work, took his jacket and shoes, came over to me and kissed me roughly on the lips, biting my bottom lip and almost drawing blood.

'Hey get me my dinner would you darling' he asked, obviously exaggerating the 'darling' part.

I just nodded mutely and went to get his food.

I handed it to him and picked up the remote and turned on the television, beginning to channel surf.

'Oi, bitch, don't fucking do that! Put it on the music channel already' he yelled at me 'Now go be the good little gutter-slut that you are and clean my kitchen'

I walked off and cleaned it quickly, then walked upstairs and got into bed after showering and removing the concealment charms. Seconds later I was covered from head to foot with large black, blue and purple coloured bruises.

About 15 minutes later, he came up and ordered me to undress. After that he had his way with me…twice. I always felt so dirty. I really hated my life…

And that's how my life is most days. I even tried to run away once but he found me and brought me back. That was when I got the worst beating of my life.

It's so hard to pretend everything is perfectly fine whenever Harry, Ron, Ginny or Cho come over, because they actually like my husband. But then again they don't know what he's like behind closed doors…

All I want…is to be loved…

In fact I'm crying to be loved…

(A/N: Please, please, please review! It'll make me feel better about failing my economics exam…lol)